love? loved?

read a few blogs just now... friends blog... wondering something... it seems like quite a lot of friends are writing about love... love... what a scary words... why scary? because it can make you extreamly happy, and at the same time it can also make you extreamly sad and down... or even worst...

haiz... seems like recently most of my friends are not that happy in that... hehe... read their blog again and again... leave some comment if i able to... the same question keep on appearing in my mind... actually what is love about? i dunno... or more precisely... i am not sure about that... haha...

and oh ya... the love they talking is not about family love or friendship love... it is about relationship love... well... my last relationship is about 1 years ago... and yeah i will still miss her sometimes... the thing is... we are even worst than friend... i mean after broke up our relationship become even worse than before... i dunno but somehow it happened... and that is the thing i am regreting until now... not the relationship but is what happened after the relationship...

hmm... sometime when i remind back i was really confusing... do we love each others?? if yes, we shouldn't become like this, i mean at least we can still be friend right even after broke up... but now it seems like we are avoiding each other... why would we become like this after the relationship broke? that is the thing i wonder about love... it really weird....

but the good thing about love is memories... nothing preserve longer than memories does... but i understand no matter what... memories are just what they are... haha... i wouldn't let myself keep on drowing in memories only... i believed someday i will meet someone who is willing to listen to my story, and perhaps, defined love for me... who know?? so good luck, my friends, and also to myself... =P hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90