柳暗花明又一村

这几天的心情真的可以用大起大落来形容.. 老实说我自己也是蛮朦胧的.. 完完全全没办法预知下一秒会发生什么事情.. 一切都是很突然的.. 突然的变换, 然后到突然的决定, 再到突然的消息, 最后是突然的结局.. 比坐过山车还要的刺激.. 可是一点都不好玩..

一个人在高速公路上行驶.. 一路上都下着大雨.. 而且还是大地看不清楚路的那种..一路上有四起车祸.. 其中一起整辆车已四脚朝天了.. 可是当下的我并不害怕, 惊慌.. 因为我知道只要过了这段路, 雨就会停了.. 会柳暗花明又一村.. 雨后出现彩虹.. 可是当我到达时, 才发现原来万事怎能如我意.. 就这样开始了我大约五个小时的游荡..

现在回想.. 昨天的经历可说是目前为止我最朦胧的一次.. 完完全全漫无目的地在一个我蛮熟悉可是却感觉很陌生的地方游荡.. 头很痛.. 很想躺下休息.. 但却看不到目的地.. 就连我冷静的头脑也没办法思考了..

当一个人在绝望的时候.. 突然一道曙光出现原来真的能治疗一切.. 突如其来的一行字改变了一切.. 包挂我的决心和心情.. 让周围的一切都亮了起来..

经历了这次后.. 才发现原来失而获得的心情.. 那感觉.. 我相信我一辈子都不会忘.. 感觉上像是获得重生了.. 不是生命的重生.. 而是那种失去后又获得的心情..  请恕我无法用言语表达.. 但却会烙印在我心里.. 这件事也让我对某些东西的看法改变了.. 更加的珍惜.. 但愿我能在各方面都能做到最好.. 就当作是鞭策自己进步的其中一个..

可是想到明天又要做工.. 难免有一点blue.. 唉.. 好想下个星期快点来到哦.. 此时此刻的我带着充满期待的心情等待着下星期的到来.. 希望不会令我失望.. 加油!!

现在最重要的是客服我的Monday Blue.. 冲!!! 冲!!! 冲!!!

不管了

我不管了!!
豁出去了!!
决定了就不要再想那么多!!
冲啊!!!

煎熬- 李佳薇

早知道
你只是只飞鸟
拥抱后
手中只剩下
羽毛
当初你又何必浪费
那么多咖啡和玫瑰
来打扰


我想要
安静地思考
天平上
让爱恨不再
动摇
一想你就平衡不了
我关灯还是关不掉
这风暴


心一跳
爱就开始煎熬
每一分
每一秒
火在烧
烧成灰有多好
叫思念
不要吵
我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞
再和好


得不到
也不要乞讨
怎么做
不需要别人
转告
在陷得太深的海底
我也只剩下我自己
能依靠


心一跳
爱就开始煎熬
每一分
每一秒
火在烧
烧成灰有多好
叫思念
不要吵
我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞
再和好
我相信我已经快要
是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面对
下一个


拥抱

静思己过

静思己过..

自己反省一下自己做的事..

或许有时候真的需要人家狠狠地把点醒..

每件事都有正负两面， 虽然有些东西我不赞同，但我也不可忽略它另一面所带来的教训

或许有时候被人家挫挫一下锐气，才会看得和学到更多东西..

老实说我已忘了多年来所学到的处事待人的硬道理..

忘了遇上什么人该说什么样的话， 做出什么样的样子..

或许是许久已没遇到挫折..

哈..

所以说有时候跌倒也不是坏事..

就当做在我正式踏入职场前先的一些重新温习..

以免到时候才犯这些错误..

希望我能抱着小强打不死的精神，反省后再出发!!!

加油!!!

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近来， 确实很多事情发生.. 两个人的恋情一旦受到了距离的影响，再好再甜蜜也是会受到考验. 不知为何，我却看不出问题的所在.. 是我对自己太有信心了吗？ 又还是我抱着太乐观的看法看待距离对感情的影响.

