and here the story goes on...

柳暗花明又一村

2011-10-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

这几天的心情真的可以用大起大落来形容.. 老实说我自己也是蛮朦胧的.. 完完全全没办法预知下一秒会发生什么事情.. 一切都是很突然的.. 突然的变换, 然后到突然的决定, 再到突然的消息, 最后是突然的结局.. 比坐过山车还要的刺激.. 可是一点都不好玩..

一个人在高速公路上行驶.. 一路上都下着大雨.. 而且还是大地看不清楚路的那种..一路上有四起车祸.. 其中一起整辆车已四脚朝天了.. 可是当下的我并不害怕, 惊慌.. 因为我知道只要过了这段路, 雨就会停了.. 会柳暗花明又一村.. 雨后出现彩虹.. 可是当我到达时, 才发现原来万事怎能如我意.. 就这样开始了我大约五个小时的游荡..

现在回想.. 昨天的经历可说是目前为止我最朦胧的一次.. 完完全全漫无目的地在一个我蛮熟悉可是却感觉很陌生的地方游荡.. 头很痛.. 很想躺下休息.. 但却看不到目的地.. 就连我冷静的头脑也没办法思考了..

当一个人在绝望的时候.. 突然一道曙光出现原来真的能治疗一切.. 突如其来的一行字改变了一切.. 包挂我的决心和心情.. 让周围的一切都亮了起来..

经历了这次后.. 才发现原来失而获得的心情.. 那感觉.. 我相信我一辈子都不会忘.. 感觉上像是获得重生了.. 不是生命的重生.. 而是那种失去后又获得的心情.. 请恕我无法用言语表达.. 但却会烙印在我心里.. 这件事也让我对某些东西的看法改变了.. 更加的珍惜.. 但愿我能在各方面都能做到最好.. 就当作是鞭策自己进步的其中一个..

可是想到明天又要做工.. 难免有一点blue.. 唉.. 好想下个星期快点来到哦.. 此时此刻的我带着充满期待的心情等待着下星期的到来.. 希望不会令我失望.. 加油!!

现在最重要的是客服我的Monday Blue.. 冲!!! 冲!!! 冲!!!

不管了

2011-10-08T10:46:00.003+08:00

我不管了!!
豁出去了!!
决定了就不要再想那么多!!
冲啊!!!

煎熬- 李佳薇

2011-10-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

早知道
你只是只飞鸟
拥抱后
手中只剩下
羽毛
当初你又何必浪费
那么多咖啡和玫瑰
来打扰

我想要
安静地思考
天平上
让爱恨不再
动摇
一想你就平衡不了
我关灯还是关不掉
这风暴

心一跳
爱就开始煎熬
每一分
每一秒
火在烧
烧成灰有多好
叫思念
不要吵
我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞
再和好

得不到
也不要乞讨
怎么做
不需要别人
转告
在陷得太深的海底
我也只剩下我自己
能依靠

心一跳
爱就开始煎熬
每一分
每一秒
火在烧
烧成灰有多好
叫思念
不要吵
我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞
再和好
我相信我已经快要
是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面对
下一个

拥抱

静思己过

2011-08-10T10:30:00.001+08:00

静思己过..

自己反省一下自己做的事..

或许有时候真的需要人家狠狠地把点醒..

每件事都有正负两面，虽然有些东西我不赞同，但我也不可忽略它另一面所带来的教训

或许有时候被人家挫挫一下锐气，才会看得和学到更多东西..

老实说我已忘了多年来所学到的处事待人的硬道理..

忘了遇上什么人该说什么样的话，做出什么样的样子..

或许是许久已没遇到挫折..

哈..

所以说有时候跌倒也不是坏事..

就当做在我正式踏入职场前先的一些重新温习..

以免到时候才犯这些错误..

希望我能抱着小强打不死的精神，反省后再出发!!!

加油!!!

untitled 1

2011-08-04T11:09:00.000+08:00

近来，确实很多事情发生.. 两个人的恋情一旦受到了距离的影响，再好再甜蜜也是会受到考验. 不知为何，我却看不出问题的所在.. 是我对自己太有信心了吗？又还是我抱着太乐观的看法看待距离对感情的影响.

昨天发生的事情狠狠地把我刮醒了，原来很多事并不想我们所想的那样简单，很多东西不说出口，并不代表没有问题，而只是没有说出口罢了..

此时此刻，我的心还是处于懵懂的状态，迟迟进入不了状态. 我的思绪有点乱，难道真的是我们两个人的性格不和吗？可是若性格不和不是应该在两个人在一起的时候更为明显吗？反而我们是在分开后才有这样的问题.. 这.. 又是为什么呢？

想起了一段在你部落里的一句话..我的天空.. 今天有点灰..

今天的天气也很配合我的心情.. 都是灰灰的..

雨后总是会有彩虹的出现..

看开

2011-03-27T02:48:00.000+08:00

不在对某些东西执着

放开一点

心

也自然宽一点

加油!!

Let's Pray for those Victims..

2011-03-15T06:06:00.000+08:00

always heard people saying.. 人, 虽然称是世上智慧最高的生物, 但在大自然的面前也是一样, 无助的.. it means that human can be said as the most intelligent living creature in the earth.. but we are still hopeless in front of the force of nature..

On 11 March 2011, a magnitude 8.9 earthquake hit Sendai (仙台) in Tohoku Region and caused a 10 meter high tsunami hit areas around there.. thousands dead and lost.. this happened just a few days after earthquake in Christchurch, New Zealand and Yunnan, China..

my deepest condolence to all the victims of natural disaster.. seriously.. i really think that our life is so fragile.. and so hopeless when we are in front of force of nature.. what happened to our mother earth..? is it just an coincident for all these natural disaster happened at the same time or its signaling for something..?

natural disaster is unavoidable, but how about those uprising happened in Middle East..? Are those really unavoidable..? stock market shoot down, oil price increased what else could we expect..? The economic losses in Northeast Japan because of the Earthquake and Tsunami estimated to be around $183 billion.. and this amount is about the same with GDP of Malaysia for the year 2009..!

Earthquake in NZ, China, Japan, uprising in Libya, Egypt, Middle East.. what could be worst than that? what is the future for we, Malaysian..?

oh ya.. by the way.. our thesis has complete..! the first step before we prepared to be freshmen to the society.. at least this is the only thing that can make me happy.. hehe..

Finally done.. our BABY..! xD

okay.. time for me to sleep ler.. if not i am sure someone will mumbling me if i cant wake up later.. =P

v1ncn3t1990

...

2011-03-06T23:18:00.001+08:00

一个人
一整天都对着电脑
可是却不知自己其实做了什么
也没和任何人面对面说到话
真的还蛮不好受的
这种漫无目的的生活
真的不适合我

好想
出去吸吸新鲜空气

好想
出去喝茶聊天吹水

好想
找个人来听我讲话

好想
问一些无聊的问题

好想
讲一些无聊的笑话

好想
快点睡觉忘了一切

不要误会
我没在坐牢
=.=

...

2011-03-02T05:33:00.003+08:00

在被窝里数了几千只绵羊...
转来转去几个小时后...
终于明白我又失眠了...
难道每次超过我的睡眠时间后就注定失眠了吗..?
我不要!!

今天的心情..
用这首歌来形容最适合不过了..

很早就明白.. 有些事情.. 是要经历过才会明白的.. 虽有遗憾.. 但却是值得的.. =)

决定用日本版的.. 因为符合当时的心情.. =)
突然觉得我好像女生哦.. =(

My wonder.. My ponder.. part 7

2011-02-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

我不是什么哲学家.. 不懂得那些做人的大道理.. 或者说什么人生哲学.. 对我而言.. 人的思想往往都是会被身边发生的事情或者接触的人所影响.. 而且在不同的时间会有不同的想法.. 或许人们常说女生都是善变的.. 但我觉得这就是人的本性吧.. 跟性别没什么关系..

或许我是个蛮感性的人吧.. 常常会想很多很多有的没得.. 但我相信这就是人生.. 每一件发生的事情都会对现在的思想有影响.. 不论是好的还是不好的.. 所以有时我会选择平常心去看待..

古人说.. 成功不是偶然的.. 但我却说失败不是偶然的.. 有时候失败获得的.. 会比成功来得多.. 好比一个常胜将军.. 赢过无数的战役.. 不懂得失败是什么滋味.. 但第一次被打败后就一挫不起.. 相反的有人一开始打败仗.. 但吸取经验后改过自己的缺点.. 并迈向成功.. 相比下.. 那个的收获比较多??

所以我觉得有时候失败反而会让我获得更多.. 以前我会觉得失败很丢脸.. 但现在我只会依平常心去看待.. 因为我知道.. 在十年后当我回头看时.. 会发现还是这样走过了.. 的确是要经历过才知道..

of VIVA presentation 25/2/2011

2011-02-26T03:18:00.002+08:00

Today was the day..! all the hard work in this one year lead us to today.. haha.. sounds likes im overstated that.. but its true.. because today was the VIVA presentation for our research..! which has conducted since last year.. hehe..

so.. this is what we all did before the VIVA start.. =.=

Of course have to iron shirt first la.. lolx..

So once finish the ironing work.. we proceed to.. ta dang!!

The presenters!!

The examiners.. (Miss Theresa at left and Ms Low at the right)

Introducing the first presenter.. Mr Liew!! lolx

Second presenter.. Ms Ng...!

The third presenter.. Ms Hee..!

Followed by Ms. Tang!!

While waiting for my turn.. this photo is took.. and then only i realized OMG i look so damn fat..! haha.. time to have some plan over it.. =(

And the last presenter and also terminator.. Me!! =P

and lastly.. Group photo..! hehe..

was quite satisfied with our performance.. no major critiques or questions from both examiner.. and i think we have performing quite well.. haha.. give a clap to all ourself.. *clap clap clap* =P

thanks to all my fellow groupmates, Song, Vic, Zhen, Qiu Ping for all the effort that we put in this research.. and also.. of course special thanks to my little gal yan yee for spending time with us taking photo and support support us.. hehe.. love you lots.. xD

gonna sleep soon ler.. having 2 replacement class tomorrow (or later to be more accurately).. so damn boring er... saturday still have to attend class.. T.T

v1nc3nt1990

I'm back..!

2011-02-21T15:49:00.002+08:00

Phiew.. it has been a long time since i last visited my own dusty blog.. hmm.. seriously thinking about closing this blog.. haha.. anywhere.. it has been almost a year since my last post.. gosh..!

life was still err.. not so bad.. haha.. this the last trimester of my university life as i am definitely wouldn't further my study.. so hopefully this is my last trimester in UTAR.. choi choi choi.. sounds like im gonna fail for this trimester.. *touch wood*

busy life.. as always.. hehe.. have VIVA (final year project presentation) on this coming Friday.. and then unlimited assignments waiting ahead.. =( however.. im quite enjoy the life as a final year student.. the final year life is not that tough as what i thought at first.. it was just like normal campus life as well.. hehe..

Chinese New Year has just passed.. but can't really enjoy the holiday because i have to come back to Kampar on Saturday which is the third day of Chinese New Year.. T.T i still don't satisfied with the amount of my ang pao..! haha.. anywhere.. celebrated my second valentine day with my silly yan yee.. not that perfect as both of us having class on that day.. and also i use the wrong "strategy" to create surprise.. and things are not going as what i have though.. again.. =.= but never mind.. the next day was quite good as its holiday again and we went for celebration in Ipoh.. hehe.. but sadly no photos will be uploaded.. =P

have a nice movie and dinner last Saturday with yan yee, keat ming, wei ying, sze yi, vicky and zhen.. hehe.. went to "dong gu teng" around Ipoh Garden there as they miss the seafood there a lot.. haha.. but before there we watch the Mr and Mrs Incredible in TGV Jusco.. hmm.. this is the second movie that i watch in that week.. lolx.. quite enjoy the time because it has been a long time i went out to cinema with a gang of friends.. hehe.. =) movie was nice.. and the thing i happy most is that they all enjoyed the meal and gossiping also.. (of course) very much.. hehe..

will try to update more frequent as i wish to persevere in the motive that i first starting to write this blog.. and wish me good luck for coming VIVA ba.. hehe..

v1nc3nt1990

没那么简单...

2010-05-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

没那么简单- 黄小琥

没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

好啦... 很久都没来这里流荡了... 感觉好像荒废了它很久了... 考试又来了... 有时我开始日夜颠倒的生活了... 日落而做... 日出而息... 就是我考试时的习惯... 总喜欢在夜深人静的时候读书... 因为不会被人家吵... 也没那么热... 一边读书... 陪着轻轻的音乐.. 总是让我特别容易入脑...

"相爱没那么容易... 每个人有他的脾气..." 感觉上每次我听这首歌的时候这段一直在我脑海里重复... 相爱... 真的没那么简单吗?? 或许我的"资历"还是很少... 也没谈过什么轰轰烈烈的恋爱... 但我觉得相爱很容易啊.. 真正难得... 是相爱后的相处... 若我是那写歌的我会写: ""相处没那么容易.. 每个人都有他的脾气..."

或许现在的我就像黄小琥唱的: "什么都不懂的年纪... 曾经最掏心... 所以最开心... 曾经..." 因为没经历过... 所以不懂... 哈哈.. 但我相信有时候... 纯纯简简单单的爱情是最幸福的.. 106 天了... 一起加油吧... >.^

p.s. 惨了... 还有很多东西没读... 已下定决心要认真... 真正开始努力了... 祝我好运吧... 嘻嘻...

~~弘正

Draw With Me

2010-02-26T05:56:00.000+08:00

Draw With Me

It's about a girl and a boy separated by an unbreakable glass.

Music: Cherish (Ai Otsuka)

Animated by: Mike Inel

My comment:

This is really awesome

I have watch this quite a few times

Quite touching

But the ending was indeed

very sad

Some said they don't really understand the ending

For me the ending is the girl cut her own left hand and give to the boy so he will be able to draw again with the left hand since he is left handed.

Touching, right?

My favourite part is that when the boy wrote: "I want to be with you"

then the girl replied: "you are with me... just there's a glass between us..."

This remind me of you

Remember everytime i said the same thing as the boy and you always replied me like that..?

