Sunday, December 6, 2009

6 December 2009

6 December 2007, a day i wouldn't forget...

time flies... it has been two years after that... and i know a lot of things happened in this two years...

yet... we never speak to each other after that...

sometime i really wondering is it wrong that from the begining?

if not...

we might be still friends...

it wouldn't like what we are for now...

but no matter what...

i wouldn't regret for something that once made me smile... =)

and i am happy to see that you are happy for what being now...

wish all the best for you... =)


memories are nice... but they are what they are...

~~v1nc3nt90

Saturday, November 28, 2009

26 November 2009 outing...

hehe... went to Ipoh again on Thursday, 26 November 2009... i can't recall how many times we have been to Ipoh for this week... third time i think... lolx... as usual... we went without early planning... suddenly the mood came and we just go only... haha...

but this time is different... we went for movie... lolx... unlike the last time we went for dim sum only... ok... let's start about dinner la... we having dinner at MP at Greentown there as they never tried before... so i bring them there to try out... hehe... luckily my memory was good enough so we wouldn't get lost because i just went there 1 time only... so praise me... =P


let's start with camera session again, shall we? haha...



 nice enviroment... chit chatting while waiting for foods to be served... hehe...


 yummy yummy ABC... it really nice as its looks.. haha


one word only to describe... yummy!! lolx..


nic's seafood set... omg it is irresistable.. lolx... got to "tax" a little from him... lolx...


boss of the day... Lum's cocktail... cost around 30 bucks... @.@

so happy for the dinner as we spend around 200++ bucks for that dinner only... hehe... but it doesn't matter right as long as we enjoyed... am i right guys? haha...

so head straight to Jusco for New Moon... i am not really a twillight fans but never mind la... just accompany they all watching... hehe... but the sad thing is Wai Kwan bought us the movie for 11:45pm... and when the time we finish our dinner and reach Jusco at around 10:00pm... still got around 2 hours to go before the movie... so... guess what we did??


we went to the rooftop for snooker... haha... that only i know Shawn was quite pro wor... Nic also not bad... I didn't join because i know i am really noob in snooker lor... just accompany again... haha... nothing to do also...


 see Shwan looks so pro... haha...

was really nothing to do there so decided to have camhore with Pick Ching... it has been a while since i last took photos with her as we know each other for 2 years more already... hehe...


first taking... with my lollipop... I love lollipop although i know it might not suitable for me to say that... lolx... my head is like cutting to half.... so we tried to take more...


not really satisfied with the rest... so fed up and took with my phone's front camera... i like this shot... but it only have 0.3 mega pixel so it is very blur and low quality...

the snooker and bowling closed at 11pm... so we still have 45 more minutes?? so guess what to do leh huh?? haha... we loitering around the whole Jusco and it is like only us there as it is closed already... we was playing around like kids... joking around... and Wai Kwan wanna went into the counter there and pretending selling to us... lolx... we just ignored the CCTV there... all of us must be crazy already... haha... just do what we like... hehe... =)


 finally we have our group photo with the help of a malay guys... thanks abang... lol...
(omg now only i realised that i haven't finish my lollipop)

finally... it was 11:40pm and we went to TGV there... was so crowded as today was the first day of showing... guess mid night showing is best suit for couple ya... almost all those people around us are couples... but none of us in our gang is couple... haha... but i think Ken and Lum have the potential to be... =P they will kill me if they know i am saying this... ngek ngek ngek...

so... the movie was erm... can i say a little bit boring?? haha... may be it is because i am not twilight fans and New Moon was more on story line... so it doesn't really suit me i would say... but it was nice though... haha... but the ending was like... so sudden... it ended right after Edward propose to Bella... and i heard people scolding for that after the movie is ended... haha...

reached back kampar at around 3am... the day was really tiring but nice thought... happy hours with my gangs... haha... appreciated it a lot... =)

i think recently my time has gone abnormal again... i staying till late night almost everyday... sometime even sleep only after the sun rise... the healthy lifestyle looks like has gone far away from me already after that day... haha... but it doesn't matter la... we still young... haha... but Nic said we will be dead at the age of 40 if we continue being like this... lolx... but University life is meant to be enjoy and the last honeymoon life before we went out to the cruel and hard society isn't it? XD

p.s. glad that i am not really thinking of you anymore... for now i just wanna live my life to the max without being influenced by anyone... =)

p.s.s. i wanna watch Disney's A Christmas Carol in 3D... planned to go Pavillion or 1U for that... anybody interested?? haha...


~~v1nc3nt90

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

rainbow after rain??

people always said that... "there are rainbow after every rain..."

but guess what...

today we saw rainbow during 6pm something at UTAR Sport Complex there when we play volleyball together... and the thing is it doesn't rain today and it is a sunny day in kampar... weird huh?

but this is not weird enough yet... we saw 2!!! Yes... 2 rainbows at the same time on the same sky... haha...

it is really nice... and i think this is the first time in my life i saw 2 rainbows together at the same time on a sunny day... ^^

the second rainbow wasn't really clear because it is faded when the time we saw it... hehe... u can just click on the photos to enlarge it if you can't see it well... here is another 1 photo i took... nothing much different... and sadly i only got my handphone with me and it is only 2 mega pixel and the function was like... erm... sucks... lolx... so can't really take nice photos... it is so unexpected....
not really visible for the second rainbow as it was faded quite fast after we saw it... hehe...

