Friday, February 29, 2008

29 of February 2008

well... today was the last day of Febreuary 2008 which is 29... haha... once in four years... wondering how people who birth on today gonna celebrate his/her birthday...

ok well... today i for UTAR Talent Time in Kampar... Well this year sure will have more funs because this year has more audience and more participants... haha... ok... the show i most impress was Diabolo tricks... haha... do you have any idea what is diabolo... sure don't have right... same thing to me when i first heard about it... it is a chinese traditional art performer... or we call 扯铃 in chinese... only when i saw that thing i know it was 扯铃 (che ling)... no idea what is diabolo... haha...

beside that... a participant play two cute songs which is IQ博士 and Doraemon theme Song with Trombone... it was so cute... haha... so at last the guy which play the diabolo get the first price and ghost crew which performing the Break Dance get the number two... Overall... it was fun and it was a good way to end the last day of February...

thanks to Amar for inviting me there... you guys did a very good job... i have fun...

video
The Diabolo Show...


video
The Trombone show...

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, February 28, 2008

10 things that vincent wish to...

haha... well... there are a lot of things that vincent wish to...

  1. Vincent wish to pass this semester with whole A...
  2. Vincent wish to have a new cellphone... Nokia 5310 black edition will be the best...
  3. Vincent wish to have more and more friends everyday...
  4. Vincent wish photography society's recruitment drive will be very success next week...
  5. Vincent wish to keep fit!!!
  6. Vincent wish everybody i know happy and wealthy...
  7. Vincent wish to have more money... =p
  8. Vincent wish he can sleep now... (because later still got class)
  9. Vincent wish to start another relationship... although it might hurt again... =p
  10. Lastly... Vincent wish to become friends with her again... And this is the purpose i wrote this rubbish post... haha... but i know she wouldn't read this post also... pity me... haha... dunno why... i just can't forget about her...
~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

i miss you...

Hello... i am back to here again... in this late night... nothing special... just simply because i can't sleep again... looks like these few days i am quite active in the night... haha... ok well... back to the topic... yes... i miss you... a person that live in my heart for about half year already... haha... may be this is the reason i can't fall asleep... but it is still my problem... sigh...

missing somebody was really quite hard... because beside missing her... you can't do anything else... haha... yeap... i clearly understand there are nothing i can do anymore beside missing... seems like we are lose contact these few weeks (or months?)... but i understand... this is better for us... really... loving somebody is giving what he/she want... i was stubborn... a very very stubborn person... and may be because of that... i ignored something... i ignored something which are caring and understanding... sometimes... i thought that could be the best way but it wasn't because i am not you... i can't know what exactly you want... and that cause this thing happened...

after watching "The Break Up" by Vince Vaughn and Jeniffer Aniston... only i understand about all these things... haha... (p.s. i keep on watching movie this few days because really really boring... i have been watching 5 movies today already...) many people believe after break up the story was ended... but seriously i don't... i believe even we have break up with somebody... the story might still can go on as well... may be it wasn't a love story anymore but a friendship? who knows?

actually these few weeks (once again... or months?) was good for me... although at the beginning it was really hard and sad... it is getting well now and i understand many more things... it make me more reasonable... it cool me down from sadness and disappointment... and i started to take all those times as sweet memory... the sweet moment we treasure and cherish... the sadness and disappointment we take it as a lesson... may be some fine days we will meet in the street again... waving to each other... and our story get continue again... no matter in which version... who knows?

~~v1nc3nt90

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

you're such a failure...

yeap... the person i mean... is me... haha... for some of the reason... i am now prefer alone more than hanging out with friends... yesterday... my friends asked me go for ipoh today to watch movie and shopping... and i rejected... haha... and the reason very easy... it is just simply because somebody was gone from that gang too... not only me... but another person too... it make me doesn't feel like going... i dunno why... may be it is because deep in my heart... i still can't let go of something... yeap... a kind of feeling...

sigh... i am quite frustrated with myself... why i still couldn't let o of something that was no meaning and it doesn't worth it at all... i still can't escape from there... no matter how hard i tried... what i did... i am still facing the same problem... sigh... i am really really frustrated with myself... it was so silly and stupid... it is just like i prefer drown in the dream more than facing the reality... it wasn't my style... perhaps i changed... but i am going immature... sigh... such a failure... may be i should need a counselor... haha... but from last time until now... i don't like to see counselor... =p

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, February 25, 2008

me... in kampar again...

well... i am back to kamapr again because the university will be reopen on monday which is tomorrow... or it should be today... because now also over 12am already... haha... after driving for 4 hours something... i am back to this little town... haha...

ok... a little boring here... because nothing to do in this little kampar... sob sob... really really boring... i keep online in this few hours... oh man... i miss my air con... it was so hot here without air con... hehe... may be this is the reason why until now i still can't sleep... hohoho... now was 3:48am... insomnia again... haha... imagine tomorrow i only have class 1pm-3pm... oh man... what a waste of time and petrol... need to go university for just that 2 hours lecture... sienz....

