Monday, July 27, 2009

check this out...

chech this out... this is freaking hilarious!!! but it is a little bit exaggerated and scary... but a good laugh for release stress... XD

new title for my blog!!

has replaced my old bloggy title which has been used for about two years... thinking of make a changing because i think the old title was a little bit childish for me already... haha... anywhere... my story still go on... and i preserve that...

should start my auditing revision as i will take the stupid mid term tomorrow... but it seems like i haven't start any revision yet... almost fall asleep when i trying to read my slides... hehe... my first paper was like... erm... ngam ngam cukup makan only... haha... at least more than half la... =P so second paper should work harder for it... but i am just lazy... sigh... =(

should i throw my laptop out from my window or throw my pillow downstair to elimate distractions?? =P i hate exams... T.T

~~v1nc3nt90

Sunday, July 26, 2009

smile..

smile increase the value of the face
smile brighten up your day and people around you
but sometime it is really hard to put a smile on the face
as there are a lot of problem we have to face
but still... no matter what happened
life still goes on
and we shouldn't let people around us worried about
share what bothering you and listen to them
so
smile ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i wanna escape!!!

yeap... i am so so so tired with everything...
assignments... mid terms... assignments...
and bla bla bla non stop mid terms...
i am so sick of all these!!!
so so so wanna escape from all these...
sad...
it is not like we never tried that...
i mean lack of time...
but this time the feeling is so different...
i can really put my efforts and the willingness...
sigh...
shouldn't nagging so much...
fine...
still have to face the truth right?
i think may be what i need is just a hug...
no no... shouldn't be emo... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

...

wa... never thought year 2 will be so damn hard... some more it is just trimester 1 only... T.T just took my bloody Advance Financial Accounting test yesterday... and it looks like i flunk for my second paper already... sob... the first paper was Auditing... so far i have took 2 tests but i don't have confident at both two also... and seriously this is the first time i feel so so so so so not confident... T.T

i knew year 2 will be harder than before... but i never thought it will be so damn hard... some more both of the test was conducted in multiple choice question that i thought will be easier... but end up i prefer structural question more... because the choices given in mcq was too similar and i only can choose 1 among all... if structural i can write only whatever i want... haha... that is the main different... sob...

seems like have to put more efforts on study and no more honeymoon mood for year 2 life already... i can't hardly imagine what will happen in year 3 if i have flunk my year 2 papers... gosh... can't imagine that... =.=" i hate study!!!

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, July 16, 2009

i have thousands words to say...

i have thousand of words to say
but at last i still keep it inside my heart
still... i don't have the courage to speak it out
i am so afraid that the thing will get worst
so i rather keeping it some more
perhaps that is how the story should ended
and oh ya
today is your birthday
happy birhtday

~~v1nc3nt90

Sunday, July 12, 2009

my wonder... my ponder part 6

hoho... this is the part 6 of my wonder... my ponder... haha... the last part which is part 5 was written on March 2008 which is about 1 year and 3 months ago... haha... was boring just now... so read back what i have written before and decided to write this post...

read back those posts i written in year 2008... and i start to wonder am i the 1 who wrote all those posts??? haha... because when i read back... i found out that sometime i am too emotional in dealing something especially about relationship... i dunno why but somehow i think that was too silly or may be childish to do that in that particullar time... haha... it is hard for you to admit that you yourself are childish right?

but at least... i think i learned as time passed... i learned to accept the facts and believed there are something really out of our own control... and something it is not like if you pay very very hard work then it will have positive result... sometime it just make the situation worst... there are a lot of things i shouldn't have done it but i did... and the thinking was too selfish that time...

and of course... to learn... you need to pay... and i have pay quite a lot to learned those... but i at least i gained and now i can think in a better way... no pain no gain right?? if i am able to change... i hope i can go back and make a different... but i know it is impossible.. so no need to think about that... haha...

the past has passed... the memories are nice... but they are what they are... the lessons are pain... but we gained from that... so no point we live in memories but we shall march towards the future... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Thursday, July 9, 2009

hard to describe...

it is quite hard to describe how i feeling now...
somehow, i dunno why...
it feels like i have feeling down suddenly...
influenced by someone??
i am not sure about that...
stressed???
nope... it doesn't feel like...
may be i was just tired...
i hope it is...
because there are still a lot of things waiting for me to do...
can't fall down right now yet...
i must preserve...
i'm emo... so what??? =)

~~v1nc3nt90

sometime i hope that i have a space for myself too...

*note: this is a post dedicated and respond to another post written by someone...

sometime i hope that i can put everything that on my shoulder down and escape to a place which i can do whatever i want... i know it might sounds emo but that is exactly what i wish to do at that time... but after that... when i look back... i will wonder why... why i will thinking bout such stupid things that time... it might be fun though... =)

sometime i hope i could find a cliff so i can shout as loud as i want... i might be shouting name of the person who make me angry or the guys who pissed me up... or may be just to releasing stress... then after i shout out i still can hear my own echo... isn't fun?? but too bad i can't find any cliff in malaysia yet... haha =(

life is not fooling with you... but it is showing you the another face of it... at first it might be showing you a nice face... but it can turn 180 degree and change into a totally different face... but... remember... that is how we grow... we grow more and more as we fell more and more... remember no pain no gain... that is what i told to myself when life is playing fool with me... so since the past itself is destined... why we should think of it some more??? in fact, we should try to change the future... right?

i know sometime we might said that it is ok... it is over already and i am fine ^^ or something like that... but in our heart is it really so?? only yourself know you the best right?? i believe for some of the things... time is the best medicine... so might be we just let it be... that will be better for us too...

so... cheers up ya!! v(^.^)v i know it may be useless and sounds so old... but i still have to say... haha... life will be different if you try to look at it at another position... ^^ if you need a listener... i am willing to lend you my ears... haha.... ^^ as what you did before this... thanks...

