Sunday, June 21, 2009

love? loved?

read a few blogs just now... friends blog... wondering something... it seems like quite a lot of friends are writing about love... love... what a scary words... why scary? because it can make you extreamly happy, and at the same time it can also make you extreamly sad and down... or even worst...

haiz... seems like recently most of my friends are not that happy in that... hehe... read their blog again and again... leave some comment if i able to... the same question keep on appearing in my mind... actually what is love about? i dunno... or more precisely... i am not sure about that... haha...

and oh ya... the love they talking is not about family love or friendship love... it is about relationship love... well... my last relationship is about 1 years ago... and yeah i will still miss her sometimes... the thing is... we are even worst than friend... i mean after broke up our relationship become even worse than before... i dunno but somehow it happened... and that is the thing i am regreting until now... not the relationship but is what happened after the relationship...

hmm... sometime when i remind back i was really confusing... do we love each others?? if yes, we shouldn't become like this, i mean at least we can still be friend right even after broke up... but now it seems like we are avoiding each other... why would we become like this after the relationship broke? that is the thing i wonder about love... it really weird....

but the good thing about love is memories... nothing preserve longer than memories does... but i understand no matter what... memories are just what they are... haha... i wouldn't let myself keep on drowing in memories only... i believed someday i will meet someone who is willing to listen to my story, and perhaps, defined love for me... who know?? so good luck, my friends, and also to myself... =P hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

recent life...

it is quite hard to desribe my life recently... it seems like June is not my month... haha... quite a lot of things go against my will... or may be i am just bad luck... first of all.. my money flows like water... spend really a lot this month... no matter how i try to save it... i will still have to spend it on something unavoidable... especially after the minor accident... all about money again... haiz...

second is about study... it seems like this semester is harder than any previous semester but it seems like i am still not in the mood to study... week 4 is approaching and there will be assignment, mid-term test and bla bla bla coming... but im not in the mood yet to study... geez... anothing thing is i can't get the car-parking sticker for this semester... so i am forced to park at east game and walk into the campus... it will take about 5-7 minutes to walk from east gate to Block B... and mostly my tutorial is on block B... so sad...

things in society also not going very well... quite a lot of things decided is against my opinion and thinking... but anyhow... that is a group decision and i shall obey it althougt i don't agree with what they decided... it seems like i am not that interesting in doing that as it is goes against my will... my point is, now i am in charge for that particular part, so why i can't decide on my own since it is my part? i don't get that seriously... somemore i don't like to do things in a big group... sometime too much ideas will make the meeting even more messy and chaos... at the end... nothing comes out... i just don't get it...

anywhere... i should think so much on those unhappy things... haha... life is till have to go on right? so i am waiting for Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen... expecting this movie as it will be showing on this wednesday... should be going with friends this friday or saturday... hope it wouldn't disappoint me as Terminator 4... anywhere... just watch Night At the Museum 2... once again... it rocks... i love both the first and second very much... especially the part "you dum dum, give me gum gum" it is soooo cute... haha...

hmm... at last i just hope things will getting better soon... as what should they have... hope so... may be i need someone to care about... someone to share some of my burden... it is quite heavy on my shoulder as a lot of things for me to do...

anywhere... today is 3rd sunday of June, so Happy Father's Day... Love you lots dad... =D

~~v1nc3nt0-

auntie's wedding ^^

well... this is a super belated post as i am suppose to post it up by 2 weeks ago... hehe... so i skipped for 3 day classes to attend the wedding... quite tiring as the schedule is quite peck... but it worth it... haha...

"Yes i do..." Sweet... haha...
im the 1 who prepare the tea for them to greet the elders... something like 敬茶...
ceremony night... hehe..
and finally, the family pic... hehe...

These photos were given by my uncle as i didn't take any photo that time because i forgot to bring back my camera... =P was too rushy that day... haha... anywhere.... i just pick these from all others... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90

Monday, June 1, 2009

update update!!!

i found out that has been a damn damn damn loooooong time since the last time i update my dusty bloggy... may be i have nothing to write on as the holidays for me are damn boring and damn long... haha... although i just have 3 weeks holidays... anywhere... i might just lazy to write only... hehe...

at last... the result for last semester was release and thanks god... i am quite satisfied with my result except for stupid PBM that caused i get my only C for this exam... grahhhhhh.... curse you PBM... haha... anywhere... at least my other subject pull my CGPA quite a lot... hehe...

sadly... Man Utd has lost the European Champion Cup... but i must admit that Man Utd play damn sucks that day with Cristiano Ronaldo missed quite a lot of chances to score for Man Utd...So, congrat to Barcelona fans and all those Chelsea, Liverpool, Arsenal fans who would enjoy the defeat of Man Utd...

finally, the university was reopening andi am here in Kampar now... haha... but going back on tommorrow as my auntie wedding is on this Wednesday... will be following my uncle car as he is going back too...

spend quite a lot of money during this semester break and mostly on my car... T.T so i am forced to postpond my plan to change a new cell phone... haiz... as i am really poor now... any part time job to be introduced??? haha... =P

just finish watching Rossy Business 巾帼枭雄 last week... it was really really a nice movie... i recommand it a lot... watching non stop from Astro On Demand... hehe... really really love it a lot... for me i like the character 柴九 played by Lai Yiu Cheung the most... he really make me hate him at first but like him a lot at last... with his intelligent and charisma he has contributed a lot for Sheren Tang... really love this movie a lot.. hehe...


ok la... actually still got a lot lot of things in my mind... but i think that is all for today as i need to sleep early for blood donation tomorrow... hehe... and i am going back tomorrow also... don't miss me ya... hehe...

~~v1nc3nt90