"听说下雨时上天把快乐赐给我们...
听说雨后的彩虹是上天把幸福祝给每一对情侣...
听说夜晚的星星代表希望..."

this is one of the message send to me by someone... hehe... but i think that the message had somehow being edited... but i never asked about it... =( the rainbows i saw just now remind me of that message... hmm... and somehow reminded me of you again... wish to have seen it together with you... =( but for now i better keep it inside my heart...

but i am glad that i have seen this... because it shows that the mystery of natural... ha... =)

p.s. gambateh and good luck for your marketing test tomorrow night ya... wish to personally encourage you but somehow i not dare to... =( but i think triple "s" will remain in my heart with me forever and ever and of course i will giving you mine always... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友...

this is what I read from a note posted by my friend on Facebook... seriously... i think it is quite meaningful so just wanna share with you all...

每个女孩身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友. 你们可能相爱过, 你们也可能喜欢彼此, 但是, 为了什么原因你们没能在一起?

也许 他为了朋友之间的义气, 不能追你.
也许 为了顾及家人的意见, 你们没有在一起
也许 为了出国深造, 他没有要你等他
也许 你们相遇太早, 还不懂珍惜对方
也许 你们相遇太晚, 你们身边已经有一个人
也许 你们回头太迟, 对方已不再等待
也许 你们彼此在抓摸对方的心, 而迟迟无法跨出界线

不过即使你们没有在一起, 你们还是保持了朋友的关系
但是你们心底很清楚, 对这个人, 你比朋友还多了一份关心

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街, 你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友

他有喜欢的人, 你口头上会帮他追, 心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到

他遇到困难时, 你会尽你所能帮他, 不会计较谁又欠了谁

男朋友吃醋了, 你会安抚他说你和他只是朋友, 但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定

每个人这辈子, 心中都有过怎么一个特别的朋友, 很矛盾的行为

一开始你不甘心只能做朋友的, 但久了, 突然发现这样最好, 你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手

你宁愿做他的朋友, 彼此才不会吃醋, 才可以真的无所不谈

特别是这样, 你还是知道, 他永远会关心你的

做不成男女朋友, 当他那个特别的朋友, 有什么不好呢? 你心中的这个特别的朋友...?

是谁呢?

很多的感情, 都因为一厢情愿, 最后连朋友都当不成. 常常觉得很惋惜, 可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你, 如果你没有反应, 这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去, 这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步.

有些事不是你能预料的, 或许对方不在意, 你们还可以是朋友, 但却已经不如从前的好.

~完~

读完后... 让我有点感触... 呵呵... 可能是因为或多或少让我有点联系到之前吧... 但这篇是写给女生的... 所以还是由女生来决定对不对咯... 哈哈... 我只是想分享而已...

可能你读到时会想起他... 但就如我读时却想起了你...

如果可以再来一次... 或许我会希望把我那句话收回... =)

好啦... 八点了...十二点还有课... 看来应该是不用上了... 呵呵...

~~弘正

crazy us with crazy moment...

the story begin on Sunday night...

v1nc3nt is calling Nic to ask for going out for dinner at 7:20pm...

vince: ei nic, want go for dinner later?

nic: ok arh, but i thought you was on diet and didn't take dinner anymore?

vince: aiya... no need adready... so what time?

nic: 8 something la...

vince: but i am starving leh... almost 24 hours didn't eat already...

nic: i ask other first then let u know...

vince: okok...

so... 20 minutes later... nic called back to v1nc3nt...

nic: pick ching said we go Ipoh eat dim sum orh... want?

vince: walao ei... sure bo? got who?

nic: me, you, pick ching, shwan, kenny, sim huae and kenneth la...

vince: ok geh... but i don't want drive...

nic: you have no choice... not enough cars... lolx...

vince: ok lor... so 8:30?

nic: ok

and so... the crazy story begin...

was left from kampar at around 9:30pm... because we have to wait for Pick Ching to get ready... haha.... so eventually... arrived Ipoh at around 10:00pm... head straight to Yuk Fok Mun near Fu Shan there for dim sum as our dinner... and i was straving like hell because didn't eat anything for whole 24 hours already... so geng right? haha...

finally... dim sum dim sum... i was waited for so so so so long already... hehe... finally able to eat... =P

we having our dinner until around 11pm... eat about RM105 for 7 persons... consider very very few already because Kenneth still not that full... haha... so was planned went for McD for our second round... but girls don't want because they full already... so... guess what... we head back to Kampar... arrived at Kenneth's hostel at around 12:00 pm... chit chatting and playing around... until 2am something... Tze Kwan came... and ask for yum cha... lolx...

