Sunday, December 16, 2007

Pretender...

ppl do change as time goes on... and of coz... me too... i used to hate pretender or faker... since i was small i dun like pretender at all... they wun be my frens but only enemy... gut sigh... nw i changed... a very very big changing... becoz... im one of those pretenders d... sarcastic rite?

sum decision was hard to make, sum words is hard to say... bt i dun care anymore d... for sum of da reason i dun care d...alto it is nt my will bt i stil did it... and i think it was da best way alto i dun like it... yes... and im suffering for wat i have done... bt i didnt regret that i have did it... whenever there is a pretender, a victim will occur oso... in my case... it happend oso... i did hurt sumbody... bt i have no other choise beside that... i reli reli dun wish to do tat... bt if u let me choose again... i will choose da same reason... yes... definately... haha... im doing things tat totally opposite wit my will... but for da person... i nid to pretend in tat way... sorry...

for all the ppl who reading tis... sum decision are hard to make... bt... rmb... be urself... only tat ur life is better... no matter wat decision is it... juz be urself... dun pretend in other ways... rmb honesty is the best policy...

ok la... nid to slp d... tmr muz travel to ipoh summore... no.. should be today coz nw oso 4am d... haha...

*hope tat sumday u will noe y i did tis to u... i reli dun wan to mean like tat...

~v1nc3nt90

1 comment:

Egg said...

yes, you are right! ~some decision is hard to make. anyway, just be yourself.

...and choose the best option which you think is the best one. sometimes, hurting someone because of your decision is hard to 避免(bi4 mian3). so, don't insist to blame yourself for hurting someone. sometimes, you may right!