Glad that we wasn't seperated by the unbreakable glass too...

>.<

~~v1nc3nt90

宁静的夜晚...

2010-02-26T05:15:00.000+08:00

哈

又来了

又熬夜了

好不容易才把睡眠时间调回正常

因为那些无聊的assignment

我又熬夜了

很久都没上来了

感觉好像抛弃了这个部落似的

对不起对不起

会尽量抽空来照顾你的

嘻嘻

i'm back!!!

2010-01-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

it has been long long long time ago since i last update my blog... nothing to blog with though... as my Christmas and new year was boring and lonely... haha... so nothing much to talk about... hehe...

watched quite lots of movie recently... hehe... Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 for sure is a really cute movie... hehe... especially with Chipettes... haha... got the movie's OST already... happy happy...

love a few songs in the movie, including You Spin Me Right Round... seriously i think it is better than DOA or Jessica Simpson's version... Single Ladies and Hot & Cold by Chipettes also nice... hehe... and those chipmunks finally going for school!!! and Dave was just play a bit role only in Alvin and the Chipmunks 2... haha... pity him...

I am recently so proud with Tiger Woohoo 大日子... like this movie very very much... the movie really bring out Malaysian culture to the big screen... haha... was so familiar with all those things... feels so warm and familiar... and most important thing is... this is the first Malaysian Movie which is acted by all non actor or actress... all of the are My FM DJ or Astro's hosts... hehe... happy happy also... gonna buy the OST again... wait me ya... haha...

the 舞虎 doll was so cute and adorable la... is it for sale..? lolx... i think my DIY will for sure even more uglier than 林德荣's one... hehe...

okok... it is time back to uni life again since the new trimester has started... as usual... boring lectures and tutorials... this semester will be quite tough for me i think... for the second day i donated my blood again... lol... my friends said i should donate for the second packet... haha...

oh ya... our photo exhibition was finally launched yesterday... took really a lot of hard works from us... but really satisfied and happy because the opening ceremony was really smooth... happy happy happy... hehe... Thanks to all the helpers that contribute your best for the ceremony... really really thank you... but that photo exhibition really tiring... feel really bad that when saw my guai guai dear dear so tiring and i can't really do anything for her for preparing the exhibition... somemore she will be having final on next week... she is supposing doing her revision at home geh... not doing all those preparation stuff until 3am something for few days straight... =( i promise you i will tried my best to help you in your final ya... and also hope your hand will get well soon... worried me so much... =(

too bad i don't have the photos for the opening ceremony as they are not with me yet... will upload it when i got it... hehe...

wait me ya... Cameron Highland
wait me ya... Tooth Fairy

and lastly...
wait me ya... guai guai dear dear =)

~~v1nc3nt90

6 December 2009

2009-12-06T22:08:00.004+08:00

6 December 2007, a day i wouldn't forget...

time flies... it has been two years after that... and i know a lot of things happened in this two years...

yet... we never speak to each other after that...

sometime i really wondering is it wrong that from the begining?

if not...

we might be still friends...

it wouldn't like what we are for now...

but no matter what...

i wouldn't regret for something that once made me smile... =)

and i am happy to see that you are happy for what being now...

wish all the best for you... =)

memories are nice... but they are what they are...

~~v1nc3nt90

26 November 2009 outing...

2009-11-28T03:38:00.005+08:00

hehe... went to Ipoh again on Thursday, 26 November 2009... i can't recall how many times we have been to Ipoh for this week... third time i think... lolx... as usual... we went without early planning... suddenly the mood came and we just go only... haha...

but this time is different... we went for movie... lolx... unlike the last time we went for dim sum only... ok... let's start about dinner la... we having dinner at MP at Greentown there as they never tried before... so i bring them there to try out... hehe... luckily my memory was good enough so we wouldn't get lost because i just went there 1 time only... so praise me... =P

let's start with camera session again, shall we? haha...

nice enviroment... chit chatting while waiting for foods to be served... hehe...

yummy yummy ABC... it really nice as its looks.. haha

one word only to describe... yummy!! lolx..

nic's seafood set... omg it is irresistable.. lolx... got to "tax" a little from him... lolx...

boss of the day... Lum's cocktail... cost around 30 bucks... @.@

so happy for the dinner as we spend around 200++ bucks for that dinner only... hehe... but it doesn't matter right as long as we enjoyed... am i right guys? haha...

so head straight to Jusco for New Moon... i am not really a twillight fans but never mind la... just accompany they all watching... hehe... but the sad thing is Wai Kwan bought us the movie for 11:45pm... and when the time we finish our dinner and reach Jusco at around 10:00pm... still got around 2 hours to go before the movie... so... guess what we did??

we went to the rooftop for snooker... haha... that only i know Shawn was quite pro wor... Nic also not bad... I didn't join because i know i am really noob in snooker lor... just accompany again... haha... nothing to do also...

see Shwan looks so pro... haha...

was really nothing to do there so decided to have camhore with Pick Ching... it has been a while since i last took photos with her as we know each other for 2 years more already... hehe...

first taking... with my lollipop... I love lollipop although i know it might not suitable for me to say that... lolx... my head is like cutting to half.... so we tried to take more...

not really satisfied with the rest... so fed up and took with my phone's front camera... i like this shot... but it only have 0.3 mega pixel so it is very blur and low quality...

the snooker and bowling closed at 11pm... so we still have 45 more minutes?? so guess what to do leh huh?? haha... we loitering around the whole Jusco and it is like only us there as it is closed already... we was playing around like kids... joking around... and Wai Kwan wanna went into the counter there and pretending selling to us... lolx... we just ignored the CCTV there... all of us must be crazy already... haha... just do what we like... hehe... =)

finally we have our group photo with the help of a malay guys... thanks abang... lol...

(omg now only i realised that i haven't finish my lollipop)

finally... it was 11:40pm and we went to TGV there... was so crowded as today was the first day of showing... guess mid night showing is best suit for couple ya... almost all those people around us are couples... but none of us in our gang is couple... haha... but i think Ken and Lum have the potential to be... =P they will kill me if they know i am saying this... ngek ngek ngek...

so... the movie was erm... can i say a little bit boring?? haha... may be it is because i am not twilight fans and New Moon was more on story line... so it doesn't really suit me i would say... but it was nice though... haha... but the ending was like... so sudden... it ended right after Edward propose to Bella... and i heard people scolding for that after the movie is ended... haha...

reached back kampar at around 3am... the day was really tiring but nice thought... happy hours with my gangs... haha... appreciated it a lot... =)

i think recently my time has gone abnormal again... i staying till late night almost everyday... sometime even sleep only after the sun rise... the healthy lifestyle looks like has gone far away from me already after that day... haha... but it doesn't matter la... we still young... haha... but Nic said we will be dead at the age of 40 if we continue being like this... lolx... but University life is meant to be enjoy and the last honeymoon life before we went out to the cruel and hard society isn't it? XD

p.s. glad that i am not really thinking of you anymore... for now i just wanna live my life to the max without being influenced by anyone... =)

p.s.s. i wanna watch Disney's A Christmas Carol in 3D... planned to go Pavillion or 1U for that... anybody interested?? haha...

~~v1nc3nt90

rainbow after rain??

2009-11-24T22:33:00.006+08:00

people always said that... "there are rainbow after every rain..."

but guess what...

today we saw rainbow during 6pm something at UTAR Sport Complex there when we play volleyball together... and the thing is it doesn't rain today and it is a sunny day in kampar... weird huh?

but this is not weird enough yet... we saw 2!!! Yes... 2 rainbows at the same time on the same sky... haha...

it is really nice... and i think this is the first time in my life i saw 2 rainbows together at the same time on a sunny day... ^^

the second rainbow wasn't really clear because it is faded when the time we saw it... hehe... u can just click on the photos to enlarge it if you can't see it well... here is another 1 photo i took... nothing much different... and sadly i only got my handphone with me and it is only 2 mega pixel and the function was like... erm... sucks... lolx... so can't really take nice photos... it is so unexpected....

not really visible for the second rainbow as it was faded quite fast after we saw it... hehe...

"听说下雨时上天把快乐赐给我们...
听说雨后的彩虹是上天把幸福祝给每一对情侣...
听说夜晚的星星代表希望..."

this is one of the message send to me by someone... hehe... but i think that the message had somehow being edited... but i never asked about it... =( the rainbows i saw just now remind me of that message... hmm... and somehow reminded me of you again... wish to have seen it together with you... =( but for now i better keep it inside my heart...

but i am glad that i have seen this... because it shows that the mystery of natural... ha... =)

p.s. gambateh and good luck for your marketing test tomorrow night ya... wish to personally encourage you but somehow i not dare to... =( but i think triple "s" will remain in my heart with me forever and ever and of course i will giving you mine always... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友...

2009-11-24T07:35:00.003+08:00

this is what I read from a note posted by my friend on Facebook... seriously... i think it is quite meaningful so just wanna share with you all...

每个女孩身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友. 你们可能相爱过, 你们也可能喜欢彼此, 但是, 为了什么原因你们没能在一起?

也许他为了朋友之间的义气, 不能追你.
也许为了顾及家人的意见, 你们没有在一起
也许为了出国深造, 他没有要你等他
也许你们相遇太早, 还不懂珍惜对方
也许你们相遇太晚, 你们身边已经有一个人
也许你们回头太迟, 对方已不再等待
也许你们彼此在抓摸对方的心, 而迟迟无法跨出界线

不过即使你们没有在一起, 你们还是保持了朋友的关系
但是你们心底很清楚, 对这个人, 你比朋友还多了一份关心

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街, 你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友

他有喜欢的人, 你口头上会帮他追, 心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到

他遇到困难时, 你会尽你所能帮他, 不会计较谁又欠了谁

男朋友吃醋了, 你会安抚他说你和他只是朋友, 但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定

每个人这辈子, 心中都有过怎么一个特别的朋友, 很矛盾的行为

一开始你不甘心只能做朋友的, 但久了, 突然发现这样最好, 你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手

你宁愿做他的朋友, 彼此才不会吃醋, 才可以真的无所不谈

特别是这样, 你还是知道, 他永远会关心你的

做不成男女朋友, 当他那个特别的朋友, 有什么不好呢? 你心中的这个特别的朋友...?

是谁呢?

很多的感情, 都因为一厢情愿, 最后连朋友都当不成. 常常觉得很惋惜, 可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你, 如果你没有反应, 这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去, 这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步.

有些事不是你能预料的, 或许对方不在意, 你们还可以是朋友, 但却已经不如从前的好.

~完~

读完后... 让我有点感触... 呵呵... 可能是因为或多或少让我有点联系到之前吧... 但这篇是写给女生的... 所以还是由女生来决定对不对咯... 哈哈... 我只是想分享而已...

可能你读到时会想起他... 但就如我读时却想起了你...

如果可以再来一次... 或许我会希望把我那句话收回... =)

好啦... 八点了...十二点还有课... 看来应该是不用上了... 呵呵...

~~弘正

crazy us with crazy moment...

2009-11-24T06:53:00.002+08:00

the story begin on Sunday night...

v1nc3nt is calling Nic to ask for going out for dinner at 7:20pm...

vince: ei nic, want go for dinner later?

nic: ok arh, but i thought you was on diet and didn't take dinner anymore?

vince: aiya... no need adready... so what time?

nic: 8 something la...

vince: but i am starving leh... almost 24 hours didn't eat already...

nic: i ask other first then let u know...

vince: okok...

so... 20 minutes later... nic called back to v1nc3nt...

nic: pick ching said we go Ipoh eat dim sum orh... want?

vince: walao ei... sure bo? got who?

nic: me, you, pick ching, shwan, kenny, sim huae and kenneth la...

vince: ok geh... but i don't want drive...

nic: you have no choice... not enough cars... lolx...

vince: ok lor... so 8:30?

nic: ok

and so... the crazy story begin...

was left from kampar at around 9:30pm... because we have to wait for Pick Ching to get ready... haha.... so eventually... arrived Ipoh at around 10:00pm... head straight to Yuk Fok Mun near Fu Shan there for dim sum as our dinner... and i was straving like hell because didn't eat anything for whole 24 hours already... so geng right? haha...

finally... dim sum dim sum... i was waited for so so so so long already... hehe... finally able to eat... =P

we having our dinner until around 11pm... eat about RM105 for 7 persons... consider very very few already because Kenneth still not that full... haha... so was planned went for McD for our second round... but girls don't want because they full already... so... guess what... we head back to Kampar... arrived at Kenneth's hostel at around 12:00 pm... chit chatting and playing around... until 2am something... Tze Kwan came... and ask for yum cha... lolx...

so... went to ABC yum cha with Tze Kwan again as our second round... i didn't eat anything... may be my appetite wasn't with me yet after so many days of diet... haha... complaining very bored during yum cha... so Shawn suggested we go for Dota and i supported that... hehe... everybody was looking at me again... because i said i have quit from dota already... but since now no more binding and i can do what i want without thinking too much... hehe...

so was dota-ing until 6am yesterday... wrote a post before went to sleep at 8am... see... people wake up i sleeping... haha...

if you think that is the end of the story... you are wrong... lolx... the crazy us has not over yet... Monday night... after 7pm class... planning what to do again for the night...

ken: vincent, they say very bored leh... let's go for L4D (Left 4 Dead, shooting game) lor...

vince: but i got something to do at 12 wor... housemate's birthday...

ken: then what time you will be done?

vince: 1 something lor...

ken: ok la... on...

vince: serious???

ken: ya lar... lum and pick ching said they wanna learn how to play... ask you to teach...

vince: lolx... ok la... so 1 something i go and fetch you all la...

so... a very big Happy Birthday to our manager of turtle house... Mr. Allen... lolx... happy 23rd birthday... guys doesn't really cared bout age right? so no harm annoucing his age here... =P

no photos to upload now as we didn't really took photos... will take from Tian Yi later...

so... as what we planned... go for Khakabo at 1 something... to play L4D with they all... haha... was having a lot of funs as we play versus mode... and lum was really a quick learner... and we really having fun with shouting and asking for help... luckily the Cyber cafe was left very little people only as it is really late already...

so... 8 of us... me, nic, ken, shawn, lum, pick ching, poey and wai kwan was really enjoying the game and we have really lots of funny and crazy action in the cyber cafe which is hardly described by words... i think they will be blacklisted us next time as we really too noisy... hehe...

so... we played until almost 5am something and yum cha in Ghany Corner... lolx... was continue our crazy topic and lum really have funny action with kenneth mow... i think i wouldn't be surprise if they become couple... =P

reached back hostel at 6am just now... was online a while and decided to bloggin as what i did now... hehe... arh... my room is quite bright now and i wondering can i sleep or not... and not to forget i have class at 12 afternoon later... still thnking should i go or not... haha... wondering what will be our plan for tonight... will i be sleeping at 7 or 8 am again tommorrow? haha...

oh ya... this Thursday we planned for sing k... it has been a while since the last time we going together... haha...

thanks to my gang for accompanying me for this two days... time flies really fast when the time being together with you all... haha... and it has been a while since we going out together as i have quit from gaming and diet so i very seldom could going out with you all at night... thanks for accompanying me at the time i needed it... =) friends forever... love you guys... =DDD

"believed that you will live better than her..." this is what they told me... but la... i want both of us can enjoy the best of the life moment can arh? not really greedy right? =P

~~v1nc3nt90

下雨天...