so... went to ABC yum cha with Tze Kwan again as our second round... i didn't eat anything... may be my appetite wasn't with me yet after so many days of diet... haha... complaining very bored during yum cha... so Shawn suggested we go for Dota and i supported that... hehe... everybody was looking at me again... because i said i have quit from dota already... but since now no more binding and i can do what i want without thinking too much... hehe...

so was dota-ing until 6am yesterday... wrote a post before went to sleep at 8am... see... people wake up i sleeping... haha...

if you think that is the end of the story... you are wrong... lolx... the crazy us has not over yet... Monday night... after 7pm class... planning what to do again for the night...

ken: vincent, they say very bored leh... let's go for L4D (Left 4 Dead, shooting game) lor...

vince: but i got something to do at 12 wor... housemate's birthday...

ken: then what time you will be done?

vince: 1 something lor...

ken: ok la... on...

vince: serious???

ken: ya lar... lum and pick ching said they wanna learn how to play... ask you to teach...

vince: lolx... ok la... so 1 something i go and fetch you all la...

so... a very big Happy Birthday to our manager of turtle house... Mr. Allen... lolx... happy 23rd birthday... guys doesn't really cared bout age right? so no harm annoucing his age here... =P

no photos to upload now as we didn't really took photos... will take from Tian Yi later...

so... as what we planned... go for Khakabo at 1 something... to play L4D with they all... haha... was having a lot of funs as we play versus mode... and lum was really a quick learner... and we really having fun with shouting and asking for help... luckily the Cyber cafe was left very little people only as it is really late already...

so... 8 of us... me, nic, ken, shawn, lum, pick ching, poey and wai kwan was really enjoying the game and we have really lots of funny and crazy action in the cyber cafe which is hardly described by words... i think they will be blacklisted us next time as we really too noisy... hehe...

so... we played until almost 5am something and yum cha in Ghany Corner... lolx... was continue our crazy topic and lum really have funny action with kenneth mow... i think i wouldn't be surprise if they become couple... =P

reached back hostel at 6am just now... was online a while and decided to bloggin as what i did now... hehe... arh... my room is quite bright now and i wondering can i sleep or not... and not to forget i have class at 12 afternoon later... still thnking should i go or not... haha... wondering what will be our plan for tonight... will i be sleeping at 7 or 8 am again tommorrow? haha...

oh ya... this Thursday we planned for sing k... it has been a while since the last time we going together... haha...

thanks to my gang for accompanying me for this two days... time flies really fast when the time being together with you all... haha... and it has been a while since we going out together as i have quit from gaming and diet so i very seldom could going out with you all at night... thanks for accompanying me at the time i needed it... =) friends forever... love you guys... =DDD

"believed that you will live better than her..." this is what they told me... but la... i want both of us can enjoy the best of the life moment can arh? not really greedy right? =P

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, November 23, 2009

下雨天...

又是一个下雨的夜晚...
很久没有尝试在雨中走的感觉了...
今天却在雨中走了一段路...
希望被雨淋过后能让自己清楚一点...
哈...
搞到我新买的鞋湿了...
电话也差点坏了...
还好Nokia耐得很...
哈...
可是脑袋有清醒到吗?
就让时间来证明吧...

~~弘正

Sunday, November 22, 2009

曾经...

曾几何时
我认为只要有决心
而且肯付出
就会拿到我想要的成果


我错了
而且还错地很离谱
我只是拿真心换绝情


现在我终于明白
为什么我会觉得
我永远都只是
路人甲乙丙丁
答案很简单
只是我竟然花了这么久才看出

每次
当看见她有新的Shoutout
或部落里有新的post时
对我
都是绝口不提
原来
我想要找个让自己更好过的藉口
是不可能的
一句"对不起"
我都没办法找到
即使有
也不是给与我

是我太小气了吗?
毕竟那个变的人
不是我
奢望得到一句公开的对不起
一段公开安慰的话
我有错吗?
或许吧
这样显得我很小气

相信她不知道
也很难明白
被认可对某些人来说
是多么的高兴
毕竟我们彼此都珍惜过
但我心
此刻已经无语了

好了
现在竟然把我写给她的文篇
写给另一个人
天哪
多么的讽刺啊
身为男生的我可以这么的伟大吗?
我可以吗?
相信
不需经过大脑
也可以的到答案
我自认从来没有对不起过她
但为什么我要被这样的惩罚
为什么?

我心痛
不完完全全是因为失去了她
而是为什么过后我又要承受
一次又一次的打击
像拿石头击向玻璃

她还是不懂
这一切一切
对我会有什么的影响
试问
如果我会那样想
我的位置
她可以怪我吗?

好了
我要说的说完了
就让我在此
亲手
画上句号

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

寂寞. 好了

well... a very very nice song to recommand... hehe... 寂寞. 好了by 蔡旻佑 (Evan Yo)... this song keep on repeating in my media player once... hehe... quite meaningful... hope you all will like it also...