anywhere... this semester is a short semester with only 7 weeks with 2 subject.... well... it should be a lot of free time for us... hehe... and because of that... i started to plan to travel to some tourist spot in Perak... haha... it has been about 8 months i stayed in Perak already... but it seems like i haven't visit any tourist spot in Perak... so i decided will going travel in this semester... well.. my first target was Gua Tempurung... haha... last semester i planned to go already geh... but because of something happened so i canceled the plan... so in this semester... i wish i can achieve that plan...

second spot was sungkai... haha... i heard there was a place for hot water spring and boiling eggs!!! imagine how hot was it... (p.s. i wondering will it "boil" that kind of "eggs" also... so better play safe when arrived there... XP... dun play play or you will gonna regret... XP) beside hot water spring... it have a deer farm established by the wildlife department... so really gonna go and take a look at there if got chance... haha...

thrid was teluk batik... nothing special... it was just beaches... but i heard coral can be seem when low tide... so if got chance... hope i can travel to there also... haha...

most probably i will drive there... and actually i don't like to travel alone... really really don't like... so may be will ask some of my friends or classmate see they wan go or not... dunno why... everytime talk about travel i will think of genting highland... and from there i will remind of somebody and the promises i made... sigh... may be in this life i will never have chance to fulfill that promise... i really hope i can and i believe i can... but sometimes the decision wasn't at me... i can't do anything... well... may be i will regret... but there are really nothing i can do... sigh... haha... and tell you all something... vincent always regret for something what he did... no matter it was right or wrong... he will be regret... haha... and for most of the decisions... he knew that will happened but he will still did... and at last... he get regret... that is the bad thing about him... hehe...

ok la... 4 am already... now i am a little bit sleepy already... but it was really a little bit only... sigh... dunno why still couldn't get into sleep... keep on thinking something... vincent was always think of something... but all those are rubbish... he will just keep thinking about all those rubbish... haha... that is why he always regret for what he did... may be should change this bad behavior... haha... dunno what to write already... so might stop here for this time...

travel... travel... travel... thinking... thinking... thinking... and the most important... missing somebody... missing... missing... missing... oops... it really missing already... =p... (oh man... i am getting crazy... @.@)

Gua Tempurung


Sungkai

Teluk Batik view


(p.s. an advice for myself... she doesn't worth it...)
~~v1nc3nt90

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Happy valentine... (belated post)

this is a belated post for my valentine day... haha... 14 of february... actually it is quite meaningless for me... haha... because i never celebrated this special day with anyone else... so if you asked me how was my valentine's day... i will just answer... LONELY =.=... haha...

well... as usual... i woke up in the morning that day... going to town for shopping... and see how other couples celebrate their valentine... haha... well... saw a lot of stall selling dolls and flowers... well... symbols of valentine... quite envy when saw a lot of couple holding dolls such as dog, bear and all... haha... sigh... i can only envy at them... haha...

well... this is the thing i feeling regret and disappointed during all my relationships... i never celebrate valentine's day with any of my ex... this make me quite regret and disappointed... haha... everytime also break before valentine or start after valentine... hehe... really really hope next year the same things wouldn't happened again... wishing luck for myself... XP

anywhere... 14 of february was pheyven's birthday... well... happy birthday... haha... grow older already neh... haha... i am still young... 17 now nly... XP... wishing you will have a happy valentine's day + happy birthday... (but when the time u saw this post your birthday will be passed already... because i can't online... so can't post it on time... sorry ya... hehe)

couple phone??? haha... look closely... it was N70 and N72

the back of the phone look exactly like the same... haha

Saturday, February 2, 2008

home home home...

haha... i was back in Johore again... quite boring days here... because nothing to do also... haha... going shopping... full of cars and heavily jam in Muar town... because Chinese New Year is coming already... everybody crowding at town... zzz... imaging I need to take almost 45 minutes to reach town... it usually take 15 minutes...

Last few days I found one letter inside my old documents... it was a girl who wrote to me in year 2005... haha... 3 years already the letter... made me remind some of the old memory... that letter don’t have any special... but it was some kind of memory... that memory that I almost forgot... I decided to reply that letter again... because I did replied... but I not sure she got receive that letter or not... and after three years... I decided to write again a reply letter for her... wondering will she receive my letter again... because three years may be she moved already... moreover she stayed in Skudai... which is Johore Bahru... about 200km from my house... haha...

Sometime I was thinking... is it destiny? We meet people from far far away like I have friends from Sarawak, Sabah, Ipoh, Alor Star and all... hmm... we come from other places different... and we meet in UTAR.. is that destiny also... if I study in MMU may be I wouldn’t have meet them and know them... haha... my wonder... my ponder...

Last thing... Chinese New Year is coming already... haha... once a year... can get ang pao and all... and the most important thing... can eat a lot lot.. hoho... die la... gaining weight again... must diet after new year... sob sob... haha... ok la... to all my friends... happy Chinese new year... new year... new hopes...

~~v1nc3nt90