2009-11-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

又是一个下雨的夜晚...
很久没有尝试在雨中走的感觉了...
今天却在雨中走了一段路...
希望被雨淋过后能让自己清楚一点...
哈...
搞到我新买的鞋湿了...
电话也差点坏了...
还好Nokia耐得很...
哈...
可是脑袋有清醒到吗?
就让时间来证明吧...

~~弘正

曾经...

2009-11-22T16:32:00.005+08:00

曾几何时
我认为只要有决心
而且肯付出
就会拿到我想要的成果

但
我错了
而且还错地很离谱
我只是拿真心换绝情
哈
现在我终于明白
为什么我会觉得
我永远都只是
路人甲乙丙丁
答案很简单
只是我竟然花了这么久才看出

每次
当看见她有新的Shoutout
或部落里有新的post时
对我
都是绝口不提
原来
我想要找个让自己更好过的藉口
是不可能的
一句"对不起"
我都没办法找到
即使有
也不是给与我

是我太小气了吗?
毕竟那个变的人
不是我
奢望得到一句公开的对不起
一段公开安慰的话
我有错吗?
或许吧
这样显得我很小气

相信她不知道
也很难明白
被认可对某些人来说
是多么的高兴
毕竟我们彼此都珍惜过
但我心
此刻已经无语了

好了
现在竟然把我写给她的文篇
写给另一个人
天哪
多么的讽刺啊
身为男生的我可以这么的伟大吗?
我可以吗?
相信
不需经过大脑
也可以的到答案
我自认从来没有对不起过她
但为什么我要被这样的惩罚
为什么?

我心痛
不完完全全是因为失去了她
而是为什么过后我又要承受
一次又一次的打击
像拿石头击向玻璃

她还是不懂
这一切一切
对我会有什么的影响
试问
如果我会那样想
我的位置
她可以怪我吗?

好了
我要说的说完了
就让我在此
亲手
画上句号

寂寞. 好了

2009-11-18T14:22:00.007+08:00

well... a very very nice song to recommand... hehe... 寂寞. 好了by 蔡旻佑 (Evan Yo)... this song keep on repeating in my media player once... hehe... quite meaningful... hope you all will like it also...

寂寞.好了- 蔡旻佑

拼命的上网
闷坏的胸口让我想大声
的呐喊
我努力不放
你冷淡你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了
还是一天?
计算着慌张
计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了
坚强外表下
我脆弱情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了
冬天漫长
欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢
我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了
寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜伤多痛都释放

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你
心放空了
寂寞好了

~~v1nc3nt90

随笔-2

2009-11-08T03:16:00.004+08:00

夜了...
对大多数人来说
夜晚应该是
最能让思绪休息的时间
但不知为何...
我的思绪却是
如此的清醒
很多事情都历历在目
仿佛就像昨天才发生的...

今天我回到了Crazy Cafe
还记得我们那一次去...
是在2007年9月5日...
一个星期三的下午...
很惊讶我还可以记得吧...
但我相信那天发生的事情
你我可能永远都不会忘记吧...
还记得对面就是以前
我们最喜欢去的Butik Cafe吗?
以前你很喜欢他们的设计
可以一边用餐...
一边看衣服...
但时光不再...
现在那间cafe也变了理发院了...

原来...
不知不觉地已两年了...
两年对某些人来说...
只不过是生命中的一小部分...
但对有些人来说有两年的时间
就已经足够了...

两年里...
很多东西都不同了...
很多东西都改变了...
更何况是短短两个月的时间呢?

今天...
我经过了杏仁坊...
想起了第一次和你的晚餐...
哈...
但很讽刺的...
我们上次最后一次的晚餐
也是在那里...
或许...
很多事情冥冥中就已经注定了...
轮不到我们来改变...

感叹
很多事情...
不是有心就能做到的...
那种心有余而力不足的感觉
糟透了...

感叹
变化是那么的快...
快得我有点措手不及...
或许错的东西不应该继续下去...
但那变化的速度...
态度的转变...
是我始料未及的...
短短的一个星期里...
就让我有两种完全不同的感觉...
一时之间...
真的让我措手不及...
留下我
在那空荡荡的夜晚...
一人站在那里...
彷徨...
很糟...
那感觉很糟...
完完全全没想到转变
是那么的大
那么的恐怖...

或许...
你是对的...
错的事情...
就不应该继续下去...
但真的很不舍...
或许... 这就是双鱼座男生吧...

我一直以来都不是很相信星座...
总觉得人都是不同的...
思想是受到周围的人所影响的...
跟星座一点关系都没有...
但身为双鱼座男生的我...
很多时候发现自己的性格
和所谓的双鱼座男生没什么差别...
喜欢凭自己的感觉行事...
只要认为可行就会一意孤行...
多情... 但是会恋旧和不舍...
有同情心...
想法复杂...
很容易付出感情
很多时候会为感情花脑筋...
也是双鱼座跑不掉的性格...

哎... 双鱼座男生...
可以不要当吗?

对了...
如果你觉得无聊的话...
对不起...
因为从写标题开始
我就认定要写废话了...
若把整篇都看完的话...
谢谢你肯浪费时间听我讲废话...
感谢你!!!
哈...

~~弘正
8/11/2009
4:32 am..

how can i get rid of these???

2009-11-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

seriously...
i think i am really getting older...
and my mind is getting more and more stupid...
my mind was like shit today during the Entrepreneurship Mid Term...
my mind was blank when i trying to answer the question...
i have forgotten almost 80% of what i have studied...
and it wasn't like me at all...

is the paper too hard?
not really...
it is all direct and straight to the point...

i did study for the whole night...
and memorizing...
but it can't go into my mind at all...
sad to tell...
but i wasn't like that...
T.T

last time i can memorize in just a night...
but now i can't...
may be my mind has getting more and more stupid...
other gain more knowledge and become more clever when they grew...
but i am the opposite one...

may be my mind is still stuck with something...
can't really concentrade and memorizing...
but how can i get rid of these??
really hope that i can...
if not...
no more study smart for me... =(
what left is study hard...
and i totally don't like it...
i hate my mind now!!!
think too much of useless things...

who willing to unclog my mind for me?? =(

~~v1nc3nt90

时间 v.s. 感觉

2009-11-04T23:17:00.004+08:00

随着时间的流逝
那感觉与以前不同了
难得感觉
真的抵不过时间冲蚀?
还是到头来才发现

这只是南柯一梦?

~~v1nc3nt90

2009-11-03T00:44:00.002+08:00

it is not about do you have the right or not
it is about whether i willing to or not
i don't wanna you to think that way
do you know that
it hurts...

~~v1nc3nt90

感叹...

2009-11-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

今天凌晨就跟平时一样...
没什么差别...
可是却感觉特别的冷...
特别的宁静...

感叹...
生命的脆弱...

感叹...
大自然的无情...

感叹...
人生的无常...

感叹...
事实的残酷...

生命是脆弱的...
现实是无情的...
我们不能够预知下一刻会发生什么事情...
而我们能够做的...
就是珍惜现在所拥有的一切...

突然间觉得...
原来每天早上还能睁开眼睛...
是一件很幸福的事...
某些朋友或许不是很亲密...
但当他们离开时才发现...
生命中好像少了些什么似的...
少了一部分似的...

珍惜眼前所有的一切...
别到失去了的时候...
才来后悔...
愿你一路走好...

~~弘正

Rest In Peace... My Friend...

2009-11-02T00:49:00.005+08:00

tonight was terrible... totally terrible... get the news about the accident about three UTAR student were swept away at the waterfalls at Batu Berangkai picnic area just now about 8 something... and one of them is my friend... we start to get worried and more worried as time past... because there is still no any news at that time... we waited and keep on asking about update about the incident...

just now when 10 something... we got the news... the shocking news... that my friend... James Khor was comfirmed drowned as his body was found at 9pm something... i tried to comfirmed that news and hope it is not true... hoping this is not true at all... but... the reality is cruel...

until now... they have found 2 bodies... another is still missing... praying hard for him...

why? why could this is happening so suddenly... i still saw him cycling passed by Ghany yesterday 3am something after Man Utd match... but i never know that that will be the last time i calling his name and he wave to me... everything seems so sudden and i really couldn't believe it...

James... you will be always remembered... may your soul rest in peace... my friend...

to all my dear friends... please appreciate every single thingthat you have at every moment... we will never know what will happen in the next second... everything is so unpredictable... cherish every moment you have... and everyone you being with... =(

~~v1nc3nt90

my new personal blog...

2009-10-30T21:38:00.002+08:00

finally decided to delete the old personal blogger... and set up another new personal blog at wordpress... hehe...

but this blog will still be going on because i will update most of the current life here... the wordpress i will be using as writing out my feeling and thinking because it has more privacy for me because i can choose to either publish it or password protected it... hehe...

link to my new personal blog... http://storyboutme.wordpress.com

p.s. sometime i found that wordpress is slower than blogger... blogger has faster respond but wordpress has much more things to modify...

~~v1nc3nt90

给buddy的一段话...

2009-10-29T03:42:00.002+08:00

注: 男生有时候有些话很难当面讲... 所以在这里写给你... 看不看到就看你自己了... 哈哈...

真的很不明白你的咯... 为什么你以前可以那么的潇洒... 说酱就是酱... 一点都不会拖泥带水的... 可是为什么现在的你却是好像另外一个人了的... 只是一个女生而已就可以把你搞成酱... 真的是很不明白你为什么才那么几年而已你却变了酱多哦?

失恋以前对你来讲最多不是伤心一个星期而已... 更何况现在你们连开始都还没开始... 只是酱却把你搞成这样... 虽然你说你之前就可以feel到了... 但从她口中说出对你而言真的是很大的打击... 我明白... 但这不像你一路来的风格咯...

对她而言你其实和路人甲乙丙丁没什么分别吧... 她已暗示的很明白了... 你从来就没有在她心里... 有时候是你自己给了太多的错觉给自己... 才会令到你想太多了... 其实你应该从一开始就明白这个道理了的吧... 还要一头撞下去... 不是我要酸你... 不过真的是你自己拿来的咯... 而你酱的死缠烂打反而会让她觉得你很没用, 很窝囊咯... 说不定还会怕了你或讨厌你...

你问我是不是你做的不够好, 不够多... 老实说就连我也不知道你还有什么可以做的了... 说的难听一点... 或许你根本就不是她心中的那个... 所以不论你多么地努力... 都是没用的... 要明白... 一厢情愿的付出是没用的... 人家还是只会把你当成... 好听一点就叫朋友... 讲明了其实只是路人甲... 所以嘞... 放手对你来讲或许是最好的...

好心你啦... 现在已经21世纪了咯... 你就别酱傻了咯... 还要等噢? 你不是常讲等待是男生做最傻的事情的么? 为什么现在你反而要当那个傻子... 值得吗? 或许你自私一点对你来说会比较好... 有时候真的需要无情一些的咯... 就像以前的你一样... 不会为了一个女生而搞到自己酱... 有时无情真的是胜过专情咯... 而且你这个很像叫痴... =.= 毕竟现在已是21世纪了... 感情, 承诺这些东西往往都是经不起考验的... (更何况你们都没开始过... =.=")

好啦... 要说的我都说了... 接下来要酱做就看你自己了... 我只能够给advice... 剩下的就要看你自己的造化了... 相信该怎么做你自己最清楚... 真的希望你可以像以前那样的潇洒咯... 不要在酱傻了... 看到你酱真的... 哎... 没眼看... 希望你会真的看得开咯...

p.s. 惨了现在是凌晨5:27了, 我早上11点还有课嘞 >.<

~~弘正

随笔-1

2009-10-28T03:51:00.001+08:00

挂念的心, 累了
原来常常挂着
是那么的累
那感觉很近
但事实上
却是那么的遥远
原来有时候
强迫自己是很辛苦的
但相信久了就会好些
总好过像现在这样
只会让自己辛苦
我一直都认为
等待
是最傻的事
但现在的我却是在等
未免有点讽刺吧...
岑花一现的东西
值得我去追求吗?

~~v1nc3nt90

update update again...

2009-10-28T01:16:00.013+08:00

well... recently my blog seems to be dumped for quite a long time already as i really lazy wanna update... lolx... and somemore not really got things to blog out... so i guess this should be a quite long post?? lolx...

well... as usual... new trimester started for a week already... everything seems to be back to normal... going campus... attending classes and so on... except for timetable thing... i have been to FGO (Faculty General Office) for 3 times in a day because my class timetable clashed with the core subject as we have elective subject for this trimester... oh my godness... i was rushing here and there just to get the thing correct... how brilliant the management is huh??

well... except for that life is quite normal... haha... went to Rum Jungle last Saturday for Kenneth Mow's earlier birthday celebration... hmm... but i think we was more on playing as we didn't really celebrate for him... haha... the reason is just an excuse for us to go for clubbing... lolx...

we expect there will be lots of people as it was Saturday night... but surprisingly we are the only fews were there that night... may be most of the people went for MOS KL as Akon is in MOS that day... lolx... so Ipoh club was so quite...

we having fun there although very less people... hehe... and kenneth mow was totally... erm... crazy... haha... so... time for photos???

view inside...

as i said... quite quiet that night...
as usual... group photos come first... lolx...

yeah yeah.... Chivas ^^

Kenneth Mow is so high... dance on the stage somemore...

this proved what i said just now... lolx...

me and ken... hehe...