寂寞.好了- 蔡旻佑

拼命的上网
闷坏的胸口让我想大声
的呐喊
我努力不放
你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了
还是一天?
计算着慌张
计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁

心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了
坚强外表下
我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了
冬天漫长
欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢
我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了
寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你
心放空了
寂寞好了

~~v1nc3nt90

Sunday, November 8, 2009

随笔-2

夜了...
对大多数人来说
夜晚应该是
最能让思绪休息的时间
但不知为何...
我的思绪却是
如此的清醒
很多事情都历历在目
仿佛就像昨天才发生的...

今天我回到了Crazy Cafe
还记得我们那一次去...
是在2007年9月5日...
一个星期三的下午...
很惊讶我还可以记得吧...
但我相信那天发生的事情
你我可能永远都不会忘记吧...
还记得对面就是以前
我们最喜欢去的Butik Cafe吗?
以前你很喜欢他们的设计
可以一边用餐...
一边看衣服...
但时光不再...
现在那间cafe也变了理发院了...

原来...
不知不觉地已两年了...
两年对某些人来说...
只不过是生命中的一小部分...
但对有些人来说有两年的时间
就已经足够了...

两年里...
很多东西都不同了...
很多东西都改变了...
更何况是短短两个月的时间呢?

今天...
我经过了杏仁坊...
想起了第一次和你的晚餐...
哈...
但很讽刺的...
我们上次最后一次的晚餐
也是在那里...
或许...
很多事情冥冥中就已经注定了...
轮不到我们来改变...

感叹
很多事情...
不是有心就能做到的...
那种心有余而力不足的感觉
糟透了...

感叹
变化是那么的快...
快得我有点措手不及...
或许错的东西不应该继续下去...
但那变化的速度...
态度的转变...
是我始料未及的...
短短的一个星期里...
就让我有两种完全不同的感觉...
一时之间...
真的让我措手不及...
留下我
在那空荡荡的夜晚...
一人站在那里...
彷徨...
很糟...
那感觉很糟...
完完全全没想到转变
是那么的大
那么的恐怖...

或许...
你是对的...
错的事情...
就不应该继续下去...
但真的很不舍...
或许... 这就是双鱼座男生吧...

我一直以来都不是很相信星座...
总觉得人都是不同的...
思想是受到周围的人所影响的...
跟星座一点关系都没有...
但身为双鱼座男生的我...
很多时候发现自己的性格
和所谓的双鱼座男生没什么差别...
喜欢凭自己的感觉行事...
只要认为可行就会一意孤行...
多情... 但是会恋旧和不舍...
有同情心...
想法复杂...
很容易付出感情
很多时候会为感情花脑筋...
也是双鱼座跑不掉的性格...

哎... 双鱼座男生...
可以不要当吗?

对了...
如果你觉得无聊的话...
对不起...
因为从写标题开始
我就认定要写废话了...
若把整篇都看完的话...
谢谢你肯浪费时间听我讲废话...
感谢你!!!
哈...


~~弘正
8/11/2009
4:32 am..

how can i get rid of these???

seriously...
i think i am really getting older...
and my mind is getting more and more stupid...
my mind was like shit today during the Entrepreneurship Mid Term...
my mind was blank when i trying to answer the question...
i have forgotten almost 80% of what i have studied...
and it wasn't like me at all...

is the paper too hard?
not really...
it is all direct and straight to the point...

i did study for the whole night...
and memorizing...
but it can't go into my mind at all...
sad to tell...
but i wasn't like that...
T.T

last time i can memorize in just a night...
but now i can't...
may be my mind has getting more and more stupid...
other gain more knowledge and become more clever when they grew...
but i am the opposite one...

may be my mind is still stuck with something...
can't really concentrade and memorizing...
but how can i get rid of these??
really hope that i can...
if not...
no more study smart for me... =(
what left is study hard...
and i totally don't like it...
i hate my mind now!!!
think too much of useless things...

who willing to unclog my mind for me?? =(

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

时间 v.s. 感觉

随着时间的流逝
那感觉与以前不同了
难得感觉
真的抵不过时间冲蚀?
还是到头来才发现

这只是南柯一梦?

~~v1nc3nt90

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

it is not about do you have the right or not
it is about whether i willing to or not
i don't wanna you to think that way
do you know that
it hurts...

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, November 2, 2009

感叹...

今天凌晨就跟平时一样...
没什么差别...
可是却感觉特别的冷...
特别的宁静...

感叹...
生命的脆弱...

感叹...
大自然的无情...

感叹...
人生的无常...

感叹...
事实的残酷...

生命是脆弱的...
现实是无情的...
我们不能够预知下一刻会发生什么事情...
而我们能够做的...
就是珍惜现在所拥有的一切...

突然间觉得...
原来每天早上还能睁开眼睛...
是一件很幸福的事...
某些朋友或许不是很亲密...
但当他们离开时才发现...
生命中好像少了些什么似的...
少了一部分似的...

珍惜眼前所有的一切...
别到失去了的时候...
才来后悔...
愿你一路走好...

