26 November 2009 outing...

hehe... went to Ipoh again on Thursday, 26 November 2009... i can't recall how many times we have been to Ipoh for this week... third time i think... lolx... as usual... we went without early planning... suddenly the mood came and we just go only... haha...

but this time is different... we went for movie... lolx... unlike the last time we went for dim sum only... ok... let's start about dinner la... we having dinner at MP at Greentown there as they never tried before... so i bring them there to try out... hehe... luckily my memory was good enough so we wouldn't get lost because i just went there 1 time only... so praise me... =P

let's start with camera session again, shall we? haha...

 nice enviroment... chit chatting while waiting for foods to be served... hehe...

 yummy yummy ABC... it really nice as its looks.. haha

one word only to describe... yummy!! lolx..

nic's seafood set... omg it is irresistable.. lolx... got to "tax" a little from him... lolx...

boss of the day... Lum's cocktail... cost around 30 bucks... @.@

so happy for the dinner as we spend around 200++ bucks for that dinner only... hehe... but it doesn't matter right as long as we enjoyed... am i right guys? haha...

so head straight to Jusco for New Moon... i am not really a twillight fans but never mind la... just accompany they all watching... hehe... but the sad thing is Wai Kwan bought us the movie for 11:45pm... and when the time we finish our dinner and reach Jusco at around 10:00pm... still got around 2 hours to go before the movie... so... guess what we did??

we went to the rooftop for snooker... haha... that only i know Shawn was quite pro wor... Nic also not bad... I didn't join because i know i am really noob in snooker lor... just accompany again... haha... nothing to do also...

 see Shwan looks so pro... haha...

was really nothing to do there so decided to have camhore with Pick Ching... it has been a while since i last took photos with her as we know each other for 2 years more already... hehe...

first taking... with my lollipop... I love lollipop although i know it might not suitable for me to say that... lolx... my head is like cutting to half.... so we tried to take more...

not really satisfied with the rest... so fed up and took with my phone's front camera... i like this shot... but it only have 0.3 mega pixel so it is very blur and low quality...

the snooker and bowling closed at 11pm... so we still have 45 more minutes?? so guess what to do leh huh?? haha... we loitering around the whole Jusco and it is like only us there as it is closed already... we was playing around like kids... joking around... and Wai Kwan wanna went into the counter there and pretending selling to us... lolx... we just ignored the CCTV there... all of us must be crazy already... haha... just do what we like... hehe... =)

 finally we have our group photo with the help of a malay guys... thanks abang... lol...

(omg now only i realised that i haven't finish my lollipop)

finally... it was 11:40pm and we went to TGV there... was so crowded as today was the first day of showing... guess mid night showing is best suit for couple ya... almost all those people around us are couples... but none of us in our gang is couple... haha... but i think Ken and Lum have the potential to be... =P they will kill me if they know i am saying this... ngek ngek ngek...

so... the movie was erm... can i say a little bit boring?? haha... may be it is because i am not twilight fans and New Moon was more on story line... so it doesn't really suit me i would say... but it was nice though... haha... but the ending was like... so sudden... it ended right after Edward propose to Bella... and i heard people scolding for that after the movie is ended... haha...

reached back kampar at around 3am... the day was really tiring but nice thought... happy hours with my gangs... haha... appreciated it a lot... =)

i think recently my time has gone abnormal again... i staying till late night almost everyday... sometime even sleep only after the sun rise... the healthy lifestyle looks like has gone far away from me already after that day... haha... but it doesn't matter la... we still young... haha... but Nic said we will be dead at the age of 40 if we continue being like this... lolx... but University life is meant to be enjoy and the last honeymoon life before we went out to the cruel and hard society isn't it? XD

p.s. glad that i am not really thinking of you anymore... for now i just wanna live my life to the max without being influenced by anyone... =)

p.s.s. i wanna watch Disney's A Christmas Carol in 3D... planned to go Pavillion or 1U for that... anybody interested?? haha...