Reached Kampar at around 3am something that day... then yum cha at Ghany until 4am something... so geng right... but eventually i slept at 9 am that day... haha... this is even more geng right?? luckily Sunday was off... phiew...

okay... so was having birthday celebration dinner for Kenneth Mow yesterday night... and this is the offically one... lolx... The Rum Jungle one for me is much more on playing... haha... so we having dinner at the newly opened Steamboat buffet... named Mango a.k.a Wong Kok if not mistaken... food there quite much of choices... just the shop very small... =(

ok... so let photos rule again... haha...

the football field cake as he requested... surprised him when he saw the cake... what a football freak... =D

and looks at the doll... it was van Nistelrooy and Kaka... Ruud was in Man Utd jersey... but he transfered to Real Madrid a few years ago... so can imagine how long is the doll already... =X

birthday boy making wish(es)... look at his hand!! he is like praying to the cake more than making wish... lolx...

ini macam baru betul ma... haha

was having fun over there... but this few days spending too much already... sobx... must tighten my belt already... =X

~~v1nc3nt90

update update...

2009-10-10T01:17:00.014+08:00

arh... was having a bored bored holidays... hmm... really nothing to do in this bored bored holiday... was doing nothing these few days... almost everyday repeating the same thing... watching tv... online... play games and called it a day... lolx...

went to malacca on Wednesday... suppose to be a shopping trip for me but unfortubately not really get things i want... sad... and oh ya... i went to the cinema too... stood at the counter... looking at the now showing board... and i found out... i have watch almost every movies that are showing now... except for the korean tsunami, malay and hindu movie... so at last... didn't watch any movie... haiz...

but... this is what i waiting for... 2012!!! for me it is a must watch movie!!! haha... it is about the armageddon or what we usually called the end of the world...

12 November 2009... i am waiting for you!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

recent thought...

2009-10-01T14:09:00.010+08:00

the first trimester of year 2 was finally over... and it is time to enjoy the short 3 weeks holidays... hehe... time travel really fast without waiting people who was left behind... everything seems like happened only yesterday and i am still didn't awake about that... sigh...

whatever le... now the final eam was finished and i am back to my little hometown again... so i guess will try to update what i have left out for the past few days... hehe...

went to BarRoom with Kennthe Mow, Nic, Lum they all on Sunday Night after our dinner... haha... wasn't really plan for it as we just simply suggest only... but this time we finally put words into action... haha...

at first we planned to go Drum Jungle, but we heard that it is closed on that night... so went to another place lor... we went in to Houz first... but not really fun there and the enviroment wasn't so shock also... so we went to BarRoom as it is just near there only...

the enviroment there was still ok... but just it is damn small... really like a "room" only... haha... songs there... erm... ok ok only lor... ok la... let photo talks the remaining la... haha...

went to McD near Jusco there after barroom for erm... supper?? May be should be breakfast as we reached there at 2am den stay until 5am something... hehe... since we not really have fun at Barroom... so we will just rock mcd ler.. haha... people keep on looking at us when we took those photos... so embarrassing... hehe...

took at the mirror outside of McD's toilet... =P

perfect snap!!! lol

~~v1nc3nt90

some memories are just meant to be kept...

2009-09-29T05:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes memories might look so real...
and it is so near that you can reached it just by reaching out your hand...
but in the end...
you are just being brought under illusion...
far and unreachable...
some memories are just meant to be kept...
because...
memories are nice...
but...
they are just what they are...

~~v1nc3nt90

凌晨luu...

2009-09-23T06:01:00.004+08:00

又来了... 我又半夜不睡觉了...

诶... 不对不对... 这回不一样...

现在是半夜凌晨六点了...
还有我不是失眠了...
而是刚刚睡醒...
可能是烦恼多吧...
凌晨四点多睡六点就起来了...
厉害嘞...

原来时间过得酱慢的哦...
明明好像睡了很久...
但事实上只过了两小时而已...
不会吧...
平时还闹着时间不够...
现在怎么却抱怨时间过得太慢了...
唉... 希望能倒头就睡...
但却酱都睡不回了... T.T

哦... 对了...
别担心啦... 我没事了的...
我承认刚才说没事是骗人的...
虽然很明显啦...
说实在的我不是气你, 不过
"我不是有意要冷落你的"
有你这句话就够了...
胜过一千个"对不起"

或许吧...
或许我不应该这么的任性...
或许我不应该这么的烦人...
有时候过度的关心会令人觉得烦...
我知道啊... 但就是改不了...
然后... 也应该改下不喜欢被冷落的感觉...
应该学会接受它...
而不是又emo了... =.=

周公啊... 周公...
不要抛弃我嘞...
是我不好... 是我先半途抛弃你的...
但我还要读Auditing和AIS的嘞...
请您大人有大量再和我约会吧...
这次一定约够您六个小时...
但是...
我却有点想念早餐的点心哦... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

Rest in Peace- Yoshito Usui 1958- 2009

2009-09-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

yeap... sad but true... the Japanese Bestseller Cartoonist Yoshito Usui, 臼井儀人 found dead after gone missing when hiking in Gunnma prefecture, north of Tokyo according to the Yomiuri newspaper today, citing local police...

Usui's family reported his missing to the police on 12 September 2009 when Usui didn't return from hiking on 11 September 2009... Police began searching for him on 15 September and on 19 September 2009 a body with matching clotes as described by Usui's family was dound at the bottom of a cliff on Mount Arafune in Gunma Prefecture...

The police suspect that Usui may have fallen from a cliff after being found with wounds to his chest, said the Yomiuri repoet...

Yoshito Usui was famous with his comic... Crayon Sinchan, 蜡笔小新... A five years old kindergarden "over-mature" kid... hehe... I like the comic a lot!!! and i am a big fan of him... seriously this is a blow for me... really really surprise when i read about the news that he was comfirmed passed away...

i will definately miss...
Shinnosuke Nohara, 野原新之住 (shin chan)
Misae Nohara, 野原美雅 (shin chan's mother)
Hiroshi Nohara, 野原广志 (shin chan's father)
Himawari Nohara 野原葵葵 (shin chan's baby sister)
and Shiro!!! 棉花糖小白 (shin chan's cotton ball's dog)

all the members of Kasukabe Defense Organization 春日部防卫队, Toru Kazama, 自恋的风间, Nene Sakurada, 有暴力倾向的妮妮, Masao Sato, 像饭团的正男, Bo, 流鼻涕的阿呆...

and of course... Kumichō (老大), the Principal of Futaba Kindergarden, 园长...

all the comic and animation by Yoshito Usui now can only be part of the memories of mine... thanks for giving me a good time to laugh and joy... appreciate it much...

i miss "小姐, 你喜欢吃青椒吗?" "妈妈, 你回来了..." "我要心点, 心点" "动感光波... 哔哔哔哔哔"

Rest in peace... Yoshito Usui...

this animation will be part of my memory... forever and ever...

~~v1nc3nt90

我心呻吟...

2009-09-10T04:02:00.004+08:00

夜里是多么的平静...
仿佛整个世界只剩下我而已...
闹钟滴答滴答地走着走着...
时间不知不觉地酱溜走了...
现在已是凌晨四点多了噢...
意味着我对着那无聊的Account已三个小时了...
只剩下轻轻的音乐陪着我过这漫长的夜晚...
一首又一首接着的陪着我...
冷风从窗外吹着进来...
不禁让我打个冷颤...
累了... 休息片刻...
窗外的夜晚是多么的宁静噢...
仔细看看... 原来今晚一颗星都没有...
只剩下月亮孤单地在黑暗中为我们提供光亮...
想到这不禁地好奇起来...
月亮是否会觉得孤单呢?
整个无边无际的天空只剩下月亮一个...
她, 是否会觉得孤单呢?
或许她有吴刚和嫦娥陪着...
只是我不知道而已...
或许吧...
但现在整个夜晚就只剩下她而已
怪可怜的...

想着想着...
想起昨天妈咪传了个短信给我
问我几时回去...
她每天都在算着我几时回去...
想着想着...
我也是很久没回去了...
我知道我出来两年多了很少打过电话回家...
我为我的少联络感到抱歉...
可能从小我就是被训练独立...
所以对家没什么归属感...
但... 这两年多里才明白原来...
家... 是最好的避风港...
至少... 累了的时候有人问候...
寂寞的时候有人关心...

原来... 1 是多么孤单的数字...

~~弘正
10/9/2009
4:40 am

come to the junction again...

2009-09-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

hard to describe my feeling now...
lots of things pop out in my head again...
by right i should be studying
and doing my revision now...
but this feeling is so weird...
it distract me a lot...
why... why will i distracted by such things??
and why? why didn't i said out what has bothering me??
hate this feeling...
hope i can just forget all and go to sleep now...
tommorrow will be a better day i guess...

currently my laptop keep on repeating this song... 萧闳仁- 我没有错... dunno why... just got the feeling when i heard this song... >.<

萧闳仁- 我没有错

我坐在咖啡店落地窗的前面
雨水洒满整条街和人们的脸
钢琴的黑白键搭配过的和旋
我们的爱情什么和旋

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口让我这次能够彻底的分手
让我走别让我更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
I'll always always love you so

你表情好憔悴强颜欢笑的脸
你那哭红的双眼让我好心碎
我愿意让你飞不再对你留恋
别让我成为你的侧脸

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什么好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口让我这次能够彻底的分手
让我走别让我更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
I'll always always love you so

伤的更重伤的更重

也许我没有离开的理由
是我没用
无法守护着你一直到最后
别回头答应我你会好好过
让我默念一万遍
I'll always always love you
love you so...

hope you all enjoy... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

T8 Class Gathering on 27/8/2009

2009-09-02T21:01:00.013+08:00

T8 third time class gathering on 27 August 2009... sorry for late post because i just got these photos from Wei Ying today... haha... the gathering was to celebrate birthday for Wei Ying, Zhen Zhen and Keat Ming... lolx... the gathering dinner was at Yum Lei Sek steamboat and BBQ in Kampar.. hehe...

introducing chef of the day... Mr Ong Tze Kwan... haha... he can interview for chef if he can't find a job in Accountancy after we graduated... =P
Group Photo...
F4 (Fool 4) of T8... see kenny so gay... XD
We are good guys... I swear... =P
u can't see me... lolx

went to westlake lake side for birthday cake cutting... hehe... we took photos there even it was July in Chinese Calender... scary... lolx...

Group Photo come first... kenny said there is 46 people inside the photo... =.=""
introducing the first main charater- Ms. Siow Wei Ying...
second... Miss Hee Chen Chen aka Hand Short Short... =P
Last but not least... Mr. Loo Keat Ming aka Ming Dao of T8!! lolx =P
2 birthday gals and birthday boy...
3 dirty cats with chocolate on face... lolx...

p.s. due to stupid connection in Kampar... it took me around 3 hours something to upload these photos... stupid line!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

2009-08-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

how badly i wish that
you will be there for me always
=(

~~v1nc3nt90

I thought the sunshine has appeared, but it seems like just an illusion...

2009-08-19T14:54:00.002+08:00

i copied that phrase from 1 of my friends... hehe...
yeap... same thing goes to me...
i really did feel like this recently...
it looks so near to me...
but yet far enough for me to feel it too...
im looking for an answer...
an answer i am finding for recently...
but i dunno how should i found it.. =(
may be i am just looking trouble for myself...
haha...

~~v1nc3nt90

H1N1 in UTAR Perak Campus!!!

2009-08-11T02:47:00.005+08:00

this is serious and not a joke nor rumor!!!

sadly but true... H1N1 was hitting UTAR Perak campus and student from BIS (Business Information System) has been quarantined for one week after that was 3 suspicious cases... and... sadly... one of our student passed away during shopping in Kuala Lumpur... the reason are still under investigation...

haiz... now everyone was in mess around because of this... more and more people wearing mask in the campus... and seriously i think it is a necessary now... better safe than sorry right?

friends... don't take the risk... this is not fun at all... please... protect yourself and those you care... better safe than sorry...

Symptoms of H1N1 included:

Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
Sudden dizziness
Confusion
Severe or persistent vomiting
Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

For children:

Fast breathing or trouble breathing
Bluish or gray skin color
Not drinking enough fluids
Severe or persistent vomiting
Not waking up or not interacting
Being so irritable that the child does not want to be held
Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

take care friends...

~~v1nc3nt90

free~~

2009-08-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

finaly the chaotic week has passed!!!
haha...
suffering oh last week...
4 tests @.@
but it is over!!
so can enjoy my assignment and test free for 4 week...
after that have to prepare for final...
hehe...
so where should i go to play??
i wanna go...
Sungkai!!
Taiping!!
or may be Gua Tempurung... (Last Choice)
so should start planning now... haha..

~~v1nc3nt90

check this out...

2009-07-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

chech this out... this is freaking hilarious!!! but it is a little bit exaggerated and scary... but a good laugh for release stress... XD

new title for my blog!!

2009-07-27T17:44:00.002+08:00

has replaced my old bloggy title which has been used for about two years... thinking of make a changing because i think the old title was a little bit childish for me already... haha... anywhere... my story still go on... and i preserve that...

should start my auditing revision as i will take the stupid mid term tomorrow... but it seems like i haven't start any revision yet... almost fall asleep when i trying to read my slides... hehe... my first paper was like... erm... ngam ngam cukup makan only... haha... at least more than half la... =P so second paper should work harder for it... but i am just lazy... sigh... =(

should i throw my laptop out from my window or throw my pillow downstair to elimate distractions?? =P i hate exams... T.T

~~v1nc3nt90

smile..

2009-07-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

smile increase the value of the face
smile brighten up your day and people around you
but sometime it is really hard to put a smile on the face
as there are a lot of problem we have to face
but still... no matter what happened
life still goes on
and we shouldn't let people around us worried about
share what bothering you and listen to them
so
smile ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

i wanna escape!!!