~~弘正

Rest In Peace... My Friend...

tonight was terrible... totally terrible... get the news about the accident about three UTAR student were swept away at the waterfalls at Batu Berangkai picnic area just now about 8 something... and one of them is my friend... we start to get worried and more worried as time past... because there is still no any news at that time... we waited and keep on asking about update about the incident...

just now when 10 something... we got the news... the shocking news... that my friend... James Khor was comfirmed drowned as his body was found at 9pm something... i tried to comfirmed that news and hope it is not true... hoping this is not true at all... but... the reality is cruel...

until now... they have found 2 bodies... another is still missing... praying hard for him...

why? why could this is happening so suddenly... i still saw him cycling passed by Ghany yesterday 3am something after Man Utd match... but i never know that that will be the last time i calling his name and he wave to me... everything seems so sudden and i really couldn't believe it...

James... you will be always remembered... may your soul rest in peace... my friend...

to all my dear friends... please appreciate every single thingthat you have at every moment... we will never know what will happen in the next second... everything is so unpredictable... cherish every moment you have... and everyone you being with... =(

~~v1nc3nt90

Friday, October 30, 2009

my new personal blog...

finally decided to delete the old personal blogger... and set up another new personal blog at wordpress... hehe...

but this blog will still be going on because i will update most of the current life here... the wordpress i will be using as writing out my feeling and thinking because it has more privacy for me because i can choose to either publish it or password protected it... hehe...

link to my new personal blog... http://storyboutme.wordpress.com

p.s. sometime i found that wordpress is slower than blogger... blogger has faster respond but wordpress has much more things to modify...

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, October 29, 2009

给buddy的一段话...

注: 男生有时候有些话很难当面讲... 所以在这里写给你... 看不看到就看你自己了... 哈哈...

真的很不明白你的咯... 为什么你以前可以那么的潇洒... 说酱就是酱... 一点都不会拖泥带水的... 可是为什么现在的你却是好像另外一个人了的... 只是一个女生而已就可以把你搞成酱... 真的是很不明白你为什么才那么几年而已你却变了酱多哦?

失恋以前对你来讲最多不是伤心一个星期而已... 更何况现在你们连开始都还没开始... 只是酱却把你搞成这样... 虽然你说你之前就可以feel到了... 但从她口中说出对你而言真的是很大的打击... 我明白... 但这不像你一路来的风格咯...

对她而言你其实和路人甲乙丙丁没什么分别吧... 她已暗示的很明白了... 你从来就没有在她心里... 有时候是你自己给了太多的错觉给自己... 才会令到你想太多了... 其实你应该从一开始就明白这个道理了的吧... 还要一头撞下去... 不是我要酸你... 不过真的是你自己拿来的咯... 而你酱的死缠烂打反而会让她觉得你很没用, 很窝囊咯... 说不定还会怕了你或讨厌你...

你问我是不是你做的不够好, 不够多... 老实说就连我也不知道你还有什么可以做的了... 说的难听一点... 或许你根本就不是她心中的那个... 所以不论你多么地努力... 都是没用的... 要明白... 一厢情愿的付出是没用的... 人家还是只会把你当成... 好听一点就叫朋友... 讲明了其实只是路人甲... 所以嘞... 放手对你来讲或许是最好的...

好心你啦... 现在已经21世纪了咯... 你就别酱傻了咯... 还要等噢? 你不是常讲等待是男生做最傻的事情的么? 为什么现在你反而要当那个傻子... 值得吗? 或许你自私一点对你来说会比较好... 有时候真的需要无情一些的咯... 就像以前的你一样... 不会为了一个女生而搞到自己酱... 有时无情真的是胜过专情咯... 而且你这个很像叫痴... =.= 毕竟现在已是21世纪了... 感情, 承诺这些东西往往都是经不起考验的... (更何况你们都没开始过... =.=")

好啦... 要说的我都说了... 接下来要酱做就看你自己了... 我只能够给advice... 剩下的就要看你自己的造化了... 相信该怎么做你自己最清楚... 真的希望你可以像以前那样的潇洒咯... 不要在酱傻了... 看到你酱真的... 哎... 没眼看... 希望你会真的看得开咯...

p.s. 惨了现在是凌晨5:27了, 我早上11点还有课嘞 >.<

~~弘正

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

随笔-1

挂念的心, 累了
原来常常挂着
是那么的累
那感觉很近
但事实上
却是那么的遥远
原来有时候
强迫自己是很辛苦的
但相信久了就会好些
总好过像现在这样
只会让自己辛苦
我一直都认为
等待
是最傻的事
但现在的我却是在等
未免有点讽刺吧...
岑花一现的东西
值得我去追求吗?