~~v1nc3nt90

rainbow after rain??

people always said that... "there are rainbow after every rain..."

but guess what...

today we saw rainbow during 6pm something at UTAR Sport Complex there when we play volleyball together... and the thing is it doesn't rain today and it is a sunny day in kampar... weird huh?

but this is not weird enough yet... we saw 2!!! Yes... 2 rainbows at the same time on the same sky... haha...

it is really nice... and i think this is the first time in my life i saw 2 rainbows together at the same time on a sunny day... ^^

the second rainbow wasn't really clear because it is faded when the time we saw it... hehe... u can just click on the photos to enlarge it if you can't see it well... here is another 1 photo i took... nothing much different... and sadly i only got my handphone with me and it is only 2 mega pixel and the function was like... erm... sucks... lolx... so can't really take nice photos... it is so unexpected....

not really visible for the second rainbow as it was faded quite fast after we saw it... hehe...

"听说下雨时上天把快乐赐给我们...
听说雨后的彩虹是上天把幸福祝给每一对情侣...
听说夜晚的星星代表希望..."

this is one of the message send to me by someone... hehe... but i think that the message had somehow being edited... but i never asked about it... =( the rainbows i saw just now remind me of that message... hmm... and somehow reminded me of you again... wish to have seen it together with you... =( but for now i better keep it inside my heart...

but i am glad that i have seen this... because it shows that the mystery of natural... ha... =)

p.s. gambateh and good luck for your marketing test tomorrow night ya... wish to personally encourage you but somehow i not dare to... =( but i think triple "s" will remain in my heart with me forever and ever and of course i will giving you mine always... =)

~~v1nc3nt90

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友...

this is what I read from a note posted by my friend on Facebook... seriously... i think it is quite meaningful so just wanna share with you all...

每个女孩身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友. 你们可能相爱过, 你们也可能喜欢彼此, 但是, 为了什么原因你们没能在一起?

也许 他为了朋友之间的义气, 不能追你.
也许 为了顾及家人的意见, 你们没有在一起
也许 为了出国深造, 他没有要你等他
也许 你们相遇太早, 还不懂珍惜对方
也许 你们相遇太晚, 你们身边已经有一个人
也许 你们回头太迟, 对方已不再等待
也许 你们彼此在抓摸对方的心, 而迟迟无法跨出界线

不过即使你们没有在一起, 你们还是保持了朋友的关系
但是你们心底很清楚, 对这个人, 你比朋友还多了一份关心

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街, 你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友

他有喜欢的人, 你口头上会帮他追, 心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到

他遇到困难时, 你会尽你所能帮他, 不会计较谁又欠了谁

男朋友吃醋了, 你会安抚他说你和他只是朋友, 但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定

每个人这辈子, 心中都有过怎么一个特别的朋友, 很矛盾的行为

一开始你不甘心只能做朋友的, 但久了, 突然发现这样最好, 你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手

你宁愿做他的朋友, 彼此才不会吃醋, 才可以真的无所不谈

特别是这样, 你还是知道, 他永远会关心你的

做不成男女朋友, 当他那个特别的朋友, 有什么不好呢? 你心中的这个特别的朋友...?

是谁呢?

很多的感情, 都因为一厢情愿, 最后连朋友都当不成. 常常觉得很惋惜, 可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你, 如果你没有反应, 这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去, 这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步.

有些事不是你能预料的, 或许对方不在意, 你们还可以是朋友, 但却已经不如从前的好.

~完~

读完后... 让我有点感触... 呵呵... 可能是因为或多或少让我有点联系到之前吧... 但这篇是写给女生的... 所以还是由女生来决定对不对咯... 哈哈... 我只是想分享而已...

可能你读到时会想起他... 但就如我读时却想起了你...

如果可以再来一次... 或许我会希望把我那句话收回... =)

好啦... 八点了...十二点还有课... 看来应该是不用上了... 呵呵...