2009-07-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

yeap... i am so so so tired with everything...
assignments... mid terms... assignments...
and bla bla bla non stop mid terms...
i am so sick of all these!!!
so so so wanna escape from all these...
sad...
it is not like we never tried that...
i mean lack of time...
but this time the feeling is so different...
i can really put my efforts and the willingness...
sigh...
shouldn't nagging so much...
fine...
still have to face the truth right?
i think may be what i need is just a hug...

no no... shouldn't be emo... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

...

2009-07-22T14:15:00.003+08:00

wa... never thought year 2 will be so damn hard... some more it is just trimester 1 only... T.T just took my bloody Advance Financial Accounting test yesterday... and it looks like i flunk for my second paper already... sob... the first paper was Auditing... so far i have took 2 tests but i don't have confident at both two also... and seriously this is the first time i feel so so so so so not confident... T.T

i knew year 2 will be harder than before... but i never thought it will be so damn hard... some more both of the test was conducted in multiple choice question that i thought will be easier... but end up i prefer structural question more... because the choices given in mcq was too similar and i only can choose 1 among all... if structural i can write only whatever i want... haha... that is the main different... sob...

seems like have to put more efforts on study and no more honeymoon mood for year 2 life already... i can't hardly imagine what will happen in year 3 if i have flunk my year 2 papers... gosh... can't imagine that... =.=" i hate study!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

i have thousands words to say...

2009-07-16T00:25:00.001+08:00

i have thousand of words to say
but at last i still keep it inside my heart
still... i don't have the courage to speak it out
i am so afraid that the thing will get worst
so i rather keeping it some more
perhaps that is how the story should ended
and oh ya
today is your birthday
happy birhtday

~~v1nc3nt90

my wonder... my ponder part 6

2009-07-12T03:16:00.002+08:00

hoho... this is the part 6 of my wonder... my ponder... haha... the last part which is part 5 was written on March 2008 which is about 1 year and 3 months ago... haha... was boring just now... so read back what i have written before and decided to write this post...

read back those posts i written in year 2008... and i start to wonder am i the 1 who wrote all those posts??? haha... because when i read back... i found out that sometime i am too emotional in dealing something especially about relationship... i dunno why but somehow i think that was too silly or may be childish to do that in that particullar time... haha... it is hard for you to admit that you yourself are childish right?

but at least... i think i learned as time passed... i learned to accept the facts and believed there are something really out of our own control... and something it is not like if you pay very very hard work then it will have positive result... sometime it just make the situation worst... there are a lot of things i shouldn't have done it but i did... and the thinking was too selfish that time...

and of course... to learn... you need to pay... and i have pay quite a lot to learned those... but i at least i gained and now i can think in a better way... no pain no gain right?? if i am able to change... i hope i can go back and make a different... but i know it is impossible.. so no need to think about that... haha...

the past has passed... the memories are nice... but they are what they are... the lessons are pain... but we gained from that... so no point we live in memories but we shall march towards the future... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

hard to describe...

2009-07-09T22:51:00.005+08:00

it is quite hard to describe how i feeling now...
somehow, i dunno why...
it feels like i have feeling down suddenly...
influenced by someone??
i am not sure about that...
stressed???
nope... it doesn't feel like...
may be i was just tired...
i hope it is...
because there are still a lot of things waiting for me to do...
can't fall down right now yet...
i must preserve...
i'm emo... so what??? =)

~~v1nc3nt90

sometime i hope that i have a space for myself too...

2009-07-09T00:05:00.005+08:00

*note: this is a post dedicated and respond to another post written by someone...

sometime i hope that i can put everything that on my shoulder down and escape to a place which i can do whatever i want... i know it might sounds emo but that is exactly what i wish to do at that time... but after that... when i look back... i will wonder why... why i will thinking bout such stupid things that time... it might be fun though... =)

sometime i hope i could find a cliff so i can shout as loud as i want... i might be shouting name of the person who make me angry or the guys who pissed me up... or may be just to releasing stress... then after i shout out i still can hear my own echo... isn't fun?? but too bad i can't find any cliff in malaysia yet... haha =(

life is not fooling with you... but it is showing you the another face of it... at first it might be showing you a nice face... but it can turn 180 degree and change into a totally different face... but... remember... that is how we grow... we grow more and more as we fell more and more... remember no pain no gain... that is what i told to myself when life is playing fool with me... so since the past itself is destined... why we should think of it some more??? in fact, we should try to change the future... right?

i know sometime we might said that it is ok... it is over already and i am fine ^^ or something like that... but in our heart is it really so?? only yourself know you the best right?? i believe for some of the things... time is the best medicine... so might be we just let it be... that will be better for us too...

so... cheers up ya!! v(^.^)v i know it may be useless and sounds so old... but i still have to say... haha... life will be different if you try to look at it at another position... ^^ if you need a listener... i am willing to lend you my ears... haha.... ^^ as what you did before this... thanks...

*p.s. if you wanna shout out... i know there is such a place in kampar... can bring u there if u want... hehe... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

it is just the beginning...

2009-07-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

staying up the whole night yesterday just for the stupid 20 pages Pengajian Malaysia assignment... damn it... this has totally ruined my normal life and turn it upside down... haha... but still... able to go to class this morning and stay awake until 4pm today... sleep for a few hours later and luckily the meeting for photography society was postponed to tommorrow... if not i will be definately skip for the meeting...

the pengajian malaysia assignment was down... but there are more to come... gonna have my auditing test tomorrow and Miss Sitra has ordered not to fail... haha... so i guess i need to burn midnight oil again tonight...

today is really tiring... lack of sleep, busy with works and of course... worry for my pengajian assignment as i have did some critique on the history when giving our opinion... hehe... but i guess that is the purpose of history right?

but i know this is just the begining of horrible weeks... weeks 7 my schedule will be fully packed with presentation, assignment due date, tests and especially the AIS test which i think i didn't follow up any chapter which is been taught... =.=" so i guess study myself is the only way...

ok la... should continue with my auditing revision... Sitra said it will be a tough test with tricky question... hope she is just tried to frighten us and make us study... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

we went for McD and....

2009-07-03T02:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday after pengajian malaysia class we were thinking where to settle our lunch... so Shawn suggested why not we went to McD for our lunch since we can't decide to go anywhere in Kampar... at first i thought he was just suggesting without any action to be taken, but after a while all agreed and the destination was set... haha... that surprice me because usually we just talk for fun only...

fine, so we start our journey... hehe... i fetch kenny, sim huae, sheau ping and yin ping while shawn, nicholas, kenneth and ah poey will take motorbike there... it was about a 30 minutes trip from kampar... hehe... pity they have to ride motor under the sun...

so when we reached McD at Jalan Gopeng, Sheau Ping suggested since we have came to here, why not we went for Jusco for movies??? haha... and that was really out of our plan earlier since we just planned for McD only... ah poey wasn't interested at first because he is taking motorbike, but after persuaded by kenneth mow then he agree to go also... the thing make me surprice (again... hehe) is kenneth mow agree with that also because before this he will never skip any class... even he is late he will still going for class... and we have class at 6pm and that time was around 1pm something, so if we went for movie for sure we wouldn't make it for the class... so it is quite surprising when kenneth agreed with that and persuaded ah peoy to go also... may be he is influenced by us... no no, not us but them, i also wouldn't skip class de... see i am a good boy right? lolx...

so when we reached jusco we went for Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen... but only 5 of us because other has watched it... so they went for Ice Age 3... haha... Transformer rocks man, and Jetfire is soooooo damn cool!!! haha... for me he is the most cool character in the movie, and i like the most when he merge with Optimus Prime... they are so cool man... haha... overall it was a really nice movie and i really love it a lot... hehe...

it is a really nice movie, if you haven't watch it... it is recommanded... haha...

p.s. i wanna watch Ice Age 3... i heard from they all it was so funny... haha...

p.s.s finally was in good mood after so many days of depressed... hehe... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

assignment, mid term test and tutorial...

2009-07-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

feeling quite uncomfortable these few days... a little bit sore throat... lack of sleep i think... feeling really tire today... as our class ended at 8pm... i hate 8pm class... because after dinner i have only very limited time to do my tutorial... that is why i always didn't do... =P not i am lazy ya... haha.. =.="

week 6 approaching and it mean it is time for assignment and mid term... first of all it is Pengajian Malaysia Assignment due date on next Monday... and i need to finish a minimun 15 pages of report this weekend... OH MY GODNESS!!!! 15 pages is not an easy job you know... more over the mid term test for Auditing is on Tuesday... and Our lecturer and tutor Miss Sitra said it will be quite hard to score as the question are very tricky... we need a very strong understanding to the topics we learn... and i have to do the report for English For Business... and i really don't wanna be the final editor as my grammar sucks man... i can write crappy english but not proper english...

later on we still have presentation on AFA, Pengajian Malaysia, and an individual oral presentation... lot of tutorial and revision i need to fo as Advance Financial Accounting (AFA) is really a tough subject... a lot of accounting standard which called FRS we need to memorize... FRS5, FRS116 and bla bla bla... it feel like i am study for Business Law... but the worst is AIS (Accounting Information System). I don't understand what the heck the lecturer is teaching at all... and i believe 99% of student don't understand also as we can't understand his english... the only solution is study yourself... if not better prepare a RM700 for repeat this subject next trimester...

sigh... need to countinue my assignment liao... so damn sleepy a!!!! *yawn*

p.s. i hate those little green bugs in kampar... so damn itchy when they bite you... and it is every where in kampar... forced to off my lights...

p.s.s good bye and RIP for the greatest performer in the world, MJ, you are truely a legend!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

love? loved?

2009-06-21T09:06:00.002+08:00

read a few blogs just now... friends blog... wondering something... it seems like quite a lot of friends are writing about love... love... what a scary words... why scary? because it can make you extreamly happy, and at the same time it can also make you extreamly sad and down... or even worst...

haiz... seems like recently most of my friends are not that happy in that... hehe... read their blog again and again... leave some comment if i able to... the same question keep on appearing in my mind... actually what is love about? i dunno... or more precisely... i am not sure about that... haha...

and oh ya... the love they talking is not about family love or friendship love... it is about relationship love... well... my last relationship is about 1 years ago... and yeah i will still miss her sometimes... the thing is... we are even worst than friend... i mean after broke up our relationship become even worse than before... i dunno but somehow it happened... and that is the thing i am regreting until now... not the relationship but is what happened after the relationship...

hmm... sometime when i remind back i was really confusing... do we love each others?? if yes, we shouldn't become like this, i mean at least we can still be friend right even after broke up... but now it seems like we are avoiding each other... why would we become like this after the relationship broke? that is the thing i wonder about love... it really weird....

but the good thing about love is memories... nothing preserve longer than memories does... but i understand no matter what... memories are just what they are... haha... i wouldn't let myself keep on drowing in memories only... i believed someday i will meet someone who is willing to listen to my story, and perhaps, defined love for me... who know?? so good luck, my friends, and also to myself... =P hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

recent life...

2009-06-21T07:44:00.002+08:00

it is quite hard to desribe my life recently... it seems like June is not my month... haha... quite a lot of things go against my will... or may be i am just bad luck... first of all.. my money flows like water... spend really a lot this month... no matter how i try to save it... i will still have to spend it on something unavoidable... especially after the minor accident... all about money again... haiz...

second is about study... it seems like this semester is harder than any previous semester but it seems like i am still not in the mood to study... week 4 is approaching and there will be assignment, mid-term test and bla bla bla coming... but im not in the mood yet to study... geez... anothing thing is i can't get the car-parking sticker for this semester... so i am forced to park at east game and walk into the campus... it will take about 5-7 minutes to walk from east gate to Block B... and mostly my tutorial is on block B... so sad...

things in society also not going very well... quite a lot of things decided is against my opinion and thinking... but anyhow... that is a group decision and i shall obey it althougt i don't agree with what they decided... it seems like i am not that interesting in doing that as it is goes against my will... my point is, now i am in charge for that particular part, so why i can't decide on my own since it is my part? i don't get that seriously... somemore i don't like to do things in a big group... sometime too much ideas will make the meeting even more messy and chaos... at the end... nothing comes out... i just don't get it...

anywhere... i should think so much on those unhappy things... haha... life is till have to go on right? so i am waiting for Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen... expecting this movie as it will be showing on this wednesday... should be going with friends this friday or saturday... hope it wouldn't disappoint me as Terminator 4... anywhere... just watch Night At the Museum 2... once again... it rocks... i love both the first and second very much... especially the part "you dum dum, give me gum gum" it is soooo cute... haha...

hmm... at last i just hope things will getting better soon... as what should they have... hope so... may be i need someone to care about... someone to share some of my burden... it is quite heavy on my shoulder as a lot of things for me to do...

anywhere... today is 3rd sunday of June, so Happy Father's Day... Love you lots dad... =D

~~v1nc3nt0-

auntie's wedding ^^

2009-06-21T07:24:00.008+08:00

well... this is a super belated post as i am suppose to post it up by 2 weeks ago... hehe... so i skipped for 3 day classes to attend the wedding... quite tiring as the schedule is quite peck... but it worth it... haha...

"Yes i do..." Sweet... haha...
im the 1 who prepare the tea for them to greet the elders... something like 敬茶...
ceremony night... hehe..
and finally, the family pic... hehe...

These photos were given by my uncle as i didn't take any photo that time because i forgot to bring back my camera... =P was too rushy that day... haha... anywhere.... i just pick these from all others... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

update update!!!

