Wednesday, December 26, 2007

My wonder... My ponder...

long time din update my blog d... haha... after the lame shit and ultra hard web page design test i should relax a while... so decided to write this blog... hehe...

haiz... recently a lot of things happend... and sum of those things changed my mind... ya... my way of thinking... my feeling and all... well it was my fren... my fren has juz broke up wit him gal fren... emm... shouldnt be juz... bt long time ago d... juz he totally giving up da gal yesterday... well... care to listen a story? haha

they was once a happy couple... a couple that let other ppl envy at them... da boy (my fren) was love da gal so much... and seriously... he was reli tot that they can last forever... he reli did... bt that nite... his galfren give him a shock... she requested to break... of coz... he refuse to accept it alto he knew there are sum problems between them d... da boy decided to let her break for a while... to cool down and consider for sum times... so... of coz... like others, da boy keep on trying to save this relationship... he tried very very hard and put on a lot of efforts to save this relationship... alto she keep saying dun put hopes and all... da boy belif wat he did can touch the gal... that is y he keep on putting efforts and all to save this relationship...

bt last nite... during the Christmas nite... he give up... totally give up d after he had a talk with her... only after that he knew tat da gal was nt happy with the relationship very long d... since they started da gal oso nt happy d... so in the end... da gal decided to request break... ok... and da words that hurt the boy most is when she said:" i have totally no feeling at u d"... my fren's heart totally broken... he cant accept that... may be u will say he was immature... and in fact... he is... he is quite immature... bt he reli love her! bt at the end... hw da gal treat him? she reli reli hurt da boy... and da poor boy... finally accept tat and totally give up her d... that is da christmas nite for da boy... a "wonderful" christmas nite he have... i think he will remember tis christmas nite forever gua...

hmm... for me... love sumbody who didnt love u isnt da worst part... da worst is love sumbody who have hurt u badly... it will never have a nice endng... juz as my fren... pity him... he reli reli did a lot of things for da gal and hope that she will un bt in da end she dun even appreciate bt scold him... sigh... bt gud thing is he had already put down the love to her... he has given up and i belif that is gud for him... coz da gal also wouldnt appreciated wat he did... so wat for he doing all those things again? she will juz tot him as a fool and stupid... and lastly... wat past has passed... there are no point to talk bout it again d... it wun change anything... da boy finally can be himself back... can be da real of him... wun worry bout da gal again... wun think of wat is gud for her and such... alto thinking like this is a bit selfish... bt he should have rather den putting empty hope on her... i used to belif we will nid to change or sacrifice sumthing to keep da relationship... bt nw my mind changed... nw for me, i think being urself is da most essential of ur life... dun try to change urself for anyone... it doesnt worth... and is love reli artificial? i wonder... and ponder...

2 comments:

Egg said...

nothing to say, but: "just be yourself. your true self."

Anonymous said...

Hi! Just drop by and saw your post. For the gal right, if she didn't appreciate for what your friend did, is her loss. Although your friend cannot keep her, but i believe for what he did, he deserve someone better than the gal. There will always have a better chance or person waiting in front, so don't give up a whole forest just for a tree. That is all for my advise to your friend. Last, if what you said is true, the gal wasn't a good gal for him. So ask him don't be sad, and believe that he can find another better gal. A gal which love him also. May the god bless him.