~~弘正

crazy us with crazy moment...

the story begin on Sunday night...

v1nc3nt is calling Nic to ask for going out for dinner at 7:20pm...

vince: ei nic, want go for dinner later?

nic: ok arh, but i thought you was on diet and didn't take dinner anymore?

vince: aiya... no need adready... so what time?

nic: 8 something la...

vince: but i am starving leh... almost 24 hours didn't eat already...

nic: i ask other first then let u know...

vince: okok...

so... 20 minutes later... nic called back to v1nc3nt...

nic: pick ching said we go Ipoh eat dim sum orh... want?

vince: walao ei... sure bo? got who?

nic: me, you, pick ching, shwan, kenny, sim huae and kenneth la...

vince: ok geh... but i don't want drive...

nic: you have no choice... not enough cars... lolx...

vince: ok lor... so 8:30?

nic: ok

and so... the crazy story begin...

was left from kampar at around 9:30pm... because we have to wait for Pick Ching to get ready... haha.... so eventually... arrived Ipoh at around 10:00pm... head straight to Yuk Fok Mun near Fu Shan there for dim sum as our dinner... and i was straving like hell because didn't eat anything for whole 24 hours already... so geng right? haha...

finally... dim sum dim sum... i was waited for so so so so long already... hehe... finally able to eat... =P

we having our dinner until around 11pm... eat about RM105 for 7 persons... consider very very few already because Kenneth still not that full... haha... so was planned went for McD for our second round... but girls don't want because they full already... so... guess what... we head back to Kampar... arrived at Kenneth's hostel at around 12:00 pm... chit chatting and playing around... until 2am something... Tze Kwan came... and ask for yum cha... lolx...

so... went to ABC yum cha with Tze Kwan again as our second round... i didn't eat anything... may be my appetite wasn't with me yet after so many days of diet... haha... complaining very bored during yum cha... so Shawn suggested we go for Dota and i supported that... hehe... everybody was looking at me again... because i said i have quit from dota already... but since now no more binding and i can do what i want without thinking too much... hehe...

so was dota-ing until 6am yesterday... wrote a post before went to sleep at 8am... see... people wake up i sleeping... haha...

if you think that is the end of the story... you are wrong... lolx... the crazy us has not over yet... Monday night... after 7pm class... planning what to do again for the night...

ken: vincent, they say very bored leh... let's go for L4D (Left 4 Dead, shooting game) lor...

vince: but i got something to do at 12 wor... housemate's birthday...

ken: then what time you will be done?

vince: 1 something lor...

ken: ok la... on...

vince: serious???

ken: ya lar... lum and pick ching said they wanna learn how to play... ask you to teach...

vince: lolx... ok la... so 1 something i go and fetch you all la...

so... a very big Happy Birthday to our manager of turtle house... Mr. Allen... lolx... happy 23rd birthday... guys doesn't really cared bout age right? so no harm annoucing his age here... =P

no photos to upload now as we didn't really took photos... will take from Tian Yi later...

so... as what we planned... go for Khakabo at 1 something... to play L4D with they all... haha... was having a lot of funs as we play versus mode... and lum was really a quick learner... and we really having fun with shouting and asking for help... luckily the Cyber cafe was left very little people only as it is really late already...

so... 8 of us... me, nic, ken, shawn, lum, pick ching, poey and wai kwan was really enjoying the game and we have really lots of funny and crazy action in the cyber cafe which is hardly described by words... i think they will be blacklisted us next time as we really too noisy... hehe...

so... we played until almost 5am something and yum cha in Ghany Corner... lolx... was continue our crazy topic and lum really have funny action with kenneth mow... i think i wouldn't be surprise if they become couple... =P

reached back hostel at 6am just now... was online a while and decided to bloggin as what i did now... hehe... arh... my room is quite bright now and i wondering can i sleep or not... and not to forget i have class at 12 afternoon later... still thnking should i go or not... haha... wondering what will be our plan for tonight... will i be sleeping at 7 or 8 am again tommorrow? haha...

oh ya... this Thursday we planned for sing k... it has been a while since the last time we going together... haha...

thanks to my gang for accompanying me for this two days... time flies really fast when the time being together with you all... haha... and it has been a while since we going out together as i have quit from gaming and diet so i very seldom could going out with you all at night... thanks for accompanying me at the time i needed it... =) friends forever... love you guys... =DDD

"believed that you will live better than her..." this is what they told me... but la... i want both of us can enjoy the best of the life moment can arh? not really greedy right? =P

~~v1nc3nt90

下雨天...