昨天发生的事情狠狠地把我刮醒了，原来很多事并不想我们所想的那样简单，很多东西不说出口，并不代表没有问题，而只是没有说出口罢了..

此时此刻，我的心还是处于懵懂的状态，迟迟进入不了状态. 我的思绪有点乱， 难道真的是我们两个人的性格不和吗？ 可是若性格不和不是应该在两个人在一起的时候更为明显吗？ 反而我们是在分开后才有这样的问题.. 这.. 又是为什么呢？

想起了一段在你部落里的一句话..我的天空.. 今天有点灰..

今天的天气也很配合我的心情.. 都是灰灰的..

雨后总是会有彩虹的出现..

看开

不在对某些东西执着

放开一点

心

也自然宽一点

加油!!

Let's Pray for those Victims..

always heard people saying.. 人, 虽然称是世上智慧最高的生物, 但在大自然的面前也是一样, 无助的.. it means that human can be said as the most intelligent living creature in the earth.. but we are still hopeless in front of the force of nature..

On 11 March 2011, a magnitude 8.9 earthquake hit Sendai (仙台) in Tohoku Region and caused a 10 meter high tsunami hit areas around there.. thousands dead and lost.. this happened just a few days after earthquake in Christchurch, New Zealand and Yunnan, China..

my deepest condolence to all the victims of natural disaster.. seriously.. i really think that our life is so fragile.. and so hopeless when we are in front of force of nature.. what happened to our mother earth..? is it just an coincident for all these natural disaster happened at the same time or its signaling for something..?

natural disaster is unavoidable, but how about those uprising happened in Middle East..? Are those really unavoidable..? stock market shoot down, oil price increased what else could we expect..? The economic losses in Northeast Japan because of the Earthquake and Tsunami estimated to be around $183 billion.. and this amount is about the same with GDP of Malaysia for the year 2009..!

Earthquake in NZ, China, Japan, uprising in Libya, Egypt, Middle East.. what could be worst than that? what is the future for we, Malaysian..?

oh ya.. by the way.. our thesis has complete..! the first step before we prepared to be freshmen to the society.. at least this is the only thing that can make me happy.. hehe..

Finally done.. our BABY..! xD

okay.. time for me to sleep ler.. if not i am sure someone will mumbling me if i cant wake up later.. =P

v1ncn3t1990

...

一个人
一整天都对着电脑
可是却不知自己其实做了什么
也没和任何人面对面说到话
真的还蛮不好受的
这种漫无目的的生活
真的不适合我

好想
出去吸吸新鲜空气

好想
出去喝茶聊天吹水

好想
找个人来听我讲话

好想
问一些无聊的问题

好想
讲一些无聊的笑话

好想
快点睡觉忘了一切

不要误会
我没在坐牢
=.=

...

在被窝里数了几千只绵羊...
转来转去几个小时后...
终于明白我又失眠了...
难道每次超过我的睡眠时间后就注定失眠了吗..?
我不要!!

今天的心情..
用这首歌来形容最适合不过了..


很早就明白.. 有些事情.. 是要经历过才会明白的.. 虽有遗憾.. 但却是值得的.. =)

决定用日本版的.. 因为符合当时的心情.. =)
突然觉得我好像女生哦.. =(

My wonder.. My ponder.. part 7

我不是什么哲学家.. 不懂得那些做人的大道理.. 或者说什么人生哲学.. 对我而言.. 人的思想往往都是会被身边发生的事情或者接触的人所影响.. 而且在不同的时间会有不同的想法.. 或许人们常说女生都是善变的.. 但我觉得这就是人的本性吧.. 跟性别没什么关系..

或许我是个蛮感性的人吧.. 常常会想很多很多有的没得.. 但我相信这就是人生.. 每一件发生的事情都会对现在的思想有影响.. 不论是好的还是不好的.. 所以有时我会选择平常心去看待..