2009-06-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

i found out that has been a damn damn damn loooooong time since the last time i update my dusty bloggy... may be i have nothing to write on as the holidays for me are damn boring and damn long... haha... although i just have 3 weeks holidays... anywhere... i might just lazy to write only... hehe...

at last... the result for last semester was release and thanks god... i am quite satisfied with my result except for stupid PBM that caused i get my only C for this exam... grahhhhhh.... curse you PBM... haha... anywhere... at least my other subject pull my CGPA quite a lot... hehe...

sadly... Man Utd has lost the European Champion Cup... but i must admit that Man Utd play damn sucks that day with Cristiano Ronaldo missed quite a lot of chances to score for Man Utd...So, congrat to Barcelona fans and all those Chelsea, Liverpool, Arsenal fans who would enjoy the defeat of Man Utd...

finally, the university was reopening andi am here in Kampar now... haha... but going back on tommorrow as my auntie wedding is on this Wednesday... will be following my uncle car as he is going back too...

spend quite a lot of money during this semester break and mostly on my car... T.T so i am forced to postpond my plan to change a new cell phone... haiz... as i am really poor now... any part time job to be introduced??? haha... =P

just finish watching Rossy Business 巾帼枭雄 last week... it was really really a nice movie... i recommand it a lot... watching non stop from Astro On Demand... hehe... really really love it a lot... for me i like the character 柴九 played by Lai Yiu Cheung the most... he really make me hate him at first but like him a lot at last... with his intelligent and charisma he has contributed a lot for Sheren Tang... really love this movie a lot.. hehe...

ok la... actually still got a lot lot of things in my mind... but i think that is all for today as i need to sleep early for blood donation tomorrow... hehe... and i am going back tomorrow also... don't miss me ya... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

Super Comeback!!!

2009-04-26T03:07:00.002+08:00

watched Man Utd vs Tottenham at Ghany just now... i am suppose to study at home as the final exam is just around the corner... actually should be just 4 days more.. haha.. but still... for Man Utd... i will sacrifice the 2 hours... actually i didn't study much also... hehe...

this match was really really entertaining at second half as Man Utd scored 5 goals in 45 minutes... was really really brillaint as they never win the match when they are losing at the first half for this season... so a 5 goals comeback was really something for Man Utd... especially they really need winning to retain the title... hehe...

thanks to Ronaldo and Rooney for scoring twice... and Berbatov for the last goal... for me... Rooney is more suitable for a winger than striker... and with 2 goals and 2 assists... he should be the man of the match... hehe... for now... Man Utd still have 5 matchs to go on... and i have 5 subjects to go on also for the final... =.= hehe...

Hero of the Man Utd... Wayne Rooney!!! hehe...

glory glory man utd...

~~v1nc3nt90

10 April 2009

2009-04-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

10 April 2009 is another busy day... yeah i should get used with it as these few days were really busy because of the class photo taking things... everyday need to stay awake until 2 or 3 am just to arrange those photos and settle all the account... and the next day i have class at 8am some more... slept not even 3 hours per day... =(

but finally we have a weekend break as we can't distribute photos in weekend... hehe... finally i took a nice nap after so long... and i found out that sleeping with music has become a habit of me... i will sleep better if there are music played... regardless how loud is it... haha...

this sunday was inter-faculty competition... a little bit regret for taking the competition... after all... i wasn't that good in volleyball only... =(

last but not least... hehe... today is the birthday of Siew Jin... hehe... Happy Birthday ya... hehe... thanks for your effords along this semester... i know you all have scarifized many many time on this stupid event... and sorry for making you so busy in your big day... need to follow me go here and there... really really sorry about that... hope you don't mind... and lastly... Happy Birthday again... keep smiling and stay pretty always... haha... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

Glory Glory United!!!

2009-04-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

went to ghany just now to watch the match Man Utd vs Aston Villa... at first I planned not going as i was disappointed with last few match... but still i am going as Kenneth and Nicholas asked... I worry i will be disappointed again this time...

once again, as usual Ghany was full but luckily we still manage to get front seat... hehe... just in front of the Plasma TV... The opening was good... Ronaldo scored the opening goal at 14th minute... but Carew scored the equalizer for Aston Villa at 30 minutes and there is all for the first half...

second half was really really disappointing as Aston Villa scored again at 58th minute... i was really worry that Man Utd will lost again as they played really bad... but thanks to Ronaldo for the equilizer goal and that motivated Man Utd player and finally, the hero of the day, Federico MacHeda scored the winning goal at 93rd minute... that was really a brilliant goal and the ball just curved perfectly into the goal...

this is Federico MacHeda first appearance in the first team squad for Man Utd and guess what... he is only 17 years old!!! a bright future star for Man Utd... Glory Glory Man Utd!!!

Hero of the day... Federico MacHeda... Photo took from Man Utd offical website... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

belated photos...

2009-04-02T09:34:00.007+08:00

hehe... finally got my birthday photos... so i guess i will just post it up...

they put the birthday cake inside my room... and seriously that surprised me... hehe... 19 candles.... last year before going into 20... =x

tradition of celebrating birthday... hehe

with all the guys...
and girls...

still got some photos more but lazy wanna post it up... hehe... thanks you all friends... and of course miss my family also... and i am expecting to meet you soon, bao bei... hehe...

who is bao bei??? bao bei is...

so this is bao bei... XD

~~v1nc3nt90

So... this is the Earth Hour in Kampar...

2009-03-29T01:16:00.003+08:00

at first i thought that not much people will participate in the Earth Hour... but i was proved wrong!!! there are quite many people gave their support in this event... especially students... hehe...

but still... most of the local people didn't gave their support to this as i expect... but the respond from students are far better than what i thought... haha... most of the houses occupied by student around my houstel gave their support to off their lights... and i heard there are even more interesting in Westlake...

my friends said that student gathering in a large large group in westlake, walked on the streets and asking people to off their lights... haha... they are like some kind of protesting... haha... but still... that was nice as they gave support to this event... really happy to hear that...

actually for me this event is not about saving the light 1 hour only... but it is a reminder for us that our earth was sicked and facing the problems because of global warming... in my opinion... we have to be aware of that... only the Earth Hour will be meaningful... or else, that 1 hour is just nothing...

so this is how my hostel area looks like... just a few houses didn't support... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-25T22:26:00.006+08:00

Dear Friends, please support to the Earth Hour 2009 to fight against global warming as the problem has become more and more serious in our earth... Please support the Earth Hours with switch off your light for only 1 hour, your switch is your vote... =)

This Saturday, 28/3/2009 8:30pm to 9:30pm... I supported Earth Hour because I believed that humans are united, didn't you think so??? =)

Let us all do this together, One Earth, One Planet, One Home... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Finally... everything passed...

2009-03-21T02:54:00.003+08:00

Last week was really a busy and chaotic weeks... non-stop tests and assignment due dates... we gt 3 tests last week + 2 assignment due dates, and this week we have 1 test and 1 assignment due dates... beside that, i still have to handle those photo taking stuffs... it was really a chaotic week for me... i just hope i can clone another me to share the works with me... but i just can't... =(

but i guess after all it still will be ok as i able to handle all the assignments and tests... except for PBM (Principle of Business Management) test, it sucks like bloody hell... i think i have ruined that test... hope still can manage to get 35/50 and above...

well... having my birthday between tests... haha... my birthday was just one day before the PBM test... well.. received a lot birthday greetings and wishes that day... hehe... then quite a surpise when my housemate came in my room wit the birthday cakes at 10pm something as we usually celebrate birthday at 12 sharp... somemore we having the bloody test the next day... really thanks to my housemates and Wai Yong... thanks for your greeting and cakes...

the next day after having the test i go sing k with classmate at the A Box in Kampar... Not so nice there but cheap... haha... the sounds system wasn't that satisfied and the sound blocking was totally sucks... but other than that i think it is still ok... having a lot of funs there... especially when heard Kenneth Mow singing... lolx.... no offence ya... =D

the next day Kenneth asked to play Leaf 4 Dead as we canceled it the day before due to Nicholas not feeling well... so we postpond it to thursday which is yesterday... so we went at 10:30pm that night and guess what... all the Cyber Cafe in Kampar was full!!! gosh... luckily we still manage to play at Sky Online... if we are an hour late then we have to play with our own fingers... hehe...

after that we planned to yum cha geh... but Kenny insists to ask me go home go back and take the PBM testbook and borrow to him... so we went back to my house lo... then i found that is something wrong when i went back... the gate and doors is widely opened... i quickily rush in to see what happened... then went i wanna get in to my room and my door is locked... i was wondering because we never lock our room door when we go out...

just when i opened my door i saw Sheau Ping, Yan Ping and Chee Meng (who are suppose to wait us at Ghany for yum cha) with a birthday cake inside my room... i was really really surprised... i never thought they will having the belated birthday celebration for me in my room somemore... was really really touched... hehe... they planned a lot and make a lot of silly things for this suprising party... Kenneth Mow was talking to the phone with no people calling to buy some time for they all to prepare the cakes and all... Kenny went to 7-11 to buy something he doesn't need just to buy some time also... then they have to cheat me for went back home also... really really surprised and appreciated what you guys did... really... =)

went to yum cha at Ghany after that... was having the most suprising birthday ever... thanks to all you guys... T8 classmates and T14 class rep also... hehe... thanks for you guys for this suprising celebration... =)

well... i guess i wrote a lot... hehe... should stop here as i can't think of anything to write... will try to update my blog more frequent as i am quite free as all assignment and tests are over... except for the FAF2 test...

will try to upload photos as i haven't get those photos from friends as all of them are going back hometown this weekend... see ya... hehe... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

雨的印记...

2009-03-08T16:27:00.003+08:00

生命中
不断的有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了

生命中
不断的有得到和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
遗忘的，记住了

然而
看不见的
是不是等于不存在？
记住的
是不是永远不会消失？

摘自于-雨的印记

tiny update...

2009-03-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

it has been a long long time since my last update of my bloggy... quite busy these few days... really really busy... a lot lot things to do... have to submit a few assignment as the due date is just around the corner, then next week i will take 4 tests in a week... (gosh... what the heck is this...) then lastly, the class photo taking event which will last for 2 more weeks...

was really tiring for organizing these event... luckily i got a lot of helpful committee to reduce my workload... really really appreciate their help... everyone is looking like dying as we need to duty everyday under the sun... but it is good also as i know more friends during for this event... widen my connection... hehe...

hope everything will go on smoothly... i really need a long long rest after all these... =(

oh ya... i wanna switch my phone... considering to buy Nokia 5800XM... any comment about this phone???

~~v1nc3nt90

so call my v-day

2009-02-16T04:21:00.003+08:00

well... v-day has passed and i have a erm... quite a nice v-day also... better than last year one... at least this year i didn't feel alone... indeed this is still will be my single valentine... but this year is different because i have my friends with me... =) and that is a lot lot better than alone... thanks a lot... =)

p.s. i miss someone right now... =(

~~v1nc3nt90

first time to KTM station...

2009-02-13T13:47:00.004+08:00

i was fetching a friend to KTM (Kereta Api Tanah Melayu or train) station this afternoon... and seriously... this is my first time stepped into train station... it might be sound sua ku (feel excited on a common thing) to anyone but indeed... this is my first time stepped into the train staion and see how the train looks like and how is the platform looks like... haha...

was listening to my friend saying how she could reach home after reaching KL Central... have to take 2 or 3 more LRT from KL Central only then can reach Ampang... then i think of i never took any train before, even LRT also i never took before... last time if traveling my father will surely be the driver... or my mum will drive also... then now if traveling i used to drive myself... even in KL wanna go anywhere also my father fetching me or i drive myself... that is why i never took train or LRT before...

may be i was just really sua gu... haha... so i made up my mind will try to take train to somewhere on a fine day... hehe...

no photos to put as i just fetch my friend there and leave when she get on the train... and to all friends... happy coming valentine day... =)

p.s. QT2 and Macroeconomic test is on this Saturday...which mean we will "celebrate" our valentine day with 2 lecturers... what the heck... ==

~~v1nc3nt90

Long Long Night...

2009-02-10T06:31:00.003+08:00

Tonight is really a long long night for me... yeap... because i can't get into sleep again... T.T believe or not... i manage to finish watching a 25 episodes hong kong series in 2 days... haha... but still... can't get into sleep...

read some blogs... and a blog I didn't read for a long long time... i found that i like to use long long rather than long... hehe... reading how others celebrating their chinese new year... get some updates about friends that we don't usually meet...

i was not that active in blogging recently... may be blog once in ten days... hehe... getting lazier... may be because of no mood... Sometimes i get a lot of story wanna write... but i prefer to write them in my little diary... i wasn't a good story teller... and i seldom share my thinking with others... even to close friends around me... it is not i didn't trust them... but i feel that it is damn weird when guys sharing their problems... haha... it feel so gay... XD

the sky is getting brighter... and soon it will be morning already... i have a lecture at 12pm... let's see if i can keep awake until 2pm or not... hehe...

and oh ya... i wanna switch my phone... considering Nokia 5800XM... any comment on this phone???

~~v1nc3nt90

Last day of Chinese New Year...

2009-02-09T15:26:00.002+08:00

well... after today the Chinese New Year is over and no more happy chinese new year... this chinese new year is a quite boring one... may be because of recession... yeap... really can't feel the chinese new year around here... make me lazy to tell about chinese new year stories...

this year the fireworks is obviously decresed... i not sure whether is because our police did a good job or people have less intesion to spend money on these things... as the recession happen now... haiz... beside that my ang pao was also dramatically fall... T.T

bad chinese new year this year... i think...

oh ya... forget about all those... today is Chap Go Mei which mei yuan xiao jie or 元宵节 which is the last day of Chinese New Year and also the valentine day of Chinese... so this year both valentine week will be at the same week... by the way... where is my valentine??? lolx...

~~v1nc3nt90

Gimme More!!!

2009-02-07T01:34:00.004+08:00

p.s. this is a tag from Eliza on the facebook... hehe...

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
~Beautiful (Akon)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
When You Look Me In The Eyes (Jonas Brothers)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
No Air (Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown) What the heck is this??? ==

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Welcome to The Black Parade ( My Chemical Romance) Muahahaha....

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Hate That I Love You (Rihanna ft. Ne-yo) Is this considering motto?? haha...

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Angel (Natasha Bedingfield) lol what angel am i?? fat angel?? lolx

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Love Song (Sara Bareilles) Erm... no comment... haha...

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You Drive Me Crazy (Britney Spear) Someone drive me crazy??? may be... hehe...

WHAT IS 2+2?
Words (Boyzone) hmm... 4 is a number la.. not words... haha...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I'm With You (Arvil Lavigne) Yeah this is very true...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Complicated (Arvil Lavigne) damn true... she was really compicated...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Numb (Linkin Park) Hell yeah... i live my life... not yours...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Long Long Journey (Enya) Life is a long journey indeed...