又是一个下雨的夜晚...
很久没有尝试在雨中走的感觉了...
今天却在雨中走了一段路...
希望被雨淋过后能让自己清楚一点...
哈...
搞到我新买的鞋湿了...
电话也差点坏了...
还好Nokia耐得很...
哈...
可是脑袋有清醒到吗?
就让时间来证明吧...

~~弘正

曾经...

曾几何时
我认为只要有决心
而且肯付出
就会拿到我想要的成果

但
我错了
而且还错地很离谱
我只是拿真心换绝情
哈
现在我终于明白
为什么我会觉得
我永远都只是
路人甲乙丙丁
答案很简单
只是我竟然花了这么久才看出

每次
当看见她有新的Shoutout
或部落里有新的post时
对我
都是绝口不提
原来
我想要找个让自己更好过的藉口
是不可能的
一句"对不起"
我都没办法找到
即使有
也不是给与我

是我太小气了吗?
毕竟那个变的人
不是我
奢望得到一句公开的对不起
一段公开安慰的话
我有错吗?
或许吧
这样显得我很小气

相信她不知道
也很难明白
被认可对某些人来说
是多么的高兴
毕竟我们彼此都珍惜过
但我心
此刻已经无语了

好了
现在竟然把我写给她的文篇
写给另一个人
天哪
多么的讽刺啊
身为男生的我可以这么的伟大吗?
我可以吗?
相信
不需经过大脑
也可以的到答案
我自认从来没有对不起过她
但为什么我要被这样的惩罚
为什么?

我心痛
不完完全全是因为失去了她
而是为什么过后我又要承受
一次又一次的打击
像拿石头击向玻璃

她还是不懂
这一切一切
对我会有什么的影响
试问
如果我会那样想
我的位置
她可以怪我吗?

好了
我要说的说完了
就让我在此
亲手
画上句号

寂寞. 好了

well... a very very nice song to recommand... hehe... 寂寞. 好了by 蔡旻佑 (Evan Yo)... this song keep on repeating in my media player once... hehe... quite meaningful... hope you all will like it also...


寂寞.好了- 蔡旻佑

拼命的上网
闷坏的胸口让我想大声
的呐喊
我努力不放
你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了
还是一天?
计算着慌张
计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了
坚强外表下
我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了
冬天漫长
欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢
我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了
寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了我怎麽办
寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂
想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开
多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你
心放空了
寂寞好了

~~v1nc3nt90

随笔-2

夜了...
对大多数人来说
夜晚应该是
最能让思绪休息的时间
但不知为何...
我的思绪却是
如此的清醒
很多事情都历历在目
仿佛就像昨天才发生的...

今天我回到了Crazy Cafe
还记得我们那一次去...
是在2007年9月5日...
一个星期三的下午...
很惊讶我还可以记得吧...
但我相信那天发生的事情
你我可能永远都不会忘记吧...
还记得对面就是以前
我们最喜欢去的Butik Cafe吗?
以前你很喜欢他们的设计
可以一边用餐...
一边看衣服...
但时光不再...
现在那间cafe也变了理发院了...

原来...
不知不觉地已两年了...
两年对某些人来说...
只不过是生命中的一小部分...
但对有些人来说有两年的时间
就已经足够了...

两年里...
很多东西都不同了...
很多东西都改变了...
更何况是短短两个月的时间呢?

今天...
我经过了杏仁坊...
想起了第一次和你的晚餐...
哈...
但很讽刺的...
我们上次最后一次的晚餐
也是在那里...
或许...
很多事情冥冥中就已经注定了...
轮不到我们来改变...

感叹
很多事情...
不是有心就能做到的...
那种心有余而力不足的感觉
糟透了...

感叹
变化是那么的快...
快得我有点措手不及...
或许错的东西不应该继续下去...
但那变化的速度...
态度的转变...
是我始料未及的...
短短的一个星期里...
就让我有两种完全不同的感觉...
一时之间...
真的让我措手不及...
留下我
在那空荡荡的夜晚...
一人站在那里...
彷徨...
很糟...
那感觉很糟...
完完全全没想到转变
是那么的大
那么的恐怖...

