hoho... this is the part 6 of my wonder... my ponder... haha... the last part which is part 5 was written on March 2008 which is about 1 year and 3 months ago... haha... was boring just now... so read back what i have written before and decided to write this post...
read back those posts i written in year 2008... and i start to wonder am i the 1 who wrote all those posts??? haha... because when i read back... i found out that sometime i am too emotional in dealing something especially about relationship... i dunno why but somehow i think that was too silly or may be childish to do that in that particullar time... haha... it is hard for you to admit that you yourself are childish right?
but at least... i think i learned as time passed... i learned to accept the facts and believed there are something really out of our own control... and something it is not like if you pay very very hard work then it will have positive result... sometime it just make the situation worst... there are a lot of things i shouldn't have done it but i did... and the thinking was too selfish that time...
and of course... to learn... you need to pay... and i have pay quite a lot to learned those... but i at least i gained and now i can think in a better way... no pain no gain right?? if i am able to change... i hope i can go back and make a different... but i know it is impossible.. so no need to think about that... haha...
the past has passed... the memories are nice... but they are what they are... the lessons are pain... but we gained from that... so no point we live in memories but we shall march towards the future... ^^
~~v1nc3nt90
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