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Keep Holding On (Arvil Lavigne) True... I hope we can keep holding on no matter what...

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Viva La Vida (Coldplay) What is this??? ==

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Sk8er Boi (Arvil Lavigne) I will Rock on my wedding??? hahahaha... hard to imagine...

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Now And Forever (Richard Marx) My spirit will be with you all now and forever??? lol..

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Uptown Girl (Westlife) Means woo girls??? hahahaha...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Anyone of Us (Gareth Gates) Everyone make mistake... I understand that...

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Cancer (My Chemical Remonce) True also... Cancer is really scary...

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Tokyo Drift (Teriyaki Boys) I will die in Tokyo during drifting?? i dunno how to drift also...

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Sorry, Blame it to me (Akon) yeah... i am regret for what i did to you last time... i hope we are still friends... and still remember that it is you who dedicated this song to me???

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Goodbye Apathy (OneRepublic) i don't think i will laugh lo... ==

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I Don't Love You (My Chemical Romence) Wah!!! I admit... But I did only 1 time so far...

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Right Now Na Na Na (Akon) I will marry right now??? lolx... impossible la...

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Leave Get Out (Jojo) may be... i hate to be leave out...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hollaback Girl (Gwen Stefani) Omg... if i wasn't mistaken Eliza get this answer also for this question... Hollaback Girl??? am i attractive to them?? haha...

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
I'm Yours (Jason Marz) I will give you myself?? lolx...

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
You Are Not Alone (Michael Jackson) Being leave alone is really hurt...

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Gimme More (Britney Spear) Gimme more question!!! haha... this is fun!!!

ok... done of all question... now i am tagging...

1. Kelvin Foo
2. Keat Soon
3. Jasmine Phua
4. Nicholas Ng
5. Siew Leng
6. Mei San
7. Hoong Lyn
8. Ser
9. Wan Ying
10. Zhong Zhu
Hope u all enjoy with this... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

Genting Trip 2009

2009-01-19T16:03:00.013+08:00

this is my second post of the day... haha... yeap... spend my weekend in Genting... hehe... wasn't much changes there... nothing much to say... let's let photos tell the story... hehe...

Saturday night is quite cold... can you see the mist??

wa... werewolf in Genting!!!

Argh... the reaper come after us!!!
A Mongolia fair was having there on Sunday afternoon... They are performing tradional Mongolia musical instrument... it looks like violin... haha...
the male performer with the traditional shirt...
the female performer...
can you believe these are made from palm leaf???
the dragon!!! i forgot how much they selling... 100+ bucks if not mistaken...
so this is the shifu who making all these... he is pro man...
this is his gallery... at first he don't allow me to take photos... but after i bought something only he allowed... speechless..

so... that is all about the trip of genting... can't do much thing as i only stayed 2 days and 1 night... haha...

~~v1nc3nt90

first week of UTAR reopening and UTAR Blood Dontaion Drive Jan 2009

2009-01-19T15:40:00.009+08:00

well... this is suppose the last week post... but i decided to post it today as i am at Genting last weekend...

well... the first week of reopening was quite boring and frustrating... boring is because most of the time i am staying at home as there are no class because tutorial class for the first week was cancel... so i have plenty of time staying in at home...

frustrating... is because of stupid UTAR management... a lot of things... car parking sticker application... even the number of student is my class the office can't comfirm with me... so how many notes should i photocopy for my class??? was really really frustrated with the management...

despite all those sad thing... we have a great dinner on last monday... a lot of seafoods!!! i love seafoods... hehe... let's see what we have...

Cuttlefish aka sotong... this is my favouite man...

and pranws... huge prawns are also my favourite... and...
wan tan... hehe... so those are ingredients for the night...
so... this is the prawn... Allen is trying to make tempura but the outcome wasn't looks like tempura... but it is nice though... (better than i dunno how to cook... hehe)

this is the cuttefish... i dunno what he is cooking cause he cooking with their Alor Setar style food which i never tried before... anyway... it is nice also... hehe...

so... on last thursday... i donated my blood as support to the blood donation campaign... hehe... this is my second time donating blood in UTAR...

this is when the nurse plugged the pin into my vein... hehe...

so here gone my 450ml of bloods... haha...

and so the first week of reopening was quite boring and frustrated... but happy because meeting with friends again... haha...

~~v1nc3nt90

我心

2009-01-10T23:41:00.004+08:00

窗外的天空是一片黑暗的

月亮和星星玩起了捉迷藏

全都躲在云后消失不见了

辽阔的天空只是黑暗一片

夜晚刮起的阵阵晚风好冷

就好像我的心一样地寒冷

back to kampar...

2009-01-10T23:04:00.004+08:00

finally... i am here again... in this small small small town... after driving for about 3 hours something... finally i am back to here again...

spend hours to clean my house right after reached here... was spend about 3 hours something... my house was like spider cave as spider web are all around the ceiling... went for dinner and some little shopping in Tesco Kampar... and that is my first day back to kampar...

well... i am quite in bad mood now... yeah... really really bad... but not because i am angry or sad... i am so damn disappoited with myself... =) really really damn disappointed... i think this is the first time i let myself so damn disappointed... i need some time and smiles i think... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

early in the morning...

2009-01-09T06:58:00.003+08:00

today i wake up quite early this morning... 4am in the morning... haha... dunno why... just can't sleep back... was thinking something in my mind... feels like raining but it has been a long time didn't rain already... hehe...

recently my mood feel like raining day... somehow i feel like moody...was keep on repeating thinking on the same thing... hmm... it doesn't related to me... just i am concerning... haiz... all what i can do is just wondering... nothing more...

actually i like raining day... it bring peace to my heart during raining day... i feel so warm in my room when the day was raining... and of course... peace... and i am expecting to see rainbow after rain... sounds like girlish or childish... but i do expecting... haha...

did you believe rainbow after rain???

*gambateh yor... hope you will walk out from that soon...*

~~v1nc3nt90

2009-01-08T12:12:00.003+08:00

feeling quite weird recently... haha... yeah... i gonna leave this small small town to another small small small town... yeap... going back kampar on this saturday... please note that i put triple small for kampar as it is really small... hehe...

during 3 months of holidays i am happy that i get know of a lot of new friends during my work... my colleagues are all very nice... having a quite nice time working together with them... but i guess it is time to say goodbye as i am going back to study again... and most of them are also will be resuming their study as school reopening...

during this 3 months i have worked for about 2 and the half months... and i gained a lot... not by working as i took back my previous job... by communicating with others... i get knew a lot of friends that are younger than me... younger generation... haha... they are working as part time as the school holidays... so they are my juniors... by working together with them... i gained a lot too... in the way of how they look at others and all... suddenly i feel like i am getting older... hoho... will be going to be 19 this year... last year of being a teenager... haha

despite that... i still feel like something has gone wrong... but i dunno why or what caused that... just feel like moody... but i guess it will be ok soon... recently i like to listen to light piano music... regreting for not learning piano when i was small... i believed that piano can heal moody soul...

tears might heal sorrow... but never let yourself drowing too much in tears... remember after every rain there are rainbow behind it...

~~v1nc3nt90

bored bored life..

2009-01-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

life was getting bored recently ... after resigning from my last job due to study... but i still have to wait for anohter 5 more days before i return to the campus... so life was dull now without friends... most of the friends went outstation to work as they are having holidays after STPM... sienz... there are nothing much i can do with staying in home all the days... bored bored...

wanna watch the movie "Bedtime Stories" by Adam Sandler... a comedy... but so sad... nobody will able to go as the school reopening already and most of my friends are busy with their study or work life... haiz...

The movie's Trailer

~~v1nc3nt90

Good Bye 2008 and Welcome 2009

2009-01-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

well... 2008 is history and now we are steping into 2009 already... time flies... 1 year has passed... haha... have my Christmas Eve in Melaka... hehe... quite fun because Melaka was celebrating Christmas every year... but i didn't go for any new year countdown... bored... hehe

well... new year, new style and new life... there are quite a lot of things that i didn't accomplished as i planned in 2008, so in 2009 i must accomplish them all... gambateh!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

tiny update...

2008-12-23T22:37:00.003+08:00

well... time to do some tiny update... hehe... super hyper damn boring stay at home almost everyday after resigned from my job... hehe... everyday keep on watching movie only... was watching Gems of Life 珠光宝气 recently... keep on waiting because i only can watch 1 episode per day only... because Astro will only play the new episode each day...

well... still considering whether wanna go Singapore for New Year Eve or not... my mum is going... lefting me undesided... haha... should i go???

well... nothing much to say anymore... think this Christmas will be a quite boring one... haha... thinking going back Kampar on 9 or 10 Januay...

p.s. I wanted an LG Cookie so much...

~~v1nc3nt90

Dyed again!!

2008-12-20T01:10:00.005+08:00

hehe... i get my hair dyed again... this time i added some highlight and dyed... hehe... still feel okok la after that... haha...

was resigned from my job last Sunday... finally free... haha... that is why i dyed my hair now... my work didn't allowed us to dye hair... must jaga image... so i only can dye after resign...

well... was planned to go traveling before going back Kampar for my new semester... still don't have any planned yet... still planning... any suggestion???

p.s. i am not ss (shock sendiri) king... ==

~~v1nc3nt90

tiny update...

2008-12-15T02:58:00.006+08:00

went to pikom pc fair in Melaka last weekend... hehe... drive about 40 minutes to there... the pc fair was held in Mahkota Parade... a little bit jamp there... but a lot better than KL la... KL pikom was held in KLCC... i will never drive there again during pc fair... lolx...

anywhere... Mahkota Parade is decorated for the coming christmas already... merry merry chirstmas... i love christmas... haha... remind me the movie Alvin and the Chipmunks... hehe... well... took some photos there...

LED xmas tree... hehe...

an event was helding there when i took this photos... something about kid...
i like the deco there... hehe

well... went to the 2nd floor for the pc fair after that... bought something unnecessary things there... so there gone my few hundred bucks... and guess what... 8gb Kingston pendrive sold RM46 here only... imagine i bought a 2gb pendrive with 100++ 3 or 4 years ago... ==

went to McD for my brunch... was planned to go burger king geh but there are a long queue there... having my favourite Spicy Chicken McDeluxe... too bad the Sundae promotion was ended... RM2 only... hehe... so order 2 banana pies... i don't like apple pies... hehe...

was trapped in traffic jam when the time went back... and it is start raining already... took 1 and the half hour to reach Muar... thanks to traffic jam... ==

was planning to go Gening for the coming Christmas... but may be my friend will helding a Christmas Party... and may be also will just stay at Muar... hehe... There will be Santa Claus in Wetex Parade for the coming Christmas Eve... where should i go???

p.s. i still undecided what Christmas Gift should i give to you... =p

~~v1nc3nt90

I'm back!!!

2008-12-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since my last update my little messy and dusty bloggy... hehe... and now i am back... wakaka...

Christmas christmas is just around the corner... yeah!!! and christmas = gift and party... hehe... was invited for several christmas party... but i'm trying to organize one with friends... haha... more fun with friends right... haha... after last year my worst Christmas ever this year must repay it back... haha...

went to wetex parade this afternoon... and found quite many christmas tree there... ^^ and guess what... Santa Claus will be there on every Saturday and Sunday night this month... yeah... Love it... lolx... a little bit over excited... haha... Christmas wert???

planning to resign from work to travel... hehe... must enjoy our vacation right beside work... haha... let's see... may be i will went to genting again... may be Pulau Langkawi... May be Singapore also... My mum planning to go Hong Kong... but i wasn't so intersted with that... haha... well... i think i will travel in Malaysia for this year... Enjoy driving... XD

Recently i keep on repeating one song... hehe... Jason Mraz's songs... I'm Yours... Love his voice... Love the lyrics... hehe...

"So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm Sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours.."

so... what you want for your christmas gift??? hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

random post...

2008-10-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

it has been a while since the last time i sit in front of my computer and update my little and dusty bloggy... haha... it is quite tiring everyday after work... then hanging out with friends after work... until 12am or something only went back... take a bath and went to slumberland...

quite much things in my mind recently... hehe... a lot of things... and it is like i always think up a lot of things... haha... thinking too much... haha...

ot is good although it is tiring to work whole day... from 9:00am to 10:00pm... or earned a lot... so it worth... haha... i was thinking... a lot of things required someone take an action first... hmm... i dunno how to describe though... haha... haiz... may be i just let it go by itself... haha... let's see what will happen... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

back to work...

2008-10-08T09:14:00.002+08:00

finally i take up a job for this long and superb boring 3 months holiday... earning some pocket money... hehe... took back my last job during 5 months holidays after SPM... went back to Yong Sheng Confectionary... a lot of new faces... except for supeviser and manager... others i didn't now them at all... hehe...

the good thing is knowing more people... hehe... and seriously i still not yet get used with the job as i worked at there 1 year before this... so got to take some time before i can followed back... haha... well... nothing much to talk about as i just started my job yesterday... =p

Now I am Yong Sheng boy again... hehe

~~v1nc3nt90

it is so... random...

2008-10-02T22:50:00.015+08:00

haha... this is gonna be a long long and random post... an update for my absense in this blog for around 1 and the half months... hehe...

well... finally exam was over... and i was like... dead... oh my god... for the first time i having exam until so panic in the exam room... gosh... i think i flunked my Accounting paper... others... er... business law was another subject i might flunked it... haha... others still ok i think... gosh... can't imagine when the result came out what wll be mine... =.=

haha... this is how my study table looks like when exam time... hehe

and...

this is the floor... haha... lazy wanna clean up during exam... no mood also... hehe

went to Genting Highland on 29 of September 2008... stayed 2 days there... haha... having fun there after the horrible exam... hehe... hmm... nothing much different there as last time i went there... well... still having fun at outdoor theme park... haha...

this is the room we stayed for 2 nights... Highland Resort...
Outdoor Theme Park View...

Ferris Wheel... I don't quite like Ferris Wheel after the last time i took it until wanna vomit... because last time i played it just after having my dinner... =.=

Dinosaur land in Genting... too bad i didn't went there as i thought it was kid's play... hehe...