~~v1nc3nt90

update update again...

well... recently my blog seems to be dumped for quite a long time already as i really lazy wanna update... lolx... and somemore not really got things to blog out... so i guess this should be a quite long post?? lolx...

well... as usual... new trimester started for a week already... everything seems to be back to normal... going campus... attending classes and so on... except for timetable thing... i have been to FGO (Faculty General Office) for 3 times in a day because my class timetable clashed with the core subject as we have elective subject for this trimester... oh my godness... i was rushing here and there just to get the thing correct... how brilliant the management is huh??

well... except for that life is quite normal... haha... went to Rum Jungle last Saturday for Kenneth Mow's earlier birthday celebration... hmm... but i think we was more on playing as we didn't really celebrate for him... haha... the reason is just an excuse for us to go for clubbing... lolx...

we expect there will be lots of people as it was Saturday night... but surprisingly we are the only fews were there that night... may be most of the people went for MOS KL as Akon is in MOS that day... lolx... so Ipoh club was so quite...

we having fun there although very less people... hehe... and kenneth mow was totally... erm... crazy... haha... so... time for photos???

view inside...

as i said... quite quiet that night...
as usual... group photos come first... lolx...

yeah yeah.... Chivas ^^

Kenneth Mow is so high... dance on the stage somemore...

this proved what i said just now... lolx...

me and ken... hehe...

Reached Kampar at around 3am something that day... then yum cha at Ghany until 4am something... so geng right... but eventually i slept at 9 am that day... haha... this is even more geng right?? luckily Sunday was off... phiew...

okay... so was having birthday celebration dinner for Kenneth Mow yesterday night... and this is the offically one... lolx... The Rum Jungle one for me is much more on playing... haha... so we having dinner at the newly opened Steamboat buffet... named Mango a.k.a Wong Kok if not mistaken... food there quite much of choices... just the shop very small... =(

ok... so let photos rule again... haha...

the football field cake as he requested... surprised him when he saw the cake... what a football freak... =D

and looks at the doll... it was van Nistelrooy and Kaka... Ruud was in Man Utd jersey... but he transfered to Real Madrid a few years ago... so can imagine how long is the doll already... =X

birthday boy making wish(es)... look at his hand!! he is like praying to the cake more than making wish... lolx...

ini macam baru betul ma... haha

was having fun over there... but this few days spending too much already... sobx... must tighten my belt already... =X

~~v1nc3nt90

Saturday, October 10, 2009

update update...

arh... was having a bored bored holidays... hmm... really nothing to do in this bored bored holiday... was doing nothing these few days... almost everyday repeating the same thing... watching tv... online... play games and called it a day... lolx...

went to malacca on Wednesday... suppose to be a shopping trip for me but unfortubately not really get things i want... sad... and oh ya... i went to the cinema too... stood at the counter... looking at the now showing board... and i found out... i have watch almost every movies that are showing now... except for the korean tsunami, malay and hindu movie... so at last... didn't watch any movie... haiz...

but... this is what i waiting for... 2012!!! for me it is a must watch movie!!! haha... it is about the armageddon or what we usually called the end of the world...

12 November 2009... i am waiting for you!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, October 1, 2009

recent thought...

the first trimester of year 2 was finally over... and it is time to enjoy the short 3 weeks holidays... hehe... time travel really fast without waiting people who was left behind... everything seems like happened only yesterday and i am still didn't awake about that... sigh...

whatever le... now the final eam was finished and i am back to my little hometown again... so i guess will try to update what i have left out for the past few days... hehe...

went to BarRoom with Kennthe Mow, Nic, Lum they all on Sunday Night after our dinner... haha... wasn't really plan for it as we just simply suggest only... but this time we finally put words into action... haha...

at first we planned to go Drum Jungle, but we heard that it is closed on that night... so went to another place lor... we went in to Houz first... but not really fun there and the enviroment wasn't so shock also... so we went to BarRoom as it is just near there only...

the enviroment there was still ok... but just it is damn small... really like a "room" only... haha... songs there... erm... ok ok only lor... ok la... let photo talks the remaining la... haha...

went to McD near Jusco there after barroom for erm... supper?? May be should be breakfast as we reached there at 2am den stay until 5am something... hehe... since we not really have fun at Barroom... so we will just rock mcd ler.. haha... people keep on looking at us when we took those photos... so embarrassing... hehe...
took at the mirror outside of McD's toilet... =P
perfect snap!!! lol

~~v1nc3nt90

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

some memories are just meant to be kept...

sometimes memories might look so real...
and it is so near that you can reached it just by reaching out your hand...
but in the end...
you are just being brought under illusion...
far and unreachable...
some memories are just meant to be kept...
because...
memories are nice...
but...
they are just what they are...

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

凌晨luu...

又来了... 我又半夜不睡觉了...
诶... 不对不对... 这回不一样...
现在是半夜凌晨六点了...
还有我不是失眠了...
而是刚刚睡醒...
可能是烦恼多吧...
凌晨四点多睡六点就起来了...
厉害嘞...

