Alright... finally foundation was finished... time passed really really very fast... it just happened like a click of eyes... so fast... one year has passed... i still remember most of the things happened in this year... a lot lot of things happened... the first change was i was brought from home to university life... in university life... you have to settle everything by your own... in another word... more independent than what was me in secondary school...
then meet a lot of new friends... A lot of friends from all over the Malaysia... Ipoh, Kedah, Sabah, Sarawak, Selangor, Kuala Lumpur, Penang and a lot lot else place... a lot of new faces appear in my university life... and starting i change my perception about people... may be this is what we said different people... haha... let me know more about outside people... change my thinking and perspective... haiz... people might backstabbing you but you yourself didn't know about that... they can pretending very very well in front of you... haha... never mind la... take it as an early lesson for the future... because... for me... university just like a little society... full with every kind of people...
well... here goes my third time love story... this is the thing i can said... erm... the thing i precious most... and regret most... yeap... i appreciate this time very very well and a lot lot things... but at the same time... i regret for a lot of things also... a lot lot of happy memories we have during that time... i appreciate all those times... i really did... but what i regret is... i did something stupid... really really stupid... and this make me regret for a very very long time... what i did was really childish and no meaning at all... haha... making both side suffer only... may be this ending was the best for all of us... people always thinking about if given me a more chance i will what what what... for me... what passed has passed... you did then forever you did it... nothing you can do to change the fact... except you developed a time machine la... haha... so for now... i don't wanna convince myself i can change what facts or find an excuse... but i will try to solve it in the best way...
friends... an important word for me... yeap... and in UTAR i get many new friends... but if i remind back... it is like i am changing my gang now... last time i was in the biggest gang in TA7... but now seems like i am out from that group already... sigh... life like this... haha... but at least i found myself in a little house... may be because we are all housemate... but we really quite close... and yeah... we are wet stick association... haha... wet stick in chinese mean "shi cai"... which mean useless or rubbish... haha... hope this will last for the next three years... really really hope...
well... foundation was quite a short year only... but a lot of things happened in this year... sweet moments, sour moments, hard moments, bad moments, and all... yeah... and i still have a long way to go... yeap... three years more... a long journey for me... gambateh... going back to muar tomorrow... or today?? haha...
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