古人说.. 成功不是偶然的.. 但我却说失败不是偶然的.. 有时候失败获得的.. 会比成功来得多.. 好比一个常胜将军.. 赢过无数的战役.. 不懂得失败是什么滋味.. 但第一次被打败后就一挫不起.. 相反的有人一开始打败仗.. 但吸取经验后改过自己的缺点.. 并迈向成功.. 相比下.. 那个的收获比较多??

所以我觉得有时候失败反而会让我获得更多.. 以前我会觉得失败很丢脸.. 但现在我只会依平常心去看待.. 因为我知道.. 在十年后当我回头看时.. 会发现还是这样走过了.. 的确是要经历过才知道..

of VIVA presentation 25/2/2011

Today was the day..! all the hard work in this one year lead us to today.. haha.. sounds likes im overstated that.. but its true.. because today was the VIVA presentation for our research..! which has conducted since last year.. hehe..

so.. this is what we all did before the VIVA start.. =.=

Of course have to iron shirt first la.. lolx..

So once finish the ironing work.. we proceed to.. ta dang!!

 The presenters!!

vs

The examiners.. (Miss Theresa at left and Ms Low at the right)

 Introducing the first presenter.. Mr Liew!! lolx

Second presenter.. Ms Ng...!

The third presenter.. Ms Hee..!

 Followed by Ms. Tang!!

 While waiting for my turn.. this photo is took.. and then only i realized OMG i look so damn fat..! haha.. time to have some plan over it.. =(

 And the last presenter and also terminator.. Me!! =P

and lastly.. Group photo..! hehe..

was quite satisfied with our performance.. no major critiques or questions from both examiner.. and i think we have performing quite well.. haha.. give a clap to all ourself.. *clap clap clap* =P

thanks to all my fellow groupmates, Song, Vic, Zhen, Qiu Ping for all the effort that we put in this research.. and also.. of course special thanks to my little gal yan yee for spending time with us taking photo and support support us.. hehe.. love you lots.. xD

gonna sleep soon ler.. having 2 replacement class tomorrow (or later to be more accurately).. so damn boring er... saturday still have to attend class.. T.T

v1nc3nt1990

I'm back..!

Phiew.. it has been a long time since i last visited my own dusty blog.. hmm.. seriously thinking about closing this blog.. haha.. anywhere.. it has been almost a year since my last post.. gosh..!

life was still err.. not so bad.. haha.. this the last trimester of my university life as i am definitely wouldn't further my study.. so hopefully this is my last trimester in UTAR.. choi choi choi.. sounds like im gonna fail for this trimester.. *touch wood*

busy life.. as always.. hehe.. have VIVA (final year project presentation) on this coming Friday.. and then unlimited assignments waiting ahead.. =( however.. im quite enjoy the life as a final year student.. the final year life is not that tough as what i thought at first.. it was just like normal campus life as well.. hehe..

Chinese New Year has just passed.. but can't really enjoy the holiday because i have to come back to Kampar on Saturday which is the third day of Chinese New Year.. T.T i still don't satisfied with the amount of my ang pao..! haha.. anywhere.. celebrated my second valentine day with my silly yan yee.. not that perfect as both of us having class on that day.. and also i use the wrong "strategy" to create surprise.. and things are not going as what i have though.. again.. =.= but never mind.. the next day was quite good as its holiday again and we went for celebration in Ipoh.. hehe.. but sadly no photos will be uploaded.. =P

have a nice movie and dinner last Saturday with yan yee, keat ming, wei ying, sze yi, vicky and zhen.. hehe.. went to "dong gu teng" around Ipoh Garden there as they miss the seafood there a lot.. haha.. but before there we watch the Mr and Mrs Incredible in TGV Jusco.. hmm.. this is the second movie that i watch in that week.. lolx.. quite enjoy the time because it has been a long time i went out to cinema with a gang of friends.. hehe.. =) movie was nice.. and the thing i happy most is that they all enjoyed the meal and gossiping also.. (of course) very much.. hehe..

will try to update more frequent as i wish to persevere in the motive that i first starting to write this blog.. and wish me good luck for coming VIVA ba.. hehe..

v1nc3nt1990