原来时间过得酱慢的哦...
明明好像睡了很久...
但事实上只过了两小时而已...
不会吧...
平时还闹着时间不够...
现在怎么却抱怨时间过得太慢了...
唉... 希望能倒头就睡...
但却酱都睡不回了... T.T

哦... 对了...
别担心啦... 我没事了的...
我承认刚才说没事是骗人的...
虽然很明显啦...
说实在的我不是气你, 不过
"我不是有意要冷落你的"
有你这句话就够了...
胜过一千个"对不起"

或许吧...
或许我不应该这么的任性...
或许我不应该这么的烦人...
有时候过度的关心会令人觉得烦...
我知道啊... 但就是改不了...
然后... 也应该改下不喜欢被冷落的感觉...
应该学会接受它...
而不是又emo了... =.=

周公啊... 周公...
不要抛弃我嘞...
是我不好... 是我先半途抛弃你的...
但我还要读Auditing和AIS的嘞...
请您大人有大量再和我约会吧...
这次一定约够您六个小时...
但是...
我却有点想念早餐的点心哦... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, September 21, 2009

Rest in Peace- Yoshito Usui 1958- 2009

yeap... sad but true... the Japanese Bestseller Cartoonist Yoshito Usui, 臼井儀人 found dead after gone missing when hiking in Gunnma prefecture, north of Tokyo according to the Yomiuri newspaper today, citing local police...

Usui's family reported his missing to the police on 12 September 2009 when Usui didn't return from hiking on 11 September 2009... Police began searching for him on 15 September and on 19 September 2009 a body with matching clotes as described by Usui's family was dound at the bottom of a cliff on Mount Arafune in Gunma Prefecture...

The police suspect that Usui may have fallen from a cliff after being found with wounds to his chest, said the Yomiuri repoet...

Yoshito Usui was famous with his comic... Crayon Sinchan, 蜡笔小新... A five years old kindergarden "over-mature" kid... hehe... I like the comic a lot!!! and i am a big fan of him... seriously this is a blow for me... really really surprise when i read about the news that he was comfirmed passed away...

i will definately miss...
Shinnosuke Nohara, 野原新之住 (shin chan)
Misae Nohara, 野原美雅 (shin chan's mother)
Hiroshi Nohara, 野原广志 (shin chan's father)
Himawari Nohara 野原葵葵 (shin chan's baby sister)
and Shiro!!! 棉花糖小白 (shin chan's cotton ball's dog)

all the members of Kasukabe Defense Organization 春日部防卫队, Toru Kazama, 自恋的风间, Nene Sakurada, 有暴力倾向的妮妮, Masao Sato, 像饭团的正男, Bo, 流鼻涕的阿呆...

and of course... Kumichō (老大), the Principal of Futaba Kindergarden, 园长...

all the comic and animation by Yoshito Usui now can only be part of the memories of mine... thanks for giving me a good time to laugh and joy... appreciate it much...

i miss "小姐, 你喜欢吃青椒吗?" "妈妈, 你回来了..." "我要心点, 心点" "动感光波... 哔哔哔哔哔"

Rest in peace... Yoshito Usui...
this animation will be part of my memory... forever and ever...

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, September 10, 2009

我心呻吟...

夜里是多么的平静...
仿佛整个世界只剩下我而已...
闹钟滴答滴答地走着走着...
时间不知不觉地酱溜走了...
现在已是凌晨四点多了噢...
意味着我对着那无聊的Account已三个小时了...

只剩下轻轻的音乐陪着我过这漫长的夜晚...
一首又一首接着的陪着我...
冷风从窗外吹着进来...
不禁让我打个冷颤...
累了... 休息片刻...
窗外的夜晚是多么的宁静噢...
仔细看看... 原来今晚一颗星都没有...
只剩下月亮孤单地在黑暗中为我们提供光亮...
想到这不禁地好奇起来...
月亮是否会觉得孤单呢?
整个无边无际的天空只剩下月亮一个...
她, 是否会觉得孤单呢?
或许她有吴刚和嫦娥陪着...
只是我不知道而已...
或许吧...
但现在整个夜晚就只剩下她而已
怪可怜的...

想着想着...
想起昨天妈咪传了个短信给我
问我几时回去...
她每天都在算着我几时回去...
想着想着...
我也是很久没回去了...
我知道我出来两年多了很少打过电话回家...
我为我的少联络感到抱歉...
可能从小我就是被训练独立...
所以对家没什么归属感...
但... 这两年多里才明白原来...
家... 是最好的避风港...
至少... 累了的时候有人问候...
寂寞的时候有人关心...

原来... 1 是多么孤单的数字...


~~弘正
10/9/2009
4:40 am

come to the junction again...

hard to describe my feeling now...
lots of things pop out in my head again...
by right i should be studying
and doing my revision now...
but this feeling is so weird...
it distract me a lot...
why... why will i distracted by such things??
and why? why didn't i said out what has bothering me??
hate this feeling...
hope i can just forget all and go to sleep now...
tommorrow will be a better day i guess...

currently my laptop keep on repeating this song... 萧闳仁- 我没有错... dunno why... just got the feeling when i heard this song... >.<

萧闳仁- 我没有错

我坐在咖啡店落地窗的前面
雨水洒满整条街和人们的脸
钢琴的黑白键搭配过的和旋
我们的爱情 什么和旋

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口 让我这次能够彻底的分手
让我走 别让我 更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
I'll always always love you so

你表情好憔悴 强颜欢笑的脸
你那哭红的双眼 让我好心碎
我愿意 让你飞 不再对你留恋
别让我成为 你的侧脸

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口 让我这次能够彻底的分手
让我走 别让我 更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
I'll always always love you so