Ready to fly??? The Space Shoot was really fun... hehe...

Gateway to Heaven??? Lolz... jkjk... =.=

Spinner!!! quite fun also... although it is kid's play also... XP
I believe I Can Fly...

Genting Night View from my room...

Day View...
Feel Like I can touch the Clouds...

Still got a lot lot photos i took... but too lazy to upload all... hehe... so just post up these photos only... haha... just let photos to tell the story la... haha... and i went to the Disco in Genting... erm... Named Forest if not mistaken... wasn't that fun there... but at least it is safe there... hehe...

~there are some promises that i can't fullfill... haiz...

~~v1nc3nt90

tag...

2008-08-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

First the rules:
1) Post these rules before you give your facts
2) List 8 random facts about yourself
3) At the end of your post, choose (tag) 8 people and list their name, linking to them
4) Leave a comment on their blog, letting them know they've been tagged

Then the facts...
1) I like to travel... but the facts is i alway travel alone... hehe... especially when i am not in mood... I wish to travel to England, Japan, and Maldives...

2) I wish to own a DSLR to replace my compact camera... Nikon D80 would be a suitable choice for me... and Traveling is never apart with camera... hehe...

3) I knew that i am ego... but just can't help with it... =P

4) Final Exam is coming... but i am still haven't start my revision yet... hehe...

5) I love Spicy Chicken McDeluxe very much... Everytime i went to McD will sure order for this... hehe...

6) I love music a lot... no music no life... I wish to learn piano when i was small... but can't make it since i choosed to learn mental calculation... so sad.... =(

7) I am always undecisive when come to an optional choice... i will rather choose both... haha... that is why sometimes i will rather to leave the decision for others... but im very decisive in my duty or works... hehe...

8) I believed happy-go-lucky... everything will be fine at the end... after every rain there will be a rainbow...

well that is all of this tag and now i am tagging...

~~Mei San
~~pheyven
~~jasmine phua
~~kelvin
~~keat soon
~~eliza
~~hoong lyn
~~wei yong

~~v1nc3nt90

Photos for Full Thorttle Ipoh 2008...

2008-08-29T21:32:00.013+08:00

Here are some photos that i took for Full Thorttle Ipoh 2008...

For more photos about the autoshow... kindly visit to my multiply account at http://v1nc3ntevil.multiply.com Will much appreciate if you can leave a feedback for me... hehe... thanks...

~~v1nc3nt90

just feel like writing...

2008-08-28T01:43:00.002+08:00

again... without any purposes... i wrote this post... haha... out of sudden i am so eager to write this post... haha... that is me... i only write when i am feel like to write... hm... nothing much about this post... just wanna express what i feel now...

i miss someone right now... hehe... especially in late night like now... wish that she will be happy always... i will do what i can to make her happy... i spend my last weekend in Ipoh... most of the time i was there because of the Autoshow... from morning to midnight everyday... i planned to buy BR for you as i am in Ipoh but too bad... by the time i ended my duty the shop was closed already...

but finally... i bought it on Tuesday... haha... which is yesterday... in fact... i porsposely went to Ipoh for that... just wanna buy you the BR... still remember when i give to you and your smile move me... let me feel it worth it... hehe...

today (wednesday) wasn't a lucky day for me... =( my hard disk failed and all my data gone... including songs, videos, movies and most importantly, my photos... photos are memories for me... i never delete any single photos... sigh... really sad about this... but what to do??? formated my computer this morning and i am still installing software for my computer... sigh... hopes that tomorrow will be a better day... hehe...

recently... things seems like just can't get it right in this moment... haiz... hoping miracle will happen on me... hehe... i used to believe happy-go-lucky and i still believe... hope it wouldn't dissapointing me... still remember someone told me that... "after every rain there are rainbow behind it..." seriously i forget where i heard this phrase but i still remember it... hope i can get out of this rain soon and meet the rainbow... hehe...

hoping for a miracle... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

Full Throtte Autoshow Ipoh 2008

2008-08-25T01:03:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Full Throtte Autoshow Ipoh 2008... I think i have a lot of things to say... haha... we went there as event photographer for that show... and now only i knew it is not easy to be an event photographer... because this is the first time i took up the duty as offical event photographer...

it is damn tiring... we have to reach there at 11am something... then the event will keep on continue till the midnight 1am something... so i am carrying all those tripod, bag, DSLR all the way during the event... it is so damn heavy... haha... but it was a really nice and rare experience for me...

durint this event... we learned a lot of things... not only gaining experience as an event photographer... but also some photographing skill like paning, and many more i cant remember the name but i know how to capture it... and of course... learned about people also... how people treating you for some purposes... although i knew it... still... i can't really acecpt it...

will try to update photos on another fine days as i wanna sleep now... really tired and i still have class tomorrow... night...

~~v1nc3nt90

Car Show in Kampar night...

2008-08-20T02:00:00.005+08:00

Well... went to car show at Westlake there yesterday... The show was organized by Full Throttle as a promotion for their show this weekend at Ipoh... I will be going to Ipoh for this event as a offical event photograher... hehe... save my RM15 for ticket... yeah... hehe...

took some photos during the preview but too bad i took with my handphone only as i didn't bring my camera along... i just woke up that time... still blur blur when i was there... haha... there are about 20 cars showing there but only four cars are the offical show cars... others are just helping the promotion as freinds... well.. i was quite impressed by those cars there... they modified it i think a few ten thousands for those body kits and sound systems...

want to watch the drifting show as they will perform but too bad cops are there... so the show ended earlier as there are not supposed to have these activities as there are places for student... so there are nothing we ca do... haiz... well... that make me expect a lot for this weekend... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

UTAR Perak campus sport carnival 2008 was over...

2008-08-18T02:21:00.002+08:00

yeap... there it go the 2 days of UTAR perak campus sport carnival 2008... the overall champion falls to foundation and following by FBF... i was representing FBF for volleyball but sadly i didn't win... haha... never mind la... seriously i learned a lot after this sport carnival... lose or win doesn't matter to me... as long as we tried...

beside that... i got serious sunburn... oh my god... got any way to become fair in a short time??? i really need it... haha.... now i looks like orang asli... haha.... and very unlucky... i cramped my leg during the tug-of-war competition... sigh... beside that my whole body pain because i fall too many time just to save the balls... haiz... but still we lost... =p Well... i still got a lot of things to write... but somehow i don't have the mood for it now... hehe...

and thanks for your supporting... this 2 days was very fun with you are there with me... thank you...

~~v1nc3nt90

just feel like writing...

2008-08-11T03:47:00.003+08:00

it is 3:48am now and by right i should be sleeping now but i didn't... just can't get into sleep the whole night... insomnia??? dunno... after a quite tough training this afternoon i should be damn tired and can sleep well... but it just doesn't work... haha... i like still have energizes for another training session... haha...

nothing special about this post... but just feel like writing... hmm... seriously i didn't write blog often these few days... doesn't have mood for that... haha... i admit i am quite a emotion person... my decisions are influenced by my current mood... that is why most of the times i am making silly and stupid decisions... sigh... what to do???

feeling quite bad these few days... that is my mood... but i have to pretend like nothing to other... i believe most of my friends doesn't know actually i was down for quite a long time already... i think i cover it up very well... haha...

exam are over... assignment also over... now i have 4 weeks to enjoy my days without any assignments and tests... by right i should be enjoying... but nope... i didn't... sigh... test result bad??? nope... i still satisfied with my result so far... it is just because quite a lot of things went oppositely with what i think... i might be expecting on something... but most of the time it disappointed me... sigh...

i knew this is part of life also... things wouldn't always get it right with what you expect... thins is life... but it seems like too long for me!!! i am quite in desperate and frustrated... really... i used to believe happy-go-lucky... and i am still now... but hoping everything will be fine soon... really...

i seldom will share my feelings with other friends... in fact... i seldom show my problems with them... no matter how close we are... i wouldn't simply share it... i dunno why but i just wouldn't... that is why i will pretend like nothing in front of them... but seriously inside myself i am getting tired already... hoping someone pop out and lead me out of this hole... i am getting tired of pretending...

i knew a lot of friends are care about me... my housemates... my friends... but i just wou;dn't simply share it... may be this is what i get used with because since i am small i seldom share my feeling with others also... that is why i am always giving other think i am a very cool person... and ego... haha... i admit i am ego de... seriously... i never denied it... but that is me... what you expect me to do???

i am a very weird person... haha... i will pretend in front of others... but i will take off the mask in front of my loved one... haha... i will share everything with her... but that is almost a year ago since my last relationship... if you ask me will i think of starting another one... my answer might be yes... haha... but seriously... i wouldn't made any emotional decision this time... i don't wanna what happened happen again... i wouldn't feel good for that... and sometime i am thinking i am really sorry for the girl... i know i am hurting her quite badly last time... sigh... but what passed has passed... that is nothing i can do now...

wish to start a new chapter in my life... May I???

~~v1nc3nt90

movie spree...

2008-08-05T20:15:00.003+08:00

QT test was over.... presentation was over... finally all over... haha... and what waiting me is the final exam only... whee... so... i'm taking break before the study leave and exam... hehe... and guess what??? movie spree now... haha... watch a lot lot of movies these few days...

well... Hancock is a nice movie... just finish watching... although the ending wasn't so satisfied... it was a really nice movie... because it is Will Smith... my favourite artist man... haha... then watch You Don't Mess With Zohan... another comedy... haha... Zohan was really incredible... haha... then watch Meet Dave... seriously... meet Dave wasn't that good with what i expected... it was quite boring at some time... other it is good...

planned to go ipoh to watch Mummy 3: The Tomb of Dragon Emperor... haha... because those kind of movie feel different if you watch in cinema.... totally different with watching with your LCD... haha... waititng for this weekend again.. hehe...

Zohan Rocks!!!

The Newxt movie that i am waiting... Mummy 3...

~~v1nc3nt90

点点滴滴...

2008-08-01T22:18:00.004+08:00

经过不知多久的ＱＴ, ＱＴ, ＱＴ后... 决定暂时放下notes... 让自己休息休息一下... 时间过得好快... 真的好快... 一眨眼... 现在已是week10了... 再多五个星期就考final exam了... 感觉上好像刚刚才开学而已... 真的... 好快...

回头想想... foundation已经过了... 真的好快... 有时真的希望自己还是在foundation上着课... 但... 很讽刺的是... 当我在foundation的时候却一直想着快一点上degree... haiz... 人的确很多时候都是很矛盾的... 真的...

想起了以前中学时期的我... 整天都在想着SPM毕业过后会走什么路... 离开学校... 离开家里过着自己的生活会是怎么样的生活... 现在... 一切都实现了... 再也没有学校... 没有早上7:25 就要到学校的约束... 完全没有了... 等待着我的是走向象牙塔之门... 一个比较自由... 比较没这么多的约束的生活... 可是在这过程中... 又开始怀念之前的生活了... 怀念家里温暖的被窝... 怀念家里煮的住家菜... 人... 真的是很矛盾的...

回头想想... 这十八年的岁月中... 经历了许多许多的东西和事情... 虽然没有什么英雄事迹... 只有平平凡凡的我... 没有什么历经沧海桑田或轰轰烈烈的爱情史... 只有平平凡凡的一些小故事... 这些小小的回忆对某些人来说微不足道... 但对我来说却是我的回忆... 回忆让我知道我没白活过... 让我知道自己在某某时段做了些什么... 认识了什么样的人...

回忆... 对我来说就像书里的每一章... 人的一生是一本书... 都是由许多小小的章节组成的... 有的章节是属于我个人的... 有的却是和别人一起拥有的... 有的人从一开始就出现直到最后一章... 有的却出现在一两章就消失了... 但却在编者的心里留下很大的感触... 有的出现一下后就被编者遗忘了... 时间... 是一种考验... 但世上很多事往往都是经不起时间的考验... 俗语也有说:"夕阳无限好, 只是近黄昏." 可见很多东西都是短暂的...

当然... 我还有很大段的路要走... 无论前面的路是怎么样的... 我都会勇敢的去面对... 回忆... 只能成为历史... 只能记住... 不可能会重来... 所以勇敢的去面对... 才是真正应该做的... 感谢现在所拥有的一切... 朝着梦想出发...

希望你能和我一起编写属于我们的故事...

~~v1nc3nt90

~~and here the story goes on...~~

柳暗花明又一村

不管了

煎熬- 李佳薇

静思己过

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Let's Pray for those Victims..

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My wonder.. My ponder.. part 7

of VIVA presentation 25/2/2011

I'm back..!

没那么简单...

Draw With Me

宁静的夜晚...

i'm back!!!

6 December 2009

26 November 2009 outing...

rainbow after rain??

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友...

crazy us with crazy moment...

下雨天...

曾经...

寂寞. 好了

随笔-2

how can i get rid of these???

时间 v.s. 感觉

感叹...

Rest In Peace... My Friend...

my new personal blog...

给buddy的一段话...

随笔-1

update update again...

update update...

recent thought...

some memories are just meant to be kept...

凌晨luu...

Rest in Peace- Yoshito Usui 1958- 2009

我心呻吟...

come to the junction again...

T8 Class Gathering on 27/8/2009

I thought the sunshine has appeared, but it seems like just an illusion...

H1N1 in UTAR Perak Campus!!!

free~~

check this out...

new title for my blog!!

smile..

i wanna escape!!!

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i have thousands words to say...

my wonder... my ponder part 6

hard to describe...

sometime i hope that i have a space for myself too...

it is just the beginning...

we went for McD and....

assignment, mid term test and tutorial...

love? loved?

recent life...

auntie's wedding ^^

update update!!!

Super Comeback!!!

10 April 2009

Glory Glory United!!!

belated photos...

So... this is the Earth Hour in Kampar...

Earth Hour 2009

Finally... everything passed...

雨的印记...

tiny update...

so call my v-day

first time to KTM station...

Long Long Night...

Last day of Chinese New Year...

Gimme More!!!

Genting Trip 2009

first week of UTAR reopening and UTAR Blood Dontaion Drive Jan 2009

我心

back to kampar...

early in the morning...

and here the story goes on...