Wednesday, January 16, 2008

15 january 2008

ok... well... im here again... feeling so so so tired after studying for a few hours d... @.@ so come here to talk rubbish again... haha...

about 1 more week to the exam... gosh... not even 1 week... bt 5 days more only... haha... die la... still not well prepare yet... gt to burn midnite oil d nw...

beside that... i was wondering sumthing... y i will let sumbody believe love is artificial... actually i myself dun un bout that... reli... i din fake anything why was it artificial... hoping an answer from her bt seems like i have totally being blocked by connected with her... haha... may be this is da best way for us oso... juz wandering... why leh... i reli dun un lo...

if a boy quarrel with a gal... i think everybody will support da gal gua... i should have predict it before it happen... bt never mind la... i dun quite care oso... somehow i was changed... in a quite negative way... dunno la... bt as long as it is still me... den nth la... still ok de... letting a people hate u wasnt tat feel tat gud oso... haha... bt tat is her choice i cant say anything oso... what a bad memory to her... haha... i dun wish things happen like tis bt since it happen we must try to accept it... haha... learned to accept sumthing that has became a fact...

till now... i am still learning... learning a lot lot of things... learning how to accept sumthing u doesnt wish to happen... learning how to be patient... learning how to be accept other people's advice... before this i very stubborn de... i keep think on what i did was the best... haha... finally fact has proved that i am wrong... den i started to learn how to accept other people suggestion and all...

i am juz a teenager... a teenager who cant enter pub or casino oso... coz i havent 18 years old oso... haha... (alto i entered pub for several times d bt it is illegal de la...) and so... i am still learning... in chinese that was an idiom said:"不经一事,不长一智" it means if u never experienced sumthing... u will never gt tat knowledge... ok well.. actually this kind of things wasnt happen on me for the first time... bt it was juz too much of different this time... last time i can let go of everything very easy... bt this time different... bt seriously... this time i have lot lot of memory that the previous times dun have... haha...

after so much things happen... i dun think it still have a way to save things... may be friendship oso cannot be... haha... a lot lot of things can only be memory... i have learned to treasure all those memory but not all those hates and blame... well... we should be positive ma rite??? seriously i care bout how other people think of me... i reli reli care... i always hoping a positive image and friendship from other people... i care bout all these... but seems nw... i have neither... may be this is wat we called:"padam muka" in malay... or "u dai sei!!! (means u deserve it)" in cantonese...

becoz of breaking i seems to have lose my girl friend and my friends around me... yeap... something happen among me and my classmate... now no matter how hard i tried to save it oso no use d... sigh... life life life... nth or no one i can blame beside myself... should have predict it... haha... i dunno... i juz hope everything can be fine after all... haha... somehow i am still in a small gang... hmm... reli reli appreciate... they din leave me when i was totally down... alto i wasnt not so close with them oso... bt i believe that is true friendship... be patient to ur friends and support them... haha...

wah... quite long da rubbish i wrote this time... haha... should continue study o... time is running out d... haha... last thing... i juz hope all the misunderstanding can be solve... 1 friend more is equal to 1 enemy less... i reli dun wish things like now happen... but somehow... i wun force it... i wun do anything... depends on fate gua... fate and destiny will lead us... no point u force it rite???

actually this can be my wonder... my ponder part 3 wor... haha... but never mind la... keep it next time... coz at first i oso dun wanna write so long de... hoping sumbody will read it and give some comment to me... i will be appreciate it... coz im learning... =)

p.s. 15 january is my kai-sis birthday... haha... another birthday greet to u... jasmine... remember you are not Miss Lonelymin... haha...


~~v1nc3nt90

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i don't agree! when a boy and a girl quarrel, people will stand on the justice side, not on anyone's side. if not, the people must be having something wrong. but don't care about those complex thing while you'll having something more important to do.

you don't just think of someone hates/dislikes you. you must think of why he/she hates/dislikes you. it should be one party's wrong. otherwise, it would be the environment's/the society's wrong.

somehow you are right, accept something that has became a fact. don't try to convince yourself that you have ability to change facts. if it's already a fact that cannot change anymore, don't force it or try to mend it. accept it.

everyone and anyone will do mistakes, even the God does! so, accept people's negative views on you, and change it. or else, you won't grow up.

mostly people won't mind if you have bad attitude/behaviour, people care more whether you are willing to change your bad attitude/behaviour or not. if you will, i believe people will give you chance and then you'll gain a good relationship with anyone in a society.

maybe you said something that offended people but you yourself didn't and don't realize it. just be more careful in speaking.

changing yourself benefits you in the future. it's still not too late to apologize...

v1nc3nt90 said...

thanx... i reli appreciate for ur comment... reli thanx a lot dude... haha... im still learning anywhere... thanx for u wasting ur time reading my crap blog and give comment to me... haha...

Anonymous said...

please stop crapping..if both of you are not meant to be together,LET IT BE! accept the fact..sorry,just voicing out..happened to browse your blog..it's because i used to have the same problem during high school,so take my lil' advice k,boy? take care.

v1nc3nt90 said...

hmm... for anonymous#2... there are a few things i wanna explain... first... i have already let all go... i din try to change the fact... and i din put any hopes already... second... this is a little space for me to express my feeling and thinking... although i was crapping here... but it is still my freedom to do so... u dun have the right to stop me... sorry... i juz try to explain... no offence... =)

Anonymous said...

haha..well said vincent..blogs are for people to express their feelings..the most important thing is to agree to disagree..its good to have opinions and advices from different people but the final decision is of course, yours to make..

sincerely,
anonymous