伤的更重 伤的更重

也许我没有离开的理由
是我没用
无法守护着你一直到最后
别回头 答应我 你会好好过
让我默念一万遍
I'll always always love you
love you so...


hope you all enjoy... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

T8 Class Gathering on 27/8/2009

T8 third time class gathering on 27 August 2009... sorry for late post because i just got these photos from Wei Ying today... haha... the gathering was to celebrate birthday for Wei Ying, Zhen Zhen and Keat Ming... lolx... the gathering dinner was at Yum Lei Sek steamboat and BBQ in Kampar.. hehe...

introducing chef of the day... Mr Ong Tze Kwan... haha... he can interview for chef if he can't find a job in Accountancy after we graduated... =P
Group Photo...
F4 (Fool 4) of T8... see kenny so gay... XD
We are good guys... I swear... =P
u can't see me... lolx

went to westlake lake side for birthday cake cutting... hehe... we took photos there even it was July in Chinese Calender... scary... lolx...
Group Photo come first... kenny said there is 46 people inside the photo... =.=""
introducing the first main charater- Ms. Siow Wei Ying...
second... Miss Hee Chen Chen aka Hand Short Short... =P
Last but not least... Mr. Loo Keat Ming aka Ming Dao of T8!! lolx =P
2 birthday gals and birthday boy...
3 dirty cats with chocolate on face... lolx...

p.s. due to stupid connection in Kampar... it took me around 3 hours something to upload these photos... stupid line!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

Friday, August 21, 2009

how badly i wish that
you will be there for me always
=(

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I thought the sunshine has appeared, but it seems like just an illusion...

i copied that phrase from 1 of my friends... hehe...
yeap... same thing goes to me...
i really did feel like this recently...
it looks so near to me...
but yet far enough for me to feel it too...
im looking for an answer...
an answer i am finding for recently...
but i dunno how should i found it.. =(
may be i am just looking trouble for myself...
haha...

~~v1nc3nt90

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

H1N1 in UTAR Perak Campus!!!

this is serious and not a joke nor rumor!!!

sadly but true... H1N1 was hitting UTAR Perak campus and student from BIS (Business Information System) has been quarantined for one week after that was 3 suspicious cases... and... sadly... one of our student passed away during shopping in Kuala Lumpur... the reason are still under investigation...

haiz... now everyone was in mess around because of this... more and more people wearing mask in the campus... and seriously i think it is a necessary now... better safe than sorry right?

friends... don't take the risk... this is not fun at all... please... protect yourself and those you care... better safe than sorry...

Symptoms of H1N1 included:
  • Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
  • Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
  • Sudden dizziness
  • Confusion
  • Severe or persistent vomiting
  • Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough
For children:
  • Fast breathing or trouble breathing
  • Bluish or gray skin color
  • Not drinking enough fluids
  • Severe or persistent vomiting
  • Not waking up or not interacting
  • Being so irritable that the child does not want to be held
  • Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough
take care friends...

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, August 3, 2009

free~~

finaly the chaotic week has passed!!!
haha...
suffering oh last week...
4 tests @.@
but it is over!!
so can enjoy my assignment and test free for 4 week...
after that have to prepare for final...
hehe...
so where should i go to play??
i wanna go...
Sungkai!!
Taiping!!
or may be Gua Tempurung... (Last Choice)
so should start planning now... haha..

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, July 27, 2009

check this out...

chech this out... this is freaking hilarious!!! but it is a little bit exaggerated and scary... but a good laugh for release stress... XD

new title for my blog!!

has replaced my old bloggy title which has been used for about two years... thinking of make a changing because i think the old title was a little bit childish for me already... haha... anywhere... my story still go on... and i preserve that...

should start my auditing revision as i will take the stupid mid term tomorrow... but it seems like i haven't start any revision yet... almost fall asleep when i trying to read my slides... hehe... my first paper was like... erm... ngam ngam cukup makan only... haha... at least more than half la... =P so second paper should work harder for it... but i am just lazy... sigh... =(

should i throw my laptop out from my window or throw my pillow downstair to elimate distractions?? =P i hate exams... T.T

~~v1nc3nt90

Sunday, July 26, 2009

smile..

smile increase the value of the face
smile brighten up your day and people around you
but sometime it is really hard to put a smile on the face
as there are a lot of problem we have to face
but still... no matter what happened
life still goes on
and we shouldn't let people around us worried about
share what bothering you and listen to them
so
smile ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i wanna escape!!!

yeap... i am so so so tired with everything...
assignments... mid terms... assignments...
and bla bla bla non stop mid terms...
i am so sick of all these!!!
so so so wanna escape from all these...
sad...
it is not like we never tried that...
i mean lack of time...
but this time the feeling is so different...
i can really put my efforts and the willingness...
sigh...
shouldn't nagging so much...
fine...
still have to face the truth right?
i think may be what i need is just a hug...
no no... shouldn't be emo... =P

~~v1nc3nt90