Wednesday, February 27, 2008

i miss you...

Hello... i am back to here again... in this late night... nothing special... just simply because i can't sleep again... looks like these few days i am quite active in the night... haha... ok well... back to the topic... yes... i miss you... a person that live in my heart for about half year already... haha... may be this is the reason i can't fall asleep... but it is still my problem... sigh...

missing somebody was really quite hard... because beside missing her... you can't do anything else... haha... yeap... i clearly understand there are nothing i can do anymore beside missing... seems like we are lose contact these few weeks (or months?)... but i understand... this is better for us... really... loving somebody is giving what he/she want... i was stubborn... a very very stubborn person... and may be because of that... i ignored something... i ignored something which are caring and understanding... sometimes... i thought that could be the best way but it wasn't because i am not you... i can't know what exactly you want... and that cause this thing happened...

after watching "The Break Up" by Vince Vaughn and Jeniffer Aniston... only i understand about all these things... haha... (p.s. i keep on watching movie this few days because really really boring... i have been watching 5 movies today already...) many people believe after break up the story was ended... but seriously i don't... i believe even we have break up with somebody... the story might still can go on as well... may be it wasn't a love story anymore but a friendship? who knows?

actually these few weeks (once again... or months?) was good for me... although at the beginning it was really hard and sad... it is getting well now and i understand many more things... it make me more reasonable... it cool me down from sadness and disappointment... and i started to take all those times as sweet memory... the sweet moment we treasure and cherish... the sadness and disappointment we take it as a lesson... may be some fine days we will meet in the street again... waving to each other... and our story get continue again... no matter in which version... who knows?

~~v1nc3nt90

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, it is good that you've at least learn to make somthing positive out of what is so depressing and negative.

You're not immature. You're just elarning to be mature, which makes you not immature but on a journey of self-discovery, which we all need to do in life. We need to experience failures, so that we can learn from it.

I would recommend this book:

"Dare To Fail" by Billi Lim.

The book is rather easy to undestand. And perhaps it will be of help to you.

All the best in your future undertakings.

sincerely,
anonymous #1

v1nc3nt90 said...

welcome back anonymous#1... glad to see you here again... haha...

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