*p.s. if you wanna shout out... i know there is such a place in kampar... can bring u there if u want... hehe... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, July 6, 2009

it is just the beginning...

staying up the whole night yesterday just for the stupid 20 pages Pengajian Malaysia assignment... damn it... this has totally ruined my normal life and turn it upside down... haha... but still... able to go to class this morning and stay awake until 4pm today... sleep for a few hours later and luckily the meeting for photography society was postponed to tommorrow... if not i will be definately skip for the meeting...

the pengajian malaysia assignment was down... but there are more to come... gonna have my auditing test tomorrow and Miss Sitra has ordered not to fail... haha... so i guess i need to burn midnight oil again tonight...

today is really tiring... lack of sleep, busy with works and of course... worry for my pengajian assignment as i have did some critique on the history when giving our opinion... hehe... but i guess that is the purpose of history right?

but i know this is just the begining of horrible weeks... weeks 7 my schedule will be fully packed with presentation, assignment due date, tests and especially the AIS test which i think i didn't follow up any chapter which is been taught... =.=" so i guess study myself is the only way...

ok la... should continue with my auditing revision... Sitra said it will be a tough test with tricky question... hope she is just tried to frighten us and make us study... =P

~~v1nc3nt90

Friday, July 3, 2009

we went for McD and....

yesterday after pengajian malaysia class we were thinking where to settle our lunch... so Shawn suggested why not we went to McD for our lunch since we can't decide to go anywhere in Kampar... at first i thought he was just suggesting without any action to be taken, but after a while all agreed and the destination was set... haha... that surprice me because usually we just talk for fun only...

fine, so we start our journey... hehe... i fetch kenny, sim huae, sheau ping and yin ping while shawn, nicholas, kenneth and ah poey will take motorbike there... it was about a 30 minutes trip from kampar... hehe... pity they have to ride motor under the sun...

so when we reached McD at Jalan Gopeng, Sheau Ping suggested since we have came to here, why not we went for Jusco for movies??? haha... and that was really out of our plan earlier since we just planned for McD only... ah poey wasn't interested at first because he is taking motorbike, but after persuaded by kenneth mow then he agree to go also... the thing make me surprice (again... hehe) is kenneth mow agree with that also because before this he will never skip any class... even he is late he will still going for class... and we have class at 6pm and that time was around 1pm something, so if we went for movie for sure we wouldn't make it for the class... so it is quite surprising when kenneth agreed with that and persuaded ah peoy to go also... may be he is influenced by us... no no, not us but them, i also wouldn't skip class de... see i am a good boy right? lolx...

so when we reached jusco we went for Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen... but only 5 of us because other has watched it... so they went for Ice Age 3... haha... Transformer rocks man, and Jetfire is soooooo damn cool!!! haha... for me he is the most cool character in the movie, and i like the most when he merge with Optimus Prime... they are so cool man... haha... overall it was a really nice movie and i really love it a lot... hehe...

it is a really nice movie, if you haven't watch it... it is recommanded... haha...

p.s. i wanna watch Ice Age 3... i heard from they all it was so funny... haha...

p.s.s finally was in good mood after so many days of depressed... hehe... ^^

~~v1nc3nt90

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

assignment, mid term test and tutorial...

feeling quite uncomfortable these few days... a little bit sore throat... lack of sleep i think... feeling really tire today... as our class ended at 8pm... i hate 8pm class... because after dinner i have only very limited time to do my tutorial... that is why i always didn't do... =P not i am lazy ya... haha.. =.="

week 6 approaching and it mean it is time for assignment and mid term... first of all it is Pengajian Malaysia Assignment due date on next Monday... and i need to finish a minimun 15 pages of report this weekend... OH MY GODNESS!!!! 15 pages is not an easy job you know... more over the mid term test for Auditing is on Tuesday... and Our lecturer and tutor Miss Sitra said it will be quite hard to score as the question are very tricky... we need a very strong understanding to the topics we learn... and i have to do the report for English For Business... and i really don't wanna be the final editor as my grammar sucks man... i can write crappy english but not proper english...

later on we still have presentation on AFA, Pengajian Malaysia, and an individual oral presentation... lot of tutorial and revision i need to fo as Advance Financial Accounting (AFA) is really a tough subject... a lot of accounting standard which called FRS we need to memorize... FRS5, FRS116 and bla bla bla... it feel like i am study for Business Law... but the worst is AIS (Accounting Information System). I don't understand what the heck the lecturer is teaching at all... and i believe 99% of student don't understand also as we can't understand his english... the only solution is study yourself... if not better prepare a RM700 for repeat this subject next trimester...

sigh... need to countinue my assignment liao... so damn sleepy a!!!! *yawn*

p.s. i hate those little green bugs in kampar... so damn itchy when they bite you... and it is every where in kampar... forced to off my lights...

p.s.s good bye and RIP for the greatest performer in the world, MJ, you are truely a legend!!!

~~v1nc3nt90