或许...
你是对的...
错的事情...
就不应该继续下去...
但真的很不舍...
或许... 这就是双鱼座男生吧...

我一直以来都不是很相信星座...
总觉得人都是不同的...
思想是受到周围的人所影响的...
跟星座一点关系都没有...
但身为双鱼座男生的我...
很多时候发现自己的性格
和所谓的双鱼座男生没什么差别...
喜欢凭自己的感觉行事...
只要认为可行就会一意孤行...
多情... 但是会恋旧和不舍...
有同情心...
想法复杂...
很容易付出感情
很多时候会为感情花脑筋...
也是双鱼座跑不掉的性格...

哎... 双鱼座男生...
可以不要当吗?

对了...
如果你觉得无聊的话...
对不起...
因为从写标题开始
我就认定要写废话了...
若把整篇都看完的话...
谢谢你肯浪费时间听我讲废话...
感谢你!!!
哈...


~~弘正
8/11/2009
4:32 am..

how can i get rid of these???

seriously...
i think i am really getting older...
and my mind is getting more and more stupid...
my mind was like shit today during the Entrepreneurship Mid Term...
my mind was blank when i trying to answer the question...
i have forgotten almost 80% of what i have studied...
and it wasn't like me at all...

is the paper too hard?
not really...
it is all direct and straight to the point...

i did study for the whole night...
and memorizing...
but it can't go into my mind at all...
sad to tell...
but i wasn't like that...
T.T

last time i can memorize in just a night...
but now i can't...
may be my mind has getting more and more stupid...
other gain more knowledge and become more clever when they grew...
but i am the opposite one...

may be my mind is still stuck with something...
can't really concentrade and memorizing...
but how can i get rid of these??
really hope that i can...
if not...
no more study smart for me... =(
what left is study hard...
and i totally don't like it...
i hate my mind now!!!
think too much of useless things...

who willing to unclog my mind for me?? =(

~~v1nc3nt90

时间 v.s. 感觉

随着时间的流逝
那感觉与以前不同了
难得感觉
真的抵不过时间冲蚀?
还是到头来才发现

这只是南柯一梦?

~~v1nc3nt90

it is not about do you have the right or not
it is about whether i willing to or not
i don't wanna you to think that way
do you know that
it hurts...

~~v1nc3nt90

感叹...

今天凌晨就跟平时一样...
没什么差别...
可是却感觉特别的冷...
特别的宁静...

感叹...
生命的脆弱...

感叹...
大自然的无情...

感叹...
人生的无常...

感叹...
事实的残酷...

生命是脆弱的...
现实是无情的...
我们不能够预知下一刻会发生什么事情...
而我们能够做的...
就是珍惜现在所拥有的一切...

突然间觉得...
原来每天早上还能睁开眼睛...
是一件很幸福的事...
某些朋友或许不是很亲密...
但当他们离开时才发现...
生命中好像少了些什么似的...
少了一部分似的...

珍惜眼前所有的一切...
别到失去了的时候...
才来后悔...
愿你一路走好...

~~弘正

Rest In Peace... My Friend...

tonight was terrible... totally terrible... get the news about the accident about three UTAR student were swept away at the waterfalls at Batu Berangkai picnic area just now about 8 something... and one of them is my friend... we start to get worried and more worried as time past... because there is still no any news at that time... we waited and keep on asking about update about the incident...

just now when 10 something... we got the news... the shocking news... that my friend... James Khor was comfirmed drowned as his body was found at 9pm something... i tried to comfirmed that news and hope it is not true... hoping this is not true at all... but... the reality is cruel...

until now... they have found 2 bodies... another is still missing... praying hard for him...

why? why could this is happening so suddenly... i still saw him cycling passed by Ghany yesterday 3am something after Man Utd match... but i never know that that will be the last time i calling his name and he wave to me... everything seems so sudden and i really couldn't believe it...

James... you will be always remembered... may your soul rest in peace... my friend...

to all my dear friends... please appreciate every single thingthat you have at every moment... we will never know what will happen in the next second... everything is so unpredictable... cherish every moment you have... and everyone you being with... =(

~~v1nc3nt90